The AutSide Podcast

A tiny Substack exchange became the doorway to ten essays on adult GLP writing, translation, masking, genre, and process. Sometimes the smallest corrections open the largest research questions.
This series began with one of those tiny moments that most people would probably forget within the hour. I restacked another writer’s thoughtful essay, made what I thought was a light-hearted observation, and was gently corrected. My immediate reaction was simple enough: “Jaime, you gobshite.” But for a gestalt processor, small moments rarely remain small. They become weather.
What followed surprised me. That single exchange unfolded into ten essays exploring a question I had never consciously asked before: why do adult gestalt language processors write so differently from one another? Not simply what we write, but how our writing comes to carry the marks of hyperlexia or its absence, genre, schooling, publishers, professional life, masking, translation, market forces, and the long histories that shape every finished page. By the end, I realised I had been asking the wrong question all along. The page is not the mind. The finished essay is not the process that produced it.
This prologue introduces that journey. It also explains why these essays exist at all. I often describe them as my digital delayed echolalia. They are not written because I believe I have reached the final answer. They are places where I leave gestalts for my future self, knowing that recursion will come and another quarter turn will eventually illuminate something I cannot yet see. The fact that others choose to walk alongside me, finding their own recognitions within these pieces, remains one of the great unexpected gifts of my life.
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Today’s episode explores the profound connection between sensory overload and the distortion of time within the autistic experience. Rather than viewing overload as a mere physical reaction to external stimuli, the author of the source article, Dr. Jaime Hoerricks, describes it as a temporal collapse where the ability to sequence events, plan for the future, or recall past coping strategies vanishes. This perspective shifts the focus from spatial discomfort to a trapped present, where the overwhelming “now” erases the continuity needed for desire and self-advocacy. Recovery is presented as a non-linear process, an uneven waiting period for one’s personal rhythm to return after the body has been displaced by an inaccessible environment. Ultimately, Dr. Hoerricks argues that diagnostic language fails to account for how sensory distress steals an individual’s timeline and future. Through this lens, true accessibility requires more than just quiet spaces; it demands a society that respects the varied speeds at which different bodies process and inhabit time.
Here’s the link to the source article: https://open.substack.com/pub/autside/p/the-first-autistic-person-epilogue
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Today’s episode challenges the ableist assumption that an autistic meltdown or shutdown indicates a lack of interest in participating in society. Instead, these experiences represent the staggering physical and emotional cost of navigating environments that are not designed for neurodivergent needs. The author of the source article, Dr. Jaime Hoerricks, argues that true accessibility must occur before a crisis unfolds, rather than serving as a reactionary rescue after harm has already been done. Dr. Hoerricks asserts that autistic desire for a public life is a political right that should not require the “tax” of sensory trauma or personal collapse. Ultimately, she demands a world where neurodivergent individuals are believed and accommodated proactively so they can enjoy ordinary life without breaking against systemic barriers.
Here’s the link to the source article: https://open.substack.com/pub/autside/p/the-first-autistic-person-the-first-6f8
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A Sunday Mornings field note on two new GLP papers, Cathy’s absence, Towcester Abbey’s first research brief, and the slow work of moving from recognition to evidence without letting the measure destroy the meaning.
This morning’s recording is a progress report from the middle of the work—not the triumphant end of a research arc, not the clean announcement of something finished, but the quieter, more demanding moment when a pattern begins to take institutional form. I talk through two new papers: What Counts as Evidence for Gestalt Language Processing? and Hidden in the Criteria, both of which ask what happens when autistic language has been observed for decades but interpreted through measures built around analytic expectations of development.
Hoerricks, J. (2026). What Counts as Evidence for Gestalt Language Processing? A Methodological Review of Measurement, Construct Validity, and Epistemic Exclusion in Autism and Language Research. J Clin Neuropsychol Prac 1: 1-12. https://skgpublishers.com/assets/article-pdf/what-counts-as-evidence-for-gestalt-language-processing-a-methodological-review-of-measurement-construct-validity-and-epistemic-exclusion-in-autism-and-language-research.pdf
Hoerricks, J. (2026). Hidden in the criteria: re-reading autism measures for evidence of Gestalt Language Processing. In Towcester Abbey Research Brief / Occasional Paper Series (Version 1.0, pp. 1–3). Towcester Abbey. https://doi.org/10.5281/zenodo.21281975
Cathy is absent from this one, and I feel that absence in the room. Sunday Mornings usually has the steadiness of her presence beside the conversation—her questions, her laughter, her way of holding the thread when I move too quickly into the whole of it. Without that anchoring, this episode becomes a more solitary kind of Field Note: one voice trying to keep the shape intact whilst missing the person who usually helps the shape breathe.
The talk moves from Ann Peters, Barry Prizant, and Marge Blanc—the lineage of noticing, describing, and working with gestalt language processors—toward the slower question of validation. I can notice a pattern. Many of us can. But proving a pattern is different. Research has to move carefully from recognition to construct development, from construct development to proxy evidence, from proxy evidence to direct study, and eventually, perhaps, toward a validated way of identifying gestalt processing architecture without flattening it into another deficit score.
I also speak about the next step from the IRB proposal, without giving too much away: a cautious secondary analysis asking whether existing autism measures may already contain GLP-relevant signals hidden under other names. Echolalia, scripting, delayed response, literal interpretation, pragmatic timing, developmental delay—these may have been recorded as isolated impairments when, in constellation, they may point toward a coherent language architecture the field has not yet learned to see.
The recording also marks a shift for Towcester Abbey. With Hidden in the Criteria, the Abbey has taken its first public step as a publisher of record, creating another path for serious autistic-led, practitioner-aware, methodologically careful work that may not fit easily through existing journal gates. This is not a replacement for peer review or scholarly discipline. It is a widening of the archive.
So this episode is about evidence, but also about patience. It is about the distance between knowing and proving, between field recognition and validated measurement, between the pattern that arrives whole and the slow work of giving that pattern enough structure to be studied without being destroyed. Meaning sometimes arrives before the measure is ready. The task now is to build better measures.
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Today’s episode examines the concept of passing, or social masking, as an exhausting form of sensory labor performed by autistic individuals. The author of the source article, Dr. Jaime Hoerricks, explains that appearing “fine” in public is actually a complex process of hidden arithmetic, where the individual constantly calculates the personal cost of enduring overwhelming environments. Whilst observers often mistake this survival for true access, Dr. Hoerricks argues that these performances lead to a delayed physical and emotional bill paid in private. This trap of competence means that the more successfully an autistic person blends in, the less likely they are to be believed when they eventually need support. Ultimately, she challenges a society that equates quiet endurance with success, advocating for a world where accessibility is proactive rather than a reward for suffering.
Here’s the link to the source article: https://open.substack.com/pub/autside/p/the-first-autistic-person-the-first-57b
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