Ego, Mindset & Creative Discipline: Reclaiming the Sacred Roots of Tattoo Apprenticeship
In Module 1.2 of Y.U.M.E. Tattoo Academy, we open with a core truth: Before you ever tattoo a body, you must first confront your own. That means confronting your ego, rewiring your mindset, and developing creative discipline as a spiritual hygiene practice. This isn’t about hustle—it’s about holding tattooing with two hands, with reverence and responsibility.And yet, in today’s industry, apprenticeship has been reduced to a power play. The narrative goes:“Tattoo artists in the industry get to decide who can and can’t become tattoo artists.”But where did that belief come from—and who does it serve?To unpack that, we’re building on two key stories from the Shoppe Gal Diaries Substack:* 🔗 SGD028 | My Apprentice Quit, So ... NOW WHAT?! 3 Things I Learned to Protect, Moving Forward, where I share a real-life case study on the heartbreak and hard lessons of mentorship, ego checks, and creative boundaries.* 🔗 Tattoo as Inheritance: Remembrance, Repair, and Revolution in a Neo-Colonial World, where I reflect on tattooing as survival and ancestral intervention—not industry invitation.These stories aren’t just reflections. They’re proof that tattooing is not simply a trade—it’s a cultural stewardship. And apprenticeship, when honored, is not about power over. It’s about mutual transformation.Let’s break the myth. Let’s rebuild the ritual.❌ Debunking the Myth: “The Industry Decides Who Gets In”There’s a popular belief in tattoo culture:“Tattoo artists already in the industry have the power to decide who becomes a tattoo artist by offering apprenticeships.”Sounds like tradition. But it’s not.It’s ego.It’s colonial.And it’s a deeply flawed system of self-authorization that erases ancestral knowledge and replaces it with trauma cycles masquerading as mentorship.The industry wasn’t designed to protect tattooing. It was designed to own it. To gatekeep it. To profit from it. And often, to exclude Black, Brown, queer, and femme artists who dared to enter the room and build their own tables.This isn’t preservation. It’s possession.🧠 Apprenticeship Culture Is Sick with EgoWhat we call "traditional apprenticeship" is often a closed system built on:* Hustle culture instead of healing,* Secrecy instead of transparency,* Hazing instead of honest mentorship.In many cases, it becomes a trauma hand-me-down.If you were shamed, overworked, and underpaid during your training, that becomes the blueprint for how you “train” the next. That’s not tradition—it’s emotional constipation. A mentorship model built on unhealed wounds.As I shared in "My Apprentice Quit, So ... NOW WHAT?!", I held space for someone’s dreams, poured knowledge into her, protected her well-being and her pockets—and still ended up ghosted, disrespected, and emotionally drained.The lesson?Even in the most loving conditions, ego can sabotage sacred contracts.🔁 Tattoo as Inheritance, Not Industry PropertyTattooing is ancestral technology.It is inheritance.It’s a way of remembering who we are and where we come from—especially as Black artists in a neo-colonial world.In "Tattoo as Inheritance", I share how tattoo didn’t just save my life—it gave me a reason to live. Not because the industry welcomed me with open arms, but because the ancestors intervened. They said, go get tattooed.So I did.And in that survival, I learned to see tattooing as a sacred path—not just a professional goal. Apprenticeship, then, is not about entry into an industry. It’s about initiation into a lineage. And not everybody is qualified to hold that responsibility.🎯 Creative Discipline Is a Ritual, Not a HustleHere’s what we teach in Y.U.M.E. Tattoo Academy:You don’t earn your seat by gatekeeping.You earn it by showing up to your practice—daily, even when no one’s watching.Discipline means:* You draw when your emotions say quit.* You practice linework until your muscle memory becomes meditation.* You study your own shadows so you don’t project them onto your clients or students.It’s less about becoming someone flashy.It’s more about becoming someone steady.Creative discipline is a devotional act. It’s how we make tattooing safe, ethical, and sacred again.🛠️ Rewriting the Apprenticeship BlueprintThe old system said: “You’re lucky to be here. Be quiet and be grateful.”The new blueprint says:“You’re called to be here. Let’s make sure you’re prepared.”What I learned through heartbreak, studio disruption, and ego battles is this: Mentorship without boundaries is just martyrdom.And tattooing without cultural memory is just cosmetic.So now I build slow.With contracts.With clarity.With cultural stewardship in mind.I invite my students into apprenticeship not as subordinates—but as future ancestors in training.🌀 Final ReflectionApprenticeship is not about who opens the door.It’s about who holds the line.So let’s hold it with integrity.With compassion.With creative discipline.With memory.And with the courage to break the old rules so we can build new ones rooted in legacy, not legacy trauma.If you’re ready to break the myth and return tattooing to its sacred roots, we’re waiting for you at Y.U.M.E. Tattoo Academy.This is not the industry’s table.This is ours.💬 Join the conversation:Watch the full episode above.Drop a comment.Share this blog with a fellow artist.Or even better …apply for Y.U.M.E. Tattoo Academy to step into your next chapter as an artist, a cultural steward, and a healer.Til next time, Creative Cousins!- Imani K Brown | Tattoo Priestess and Brand MavenFounder & Formulator at Little INKPLAY Shop® This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit ipukekawaii.substack.com
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