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Nothing Exists There – My Direct Experience of the Void (Brahman)

In this episode I share one of the most absolute and confronting experiences of the entire spiritual journey — the direct entry into the Void, pure Brahman.
This happened during the intense period of daily Samadhi brought by the Supramental Force. One evening the force took me beyond everything.
What remained was pure nothingness.

No self.

No body.

No world.

No thoughts.

No story.
Only a faint, dim awareness — and even that could not be said to belong to anyone.
I describe:
• The fear that arose just before the shift

• What the complete absence of existence actually felt like

• How the weeks of forced Samadhi prepared the ground

• What it was like coming back into the body afterwards

• How this experience relates to the later merger with the Mind of God
This is not a philosophical talk about Brahman.

This is the lived encounter with the reality prior to all creation.
📖 From my book: Waking Up from the Dream

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(00:00) Opening the episode
(00:32) Why this experience emerged from weeks of daily samadhi
(01:01) Multiple samadhi states and the effect on ordinary identity
(02:10) The evening meditation when the void first arrived
(02:38) The wave of fear and the sense that nothing would return
(03:31) Surrendering at the edge of absolute blackness
(04:04) What the void felt like with no self, world, or time
(05:06) Recognizing the experience as Brahman beyond form
(06:08) Returning after 90 minutes and the fear of re-emergence
(06:32) How ongoing samadhis prepared the system for this event
(07:18) What remains after touching absolute nothingness
(08:14) The humbling aftermath and the role of daily samadhi
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In this episode I share the intense period when the Supramental Force (SAT Force) began descending and repeatedly pulled me into deep Samadhi — multiple times every day, often for 60–90 minutes at a time.
This was completely different from Kundalini or Shaktipat.

The force came from above, had its own intelligence, and did not negotiate. It would take me at work, on the sofa with the children, or during formal meditation. There was no choice but to surrender.
I describe:
• How the force first appeared after the intensive with Sat Shree

• The two distinct types of Samadhi it produced (Savikalpa and Nirvikalpa)

• What it actually felt like when it entered the system

• How daily life had to rearrange itself around these absorptions

• The deeper purpose of this force on the path
This was one of the most powerful and beautiful phases of the entire journey.
📖 From my book: Waking Up from the Dream

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00:00 – Intro
00:38 – What the supramental force is
01:31 – Part 1: Understanding the supramental force
01:58 – Sri Aurobindo’s vision of supermind
03:22 – Knowledge by identity and truth consciousness
03:51 – Transforming mind, life, and body
04:52 – The Sat: The force of pure being
05:21 – Part 2: Why open to the supramental force?
05:50 – From awakening to deeper transformation
06:40 – Self-realization, unity, and transformation
07:05 – Part 3: When does it appear on the spiritual path?
07:31 – Gareth’s awakening, Shakti, and Kundalini timeline
08:21 – Surrender and readiness for the force
08:48 – Part 4: Gareth’s experience of the descent
09:18 – How the force entered daily life
09:28 – Who is the supramental force for?
10:00 – Closing reflections and invitation to share experiences

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I Became One With Everything – Unity Consciousness Explained
In this episode I share the direct experience of shifting from Self-Realization into Unity Consciousness — the moment the borders of the being collapsed and there was no longer an “inside” or an “outside.”
I explain the clear difference between:
• Self-Realization (localised awareness)
• Unity Consciousness (non-localised awareness)
You’ll hear exactly how the shift happened for me, what disappeared, what remained, and what it actually feels like when the container of consciousness shatters.
This is one of the most significant thresholds on the spiritual path.

⏱️ Timestamps:
00:00 – Introduction
02:15 – Self-Realization vs Unity Consciousness
05:40 – The lived experience of the shift
07:20 – What changes after Unity
10:50 – Pointers for recognising the border
📖 From my book: Waking Up from the Dream

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The day Kundalini hit the brain changed everything - and if you’ve felt energy moving up your spine, this episode will help you make sense of what’s happening. Gareth Duignam breaks down one of the most intense experiences of his life, then goes deeper into the mechanics behind Kundalini, why it gets stuck, and what a full rising can do to the nervous system.
Rather than just telling a spiritual story, Gareth connects his firsthand experience to a practical understanding of what Kundalini actually is - the evolutionary energy of consciousness, not just “energy” in the usual sense. He explains why the rising can feel ecstatic, overwhelming, painful, and transformative all at once, and why the process often seems to stall at the heart, throat, skull, or shoulders. 

You’ll discover:

What Kundalini is and why it’s described as intelligent, directional, and transformative
What’s happening in the central channel, chakras, and nervous system during a rising
Why emotional material, trauma, and conditioned patterns can create blockages
What Gareth experienced when the energy finally broke through into the brain
Why a full rising often brings a quieter, more stable phase afterward
Gareth also shares the practical side of navigating Kundalini activity without trying to force it. He emphasizes rest, grounding, simplicity, devotion, and surrender - and explains why the deeper intelligence of the process often decides the pace long before the mind does.
If you’re in the middle of a Kundalini awakening, have felt partial risings, or just want a clear, grounded account of a phenomenon most people talk about in vague terms, this is essential listening. It’s part lived experience, part map, and part reassurance that what feels overwhelming may actually be unfolding with purpose.

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