Church with Jesse Lee Peterson

Jason speaks: Want for nothing. BQ: Are you a messenger of love or of hate? Are you a sinner? Jesus said your sins are forgiven.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, April 19, 2026
📖 Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate?
📖 NEW BQ: Do you have humility? What is it?
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:01:47) - 01 - GUEST, Jason: Family visit got me in my imagination
* (0:12:12) - 1B - Jason: Running aware, not thinking; Walmart, trying too hard
* (0:19:10) - 1C - Feedback: The Lord is my Shepherd; Wanting from thoughts
* (0:23:26) - 1D - Jason’s story: “I’m black and I’m proud.” I thought Jesse was crazy
* (0:31:19) - 1E - Jason: No sons? Story: Backing out of a partnership
* (0:35:03) - 1F - You made all girls? Thanks, Jason! Being perfect…
* (0:37:58) - 02 - BQ: Messenger of love or hate? A Canadian and his mother
* (0:43:41) - 2B - You said you’re sorry I THOUGHT that. On her mother: Smile and nod
* (0:48:36) - 2C - Do you believe in God? Hot seat … BQ feedback…
* (0:51:04) - 03 - Messenger of hate after champagne…
* (0:54:56) - 3B - Go through hell: Paradise on the other side
* (0:57:27) - 04 - Man wants his father to love him back
* (1:01:16) - 4B - You don’t need anyone to love you. You can’t help anyone.
* (1:04:34) - 4C - 9yo son speaks
* (1:05:56) - 05 - BQ: Raymond, others: “Boring.” One more curse word?
* (1:11:09) - 06 - Q: Are you a sinner? Hassan on BQ…
* (1:17:24) - 6B - Indoctrinated to believe I’m a sinner…
* (1:22:40) - 6C - No, I’m tired of being a sinner.
* (1:27:16) - 6D - What does God say about you being a sinner?
* (1:29:33) - 6E - JLP: Told all your life you’re a sinner. Raymond
* (1:33:51) - 07 - Bible verses: Jesus said your sins are forgiven
* (1:34:48) - 7B - JLP: You’re not a sinner. God is love.
* (1:42:52) - 7C - Free pass? You call suffering “fun.” Fascinated with misery
* (1:46:42) - 7D - Ye’s concert, Jesus at the wedding: Fun as a whole person…
* (1:48:29) - 7E - …See a person by loving the person. Nice people are nasty.
* (1:56:23) - 08 - Hassan… Did Christ ever call us sinners?
* (2:03:21) - 8B - If you were never told you were a sinner, nothing to work on
* (2:04:56) - 09 - Closing… New BQ: Have humility? What is it?
CLIPS
01 - “I Shall Not Want.” Jason’s Talk 🗣️(31-mins) YouTube - Rumble
02 - Son vs Mother: You Said You’re Sorry I Feel That Way (12-min) YouTube - Rumble
See Recent and Archive clips on BOND YouTube, BitChute, Rumble — BOND: Rebuilding the Man
LINKS
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Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11 AM PT (1 PM CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church/
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact/
🙏 SILENT PRAYER - https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer/
📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
CHURCH NOTES 4/19/26
📖 Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Do you have humility? What is it?
00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
(0:00:00) Start (0:01:18) Intro (0:01:34) Welcome
01 - Guest: Jason: Wanting for nothing
(0:01:47) - Guest intro: Jason (0:02:28) Jason speaks
(0:02:53) - Pull up Psalm 23… (0:03:46) recounting visiting family for Thanksgiving, seeing extravagant houses, comfort food from aunties… (0:05:09) Been away from family about 20 years — everyone happy to see me, so to speak … got full of myself, my ego … got into imagining having my own home like my cousin, not appreciating my humble abode in CA (0:06:49) Didn’t have a plan to move to Houston area, TX, but got into my thoughts, didn’t appreciate what I had. (0:07:39) Wanting for nothing, God has provided…
(0:07:54) - Bible, James 1: 2-4 … (0:09:25) That you may be perfect and entire(?) meaning whole, wanting nothing… (0:10:11) If the Lord is your shepherd, you’ll want nothing. Observe your thoughts, and don’t go with your thoughts. Want a promotion?
1B - Jason: Running aware, not thinking; Not trying too hard
(0:12:12) - Running exercise, aware of my thoughts, breathing, environment, not putting thought into how long I have left — I did my best running.
(0:15:33) - Walmart self checkout, not for free stuff (as in stealing), but it’s faster. (0:16:17) Associate lightly tapped it, after I was pressing, pressing, pressing — trying too hard. (0:17:34) Reads James again — let patience have its perfect work, that you may be entire, not lacking anything …
1C - Feedback: The Lord is my Shepherd; Wanting from thoughts
(0:19:10) - Raymond (0:20:48) Alex (0:21:02) Jason’s mother would cite Psalm 23 a lot … “The Lord is my shepherd” — if you stay conscious, forgive …
(0:21:45) - Andrew, when I get something I didn’t realize I wanted versus something I thought I wanted, in which I’m not satisfied… When it comes from thoughts, it’s never satisfied…
1D - Jason’s story: “I’m black and I’m proud.” I thought Jesse was crazy
(0:23:26) - Donyale question… first introduction to Jesse’s message: I’m black and I’m proud. People are against me. I thought he was crazy. (0:24:35) I was very pissed (over an ex and his daughter…) Jesse was speaking with a black power personality cracking jokes. Jesse handled it so smoothly. I saw something godly in that. I would lash out in my own life. Covid happened. Drove from San Diego for Men’s Forum
(0:27:26) - What would you say to someone in their 20s… Jason: I have 3 daughters … set an example….
(0:29:25) - Southern gal aka “Miss Alabama” on wants or emotions … We’re getting happiness, emotion, ego… Working toward the promotion, but with nothing attached to it to be a “successful person” or whatever. Do your best but without anguish, pain, jealousy, any emotion toward it.
1E - Jason: No sons? Story: Backing out of a partnership
(0:31:19) - Jesse: Do you have sons? What a beta.
(0:31:42) - One more story — working with a person on a goal, who was always late! Never on time for Zoom meeting. They’d joke, I was waiting on you! Always an excuse. A booksmart person. (0:33:05) - I’m not gonna help out anymore. Zoom calls was “joking around” with insults. When I backed out, I saw the spirit was all wrong — I knew it wasn’t going to work out.
1F - You made all girls? Thanks, Jason! Being perfect
(0:35:03) - Who makes all girls? That doesn’t make sense? Alex made 4 girls
(0:35:47) - Everybody wanna hear from Mimi next week…
(0:36:06) - Being perfect, Bless’s call on JLP this week ​​JLP Fri 4-17-26 -- (1: 30: 50) 📞 Bless
02 - BQ: Messenger of love or hate? A Canadian and his mother
(0:37:58) - Michael from Canada on BQ, first-timer … forgiving his mother (0:39:17) “I forgive you.” She didn’t know what I was saying. She said, I don’t wanna talk to Jesse at all. JLP: I’m glad I told on you! His father died when he was 12. I’m no better than he is.
(0:40:20) - Pam from Canada, his mother: BQ, a deep question. As a former gov’t employee, my message is pragmatism or common sense? That’s not the question. “I don’t even know what pragmatism is.” (0:41:38) - I don’t believe in hate, for myself… Don’t have hate? How does your son see you? How do you see yourself?
2B - You said you’re sorry I THOUGHT that. On her mother: “I smile and nod”
(0:43:41) - He says she didn’t apologize. (0:44:30) - You said you’re sorry that I THOUGHT that. (0:45:28) - Mother still on earth. “Poor you!” Forgiven her mentally, but not verbally. Why not? Idk! You know you’re just like her, right? Have you noticed? “I have traits.” How will you overcome it if you don’t forgive her.
(0:47:17) - “I smile and nod.” Your impression of your son? “Wonderful young man.” What’s wonderful about him? (0:47:53) - He’s 21. What are you gonna do when he leaves? Text.
2C - Do you believe in God? Hot seat … BQ feedback…
(0:48:36) - Just gonna take it all in. Do you believe in God? People in Canada don’t believe in God, right? “Somewhat true.” (0:49:53) Hot seat? Wanna come up here? “Noo! Noo, noo, thank you!” You’ll be happier here. “I don’t think so!”
(0:50:30) - Donyale: I’m a messenger of love. Decision to drop anger, God’s love
03 - Messenger of hate after champagne…
(0:51:04) - Lady home by herself this week. Messenger of love, because I keep to myself. But after a little champagne with family, I was a messenger of hate, judging in a “joking” way, then judging myself on the way home. Trying to get to the 30th — second floor — back to the basement! Up all night.
(0:52:35) - Alexis: messenger of hate … (0:53:49) - Eric on BQ …
3B - Go through hell: Paradise on the other side
(0:54:56) - Miss Alabama, right now, definitely hate … Devil has her questioning everything … (0:56:31) JLP: Go through hell: Paradise on the other side
04 - Man wants his father to love him back
(0:57:27) - Man on forgiving father who gives hate back to him. Why do you need father to love you back? “It feels good…” Don’t need his love? Intimidation factor, heartbreaking when he doesn’t love me back. He can see I’m like that with my own son. (1:00:25) - 40, at home with father, dealing with him every day, in the same household.
4B - You don’t need anyone to love you. You can’t help anyone.
(1:01:16) - Young man doesn’t need his mother to love him back. Young man says: You don’t need anyone to love you. Just God. “And my son hopefully.”
(1:02:38) - Let the thoughts be. You don’t need anything from the world. (1:04:18) - You can’t plant a seed. You’re giving your seed to th Devil.
4C - 9yo speaks
(1:04:34) - Young man is 9, “Rider” (spelling?) Angry? Sometimes.
05 - BQ: Raymond, others: “Cowardice… Hater… Boring…” One more curse word?
(1:05:56) - Raymond: “Cowardice.”
(1:06:43) - Young lady: “Hater.” If you’re not gossiping, I’m boring as hell right now. Who am I if I don’t have an opinion, don’t care about anything. Who wants to hang out with me if I’m boring? (1:08:13) - Are you bored by yourself? … (1:08:56) What should I eat? Nothing, because you’re not even hungry, girl! Stay with it. Idk why… I can almost see through all my BS now. Idk what to do. (1:09:44) - Do you want one more curse word?
(1:10:10) - Daniel: Hate. Not perfect yet. Why not?
06 - Q: Are you a sinner? Hassan on BQ…
(1:11:09) - Amazing Women’s Forum, you missed it, Donyale. “I know.”
(1:12:04) - Are you a sinner? Yes.
(1:12:57) - Hassan: There’s no me.
(1:13:59) - Trump face on card, “blaspheme!” (1:15:08) - Hassan imitated Jesse, and was a messenger of Hate with it. Ye shoes (1:15:51) …
(1:16:07) - Miss Alabama: Sinner?
6B - Indoctrinated to believe I’m a sinner…
(1:17:24) - Donyale: Are you a sinner? “Indoctrinated”
(1:19:23) - The Canadian mother: Probably a sinner. Son: No. Why no? They’ve all been forgiven.
(1:20:03) - Not a sinner, says one of the guys
(1:20:40) - Doug: Not sure
(1:21:40) - Alexis: No… I don’t think about that.
6C - No, I’m tired of being a sinner.
(1:22:40) - Nick: I have to say I’m not. I’m kinda sick of being a sinner, training of “accountability.” Like Donyale said. All I have are judgments.
(1:23:32) - Man: I woulda said yes. No idea though.
(1:24:05) - Alex. (1:24:16) - Jason, I thought I’d done talking already.
(1:24:51) - Mimi - Michael from Canada was right (1:25:23) JLP: You gonna stop complaining? Forgave mother? “I have.”
6D - What does God say about you being a sinner?
(1:27:16) - I’m still a sinner, I still have anger. What does God say about you being a sinner? Idk…
(1:27:50) - Yes, I am a sinner, says a man: I let evil thoughts dictate my actions. God says, Relax. What does a father say to his son? Did you learn?
(1:28:36) - Franky
(1:28:51) - Hake: judgment of self and others
6E - JLP: Told all your life you’re a sinner. Raymond
(1:29:33) - JLP: It’s so sad told all your life you’re sinners… from childhood, dark misery
(1:31:57) - Raymond, Yes I am a sinner, thoughts of anger… (1:32:22) - All who sin are slaves … He doesn’t want me to be a slave. Idk if I deserve to be free.
07 - Bible verses: Jesus said your sins are forgiven
(1:33:51) - Hake reads:
Matthew 9: 2 - Jesus to the paralyzed man — Son, be of good cheer; thy sins be forgiven thee.
Luke 7: 48 - Jesus to the “sinful woman” — And he said unto her, Thy sins are forgiven.
Matthew 26: 28 - blood poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins — For this is my blood of the new testament, which is shed for many for the remission of sins.
7B - JLP: You’re not a sinner. God is love. Slave of the Devil
(1:34:48) - JLP: You’re not a sinner (1:36:17) - The Devil isn’t even judging you, there’s no you to judge … (1:37:14) - To be perfect is to have perfect love. God is love. Love conquers all. You are as well. You’re not saying what God says about you. … (1:38:35) - Walk in love, walk in the light. Nothing in you that’s of the Devil. You gotta forgive, so the Devil can stop controlling your mind.
(1:39:06) - Forgive them, for they know not what they do. They don’t know it. They can’t see.
(1:39:58) - You’re not sinners if you have forgiven. That nature of the Devil in you is not you — the sex, drugs, drunk stuff… Slave to the Devil, he makes you do whatever he wants.
(1:42:14) - You’ve done nothing wrong your whole life. It was evil in you doing it. All thoughts are all lies, all the time, about anything.
7C - Free pass? You call suffering “fun.” Fascinated with misery
(1:42:52) - The young lady… It feels like a free pass: What’s the incentive to stay good? (1:43:49) - JLP: When I had earthly fun, “I don’t wanna be no Christian.”
(1:44:42) - I got so drunk, I couldn’t even drive. Hangover… That’s misery. Woe unto the man who calls evil good. (1:45:25) - Devil says you’re not gonna have fun if you give up drinking… The Devil tells you your life will be “boring.” You’ll have fun sitting with the dummies talking about nothing.
(1:46:05) - If you wanna know fun, stop being fascinated with your misery
7D - Ye’s concert, Jesus at the wedding: Fun as a whole person
(1:46:42) - JLP on Ye’s concert, FUN. Jesus went to the wedding, and had fun. He may have had a lil wine, since he made the wine. When you’re ONE, you’ll no longer be corrupted by your environment.
7E - Nothing required. Thoughts lie. See a person by loving the person.
(1:48:29) - Dolores on surrendering to Satan vs to God… When I’m most comfortable in my thoughts
(1:49:47) - JLP: When you feel like you’re on top of the mountain, you’re in the valley. (1:50:18) - Interesting: God only asks us to forgive. Everything is laid out. Nothing else is required. … Dolores speaks more….
(1:51:56) - It’s hell in the valley, but it’s just a thought — and that thought is lying to you about you, your fellow man, your neighbor. I don’t see Donyale… the only way I can see her is to love her.
(1:53:51) - Nice people are nasty people!
(1:55:39) - You’re not a sinner nor saint. Dolores: Harder for women who grew up without a father?
08 - Hassan… Did Christ ever call us sinners?
(1:56:23) - Hassan…
(2:00:00) - JLP… Did Christ ever call us sinners?
(2:01:44) - Mimi: Comedian … God is dope … talking with the young lady about fun …
(2:03:07) - Alexis, say what’s on your mind.
8B - If you were never told you were a sinner, nothing to work on
(2:03:21) - The lady with an accent: If you never told you were a sinner there’d be nothing to work on. You’ve been lied-to.
09 - Closing… New BQ: Have humility? What is it?
(2:04:56) - Canadian mother, Pam — lots to think about. Forgive your mama.
(2:05:43) Talk
(2:06:22) New BQ
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Do you have humility? What is it?
(2:07:26) Closing
REMINDERS / Assignments…
* 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
* 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
* Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
* Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
* Don’t think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
* Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
* Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
* Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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You’re talking to an empty chair — a prideful person. Hell is inside. Love is easy. Fear is a false identity. How do you behave under pressure?
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, April 12, 2026
📖 Biblical Question: Do you know how to behave under pressure?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate?
🗓️ Women’s Forum third Thur, Apr 16, 2026, 7pm, BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events/
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:02:11) - 01 - Angry arson; No man leader; Religious leaders
* (0:15:30) - 02 - Donyale decided not to be angry again
* (0:20:05) - 03 - JLP story: flowers, chair, insane asylum, thoughts. Happy
* (0:31:21) - 04 - How to be you? Stop thinking about it. Noticing others, not into self…
* (0:40:55) - 05 - What is hell? Silent Prayer difficulty
* (0:47:50) - 5B - Talking to empty chair. Nothing happened to YOU.
* (0:58:00) - 5C - Demons carrying on. You’re a prideful person.
* (1:07:45) - 06 - No effort in prayer… Possessed ex-wife, love her
* (1:17:00) - 6B - Not easy to love certain people? Feedback…
* (1:22:40) - 6C - JLP: Love is easy… Forgive mother today?
* (1:31:55) - 07 - Raymond on illusions; Fear of being nothing
* (1:40:32) - 7B - JLP: Fear is not you, but false identities
* (1:44:35) - 08 - Hell? Doug’s HR situation
* (1:48:12) - 8B - JLP: Hell is in you. God told you it’s over!
* (1:51:00) - 09 - Sweet potato pie! Prideful. BQ.
* (1:56:00) - 9B - “Slap ya mama!” Behave under pressure?
* (2:02:20) - 10 - New BQ: Messenger of love or hate? No goals. Love.
CLIPS
03 - Why Do You Talk to an Empty Chair? 🪑 (10-min) YouTube - Rumble
See Recent and Archive clips on BOND YouTube, BitChute, Rumble, Odysee — BOND: Rebuilding the Man
LINKS
🗒️ BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/church/#podcast
🎧 PODCAST / Substack -
VIDEO - YouTube - Rumble - Pilled - FB - X Live - BitChute - Odysee
PODCAST - Apple - Spotify - Podcast Addict - Castbox - Substack (RSS)
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11 AM PT (1 PM CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church/
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact/
🙏 SILENT PRAYER - https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer/
📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
CHURCH NOTES 4/12/26
📖 Biblical Question: Do you know how to behave under pressure?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate?
🗓️ Women’s Forum third Thurs, Apr 16th, 2026, 7pm at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events/
00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
(0:00:00) - Small talk (0:01:31) Intro (0:01:48) Welcome
1A - What a mess: Angry employee story
(0:02:11) - What a mess! An employee burned a place down because he didn’t like the pay — Ontario story. Jesse says we covered it on the radio show, but Hake isn’t sure about that.
1B - Let no man lead your life
(0:03:05) - Man: On a woman looking to him to be her leader of her life…? (0:03:49) JLP: No other God but God. (0:05:34) Always have what’s right first.
1C - Man’s Q’s: Religious leaders don’t follow Christ. Sacrifice? AI? Fashion?
(0:05:49) - I came from WI to see you today. -Nathaniel… “Tiny hats”? What da! Why didn’t God warn the Jews about themselves? What they’re doing to themselves… (0:07:33) JLP: Pope, evangelical leaders, they don’t listen to God at all. The people who are meek at heart do not listen… They lie about Christ, to make themselves look real…
(0:08:44) - Should we negotiate with our future? (0:09:59) Let’s say I negotiate moving for Donyale… How can you negotiate with life?
(0:10:51) - Are sacrifices on earth a reward in heaven? We don’t have to make sacrifices anymore. It’s spiritual now… All an illusion. (0:12:02) Stay conscious — eat to remember. Ever done that?
(0:13:04) - AI conversation Monday … Real Estate use… (0:14:03) Young people think AI is God, or a human. A young man committed suicide…
(0:14:32) - Fashion Week? Demonic ritual, like in France… Welcome to Hell.
02 - Donyale decided not to get angry after the heirloom incident
(0:15:30) - Donyale (not Danielle) (0:16:13) - That moment changed my life. I decided I’m not getting angry anymore. It frightened me. (0:16:53) Before the whole heirloom incident, a niece or other gal crossed a boundary, and I didn’t handle it well. Then with the ornaments — after the dust settled, I realized I’d been demonically possessed. I circled back with my niece to let her know I was wrong. She wouldn’t take the call: Writing only.
(0:18:22) - I wrote a brief letter, letting her know I was wrong. Imperative to drop the anger: Non-negotiable — no way to get to God with anger. (0:19:09) Heirloom ornaments returned.
(0:19:34) I feel like I’m in heaven.
03 - JLP story: flowers, chair, insane asylum in thoughts; Grateful, Happy
(0:20:04) - JLP’s story of the lady watering her plants from this past week on the radio show … Talking with a chair — no one there! (0:21:42) A man commanding an army… You are in an insane asylum. (0:22:52) Y’all don’t talk to your thoughts.
SEE: JLP Thu 4-9-26 (timestamp 0:35:07) Watering no flowers. Conversation with a chair. Thoughts, not real
(0:23:29) - Why do you talk to the empty chair, Miss Alabama? (the Southern gal)...
(0:26:41) - She tells of things not going her way. Ungrateful. The noise… I was judging myself too much. Felisha (sp) moving too fast, I’m judging myself, not being grateful.
(0:28:33) - JLP: Important to be happy in life. Devil trying not to let you be happy in life. Pulling you away from happiness… Lady still makes noise, but you don’t react — decreased. It’s still loud… Don’t get angry about it; you’ll be fine.
(0:29:46) - Alexis: Supposed to care about thoughts? Idk that I do. (0:30:32) JLP: aware it’s there but give it no meaning. (0:30:58) BS = Bogus Speech (but don’t say it, kids)
04 - How to be you? Stop thinking about it. Noticing others, not into self…
(0:31:21) - It’s better to be you, don’t wanna be like anyone else… Why do I feel like crying rn… If we don’t know who we are, how do you be you? (0:32:09) You don’t have to be you anymore. A real you…
(0:32:55) - I love being me, says Jesse. My friend wanna tell you how: Jason(?) (0:33:45) JLP: 100-percent, the imagination can’t imagine who you are. Stop thinking about it.
(0:34:54) - Unlike anyone else, God will use you for his purpose. No identity at all. You’ll just be you…
(0:36:26) - JLP: As you’re being you, you’ll see others’ misery. Busy thinking about yourself, you don’t notice others. On your ego trip, it’s all about you, and no one else. Others are not free b/c they don’t wanna be — or they’d stop communicating with it. As DONYALE said…
(0:38:25) - Donyale … (0:39:42) Jason, I forgot his name… Stop talking to the empty chair. I forgot what would’ve made me angry.
05 - What is hell? Difficulty with Silent Prayer
(0:40:55) - Southern gal: That week of hell, if God defeated the Devil, and there’s no hell, what am I experiencing?
(0:42:29) - I don’t think I have the answer. But going through the same thing — brain, thoughts, but afterlife? Struggling with it here. I can’t turn it off. (0:43:32) - Silent Prayer is difficult, says Chris from Calabasas. How? (0:44:56) - How am I supposed to get anything done without analyzing?
(0:45:40) - Mimi: How do you accomplish goals if you don’t think? Difficulty in prayer? “I’m still in the basement… I don’t care about you shaking your head!” (0:46:39) Deals with the Devil…
5B - Talking to the empty chair. Nothing happened to YOU. Demons, Pride
(0:47:48) - Mimi is talking to the empty chair, watering flowers that don’t exist… (0:50:12) - JLP: When the thoughts remind you of the past, don’t get into them and don’t judge. Give it no room — it’s all an illusion. (0:50:57) She breaks down, I’m here, and that’s it. You’re still believing thoughts. It’s an illusion: Do you believe that? “Sometimes.” (0:52:03) - You have never done anything wrong. “I was sitting in the back.”
(0:52:42) - JLP: Do you know nothing happened to you? “Idk that I believe that.” Nothing was happening to you, at all. Happened to your body, but not to YOU. (0:54:41) - “OK, Jesse, thank you.” What did I say?
(0:56:23) Sorry, sir. (0:56:58) - Where do I fight thoughts? Nowhere.
5C - Demons carrying on. You’re a prideful person.
(0:57:59) - JLP: Demons crying, carrying on, pretending to be you. I didn’t know what was happening either, says Jesse.
(0:59:44) - God: I’ll fight that for you, if you let me. Acting that way, you’re a prideful person. (1:00:45) - So prideful! “Jesse Lee Peterson… I am not a very prideful person.” You don’t let God fight it for you. You cry, Oh, poor me! “I do not care about you saying that.” God only helps the humble — he cannot help the prideful person. Why don’t you humble yourself? … Your friend Donyale didn’t tell you you’re prideful?!
(1:03:20) - …God only helps the humble ones. You need to humble yourself.
(1:05:12) - What you gonna do when they come for you. The Devil hates this meeting rn…
(1:06:48) - Pray without ceasing, naturally present with God all the time ….
06 - No effort in prayer. Observe thoughts. Possessed ex-wife.
(1:07:45) - Only reason prayer is difficult, you’re putting effort into it.
(1:09:20) - … Emotions, dealing with my ex-wife… message from her, a day or two to come to peace and respond to what I need to respond to… If I can handle my thoughts that way… (1:10:28) - JLP: Observe thoughts. You can’t handle thoughts. Do you realize your wife is possessed as well? … NO WALL … Love her. (1:12:08) - … Does God love her?
(1:13:32) - You wanted that hell. “I didn’t see it.” Like is attracted to like. You married who and what you were. She was just like you, and you, her. … Showcase personalities, fought the devil and the Devil won. Lied to her and she lied to you, and lied together and made a baby…
6B - Not easy to love?
(1:16:58) - Not easy to love?
(1:17:33) - FEEDBACK: People who are easy to love? “Good luck?” (Laughter)
(1:19:25) - Not easy to love? You say? A mother: Don’t listen to the thought… “It’s not easy, thought!” (funny)
(1:20:24) - Alex going through the same thing… 2 ex-wives, 4 kids… I think I was more prideful than Mimi (was gonna call her Gigi) … (1:22:15) - The love I was giving before was not real love, the love before was expecting
6C - JLP: Love is the easiest thing… Afraid to forgive mother
(1:22:38) - JLP: Love is the easiest thing… flows like river water, love your bitter enemy, flows through you. Only God has love
(1:24:54) - We are one. We’re not separate. As Christ and the Father are One. The mind makes you think you’re separate. So you don’t even love those easy lovers.
(1:25:23) - People who are likable, pleasant, easy to like. Parents treat you “nice,” but… moment they hurt your ego pride, you hate.
6D - Forgive mother, why not today?
(1:28:04) - talking about being afraid of forgiving mother, at 47 or so… Shake in your boots. (1:29:11) - You really put people on the spot
(1:30:01) - Have you noticed wherever you go, you’re there? … Don’t have to stop at the bar to have another Gin & Tonic… Q’s?
07 - Raymond on illusions; Feedback: Fear of being nothing
(1:31:55) - Raymond on people living in illusions, Marlon Brando movie Viva Zapata! (1952 Western) …
(1:33:10) - Jason: real fear of being nothing, engage with thoughts, identity from them, things from the past, future… perceived as boring…. really be a doormat.
(1:34:32) - Dolores … (1:35:46) - Give anyone a title, expectation, ownership: When Jesus called his mother, Woman. (1:37:27) - He gotta forgive his mama, he married his mama.
(1:37:46) - Daniel: Afraid to lose identity, wanna be somebody. (1:38:28) - Another man… (1:39:48) - Fallen into identity with career…
7B - JLP: Fear is not you, but demons; Appreciate talent without identifying
(1:40:32) - JLP: Fear of losing identity is not you anyway — Devil in you, a false identity, spirits in body and mind, but not in the real you.
(1:42:18) - Appreciate talents of others, without identifying — learn without identifying…
(1:43:44) Jason… just being honest
08 - Hell? Doug’s HR situation.
(1:44:35) - Hell question? By Southern Gal… (1:45:13) - Doug: If you’re trying to figure something out, then you are in hell. HR situation at work, thoughts started: I was wrong…
(1:47:23) - Jesse compares it to that man trying to tiptoe up and figure out how to talk with his mother. Doug says you’re not going through anything, like talking to an empty chair. You’ve just believed the thoughts that told you you are going through something.
8B - JLP: Hell is in you.
(1:48:12) - JLP: There is a hell. Hell is in you. When you overcome that hell, there’s no more hell. God didn’t put you here to go through this. He told you, and you didn’t listen, that all your sins forgiven, the Devil has been defeated. The Devil roars like a lion, but he’s lyin’. The only hell you have is inside you, and it’s an illusion, and not even real, but you won’t let the light take the darkness from you.
(1:49:47) - I’m feeding into this illusion. Right.
09 - Sweet potato pie; Prideful; BQ
(1:51:00) - Did you make the sweet potato pie? Puerto Rican and Irish-Scottish(?) — she never had it before.
(1:52:24) - Donyale, now that I’m nothing… all these identities about dressing well, etc., is exhausting! I love being nothing! Pride and ego interchangeable (1:53:49) - JLP making fun of Mimi’s pride … (1:54:27) - JLP: Anytime we defend… (1:54:55) - BQ: Behave under pressure?
📖 Biblical Question: Do you know how to behave under pressure?
(1:55:36) - Feedback on BQ…
9B - “Slap ya mama!” Behave under pressure?
(1:55:59) - Sweet potato pie, make you wanna slap your mama! Go to Gary, IN, smack her!
(1:56:53) - Lemme ask my lil Chinese friends, Ohh! (Korean… long as you don’t say Japanese)
(1:57:46) - Fascinated with evil…
(1:58:27) - Anita… (1:59:52) - Practically? Iranian pressure or white people pressure? My father, very hard
(2:01:29) - Vanessa, what’s wrong with you? Why you look like you beat your husband? Why you look all Muslim-like?
10 - New BQ: Messenger of love or hate? No goals.
(2:02:19) - New BQ, Hake says: Mimi answers. (2:03:19) My daughter if I had one, Alyssa (sp)....
(2:03:47) - JLP: No goals. Let life happen naturally
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate?
(2:04:36) JLP: Love. Closing, Announcements — Women’s Forum third Thurs…
REMINDERS / Assignments…
* 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
* 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
* Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
* Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
* Don’t think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
* Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
* Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
* Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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Easter message: Christ’s salvation is about real love. Assignment: Resist anger. BQ: Why do you love whom or what you hate?
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, April 5, 2026
📝 Assignment: Resist anger.
📖 Biblical Question: Why do you love whom or what you hate?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Do you know how to behave under pressure?
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:01:55) - 1A - JLP: Christ’s Way: Salvation. Love. Go alone.
* (0:11:20) - 1B - Easter: Die from the ego.
* (0:19:15) - 1C - Small town ‘hero’ story: Thinking about what others think?
* (0:27:20) - 1D - Be you. Choice: Suffer overcoming the ego, or… I love the pain of death
* (0:33:40) - 1E - Nobody loves you! Be of love.
* (0:36:40) - 2A - Assignment: Resist anger. Raymond
* (0:40:50) - 2B - Iranians: It’s about you, not them
* (0:46:25) - 3A - She got so mad, p—d off
* (0:53:12) - 3B - “Too emotional…” More feedback for gal…
* (0:58:22) - 3C - Opportunity to overcome ego: A crush is your god
* (1:06:28) - 04 - Rolled her eyes at sick complaining husband
* (1:13:26) - 5A - Update me on your spiritual life: Forget God
* (1:15:17) - 5B - Spirit of my mom; Put nothing before seeking God. No crushes?
* (1:20:30) - 06 - Who are you? Process of forgiving mother?
* (1:29:45) - 7A - Girl, 12: People lying about me; Mother on my nerves
* (1:34:20) - 7B - Believe in the Easter Bunny? Santa Claus?
* (1:38:15) - 7C - Speak up but don’t be angry
* (1:39:25) - 8A - BQ: Why love whom/what you hate?
* (1:44:44) - 8B - Parked car totalled: BQ continued…
* (1:48:28) - 8C - “Ye party.” BQ: Hassan, Young lady
* (1:49:42) - 9A - BQ: Love-hate: “Who’s him?” The Devil? No free will?
* (1:54:13) - 9B - Very lonely. I don’t have an opinion as much…
* (1:59:11) - 10 - Back to BQ: Raymond…
* (2:01:07) - 11 - On rumors, gossip: Don’t think about it. Santa, Easter Bunny
* (2:05:33) - 12 - JLP on BQ: You love what you hate. It’s not love. Fake love, Real love…
* (2:07:30) - 13 - New BQ, closing: Easter, Love, Peace
CLIPS
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LINKS
🗒️ BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/why-you-love-whom-what-hate-church-4526
🎧 PODCAST / Substack -
VIDEO - YouTube - Rumble - Pilled - FB - X Live - BitChute - Odysee
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Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact/
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Anybody get angry this week? Smoking: Lack of awareness, not free will. In the image of God: Be of Love. “God’s plan” vs Satan’s plan: Missed blessings?
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, March 29, 2026
📖 Biblical Question: Why are women assumed innocent and men assumed guilty?
📝 Assignment: Resist anger.
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Why do you love whom or what you hate?
🗓️ Men’s Forum 7pm first Thur, Apr 2, 2026, in-person only at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events/
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic: Immature couples; Welcome
* (0:02:03) - 1A - Did anybody get angry this week? Hissy fit story!
* (0:08:01) - 1B - Stories: Ticked bad; Irritated; 3yo nephew; No Kings
* (0:17:30) - 1C - Stories: Iran War; Resentful; Raymond
* (0:21:24) - 1D - Q: “Not going to make it”? She even cussed! What to do?
* (0:33:30) - 1E - 50th floor? You’re still in the basement! “Heirlooms”!
* (0:35:52) - 1F - JLP: You’re already there. Nothing to ponder.
* (0:43:00) - 2A - Q’s: No boredom in peace. Try to change bad habits?
* (0:47:24) - 2B - Q: Smoking: Free will?
* (0:59:13) - 2C - JLP: No free will. Not aware of the cause driving you
* (1:06:00) - 2D - We don’t create our own thoughts. “I wanna go eat pizza.”
* (1:08:01) - 3A - JLP: Be 100-percent of Love. In the image of God: Feedback
* (1:16:35) - 3B - God’s Law: Love Him… Traumatized, Fighting, Punishment
* (1:21:03) - 4A - Q: God’s plan? Create love through you. Bad things “meant to happen”?
* (1:32:16) - 4B - No autographs! JLP on album with Ye: Hass! Forget “God’s Plan”
* (1:37:46) - 4C - Forgive others. Catch the temptation to judge. No you.
* (1:40:33) - 5A - Miss a blessing? To become an attorney? Wanting to move…
* (1:45:39) - 5B - The real blessing
* (1:51:13) - 6A - BQ: Women “innocent,” men “guilty”?
* (1:59:23) - 6B - JLP on BQ: Because evil comes through the woman
* (2:01:21) - 07 - Assignment: Resist anger. New BQ: Why love whom/what you hate?
CLIPS
See Recent and Archive clips on BOND YouTube, BitChute, Rumble, Odysee — BOND: Rebuilding the Man
LINKS
🗒️ BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/did-you-get-angry-this-week-church-3-29-26/
🎧 PODCAST / Substack -
VIDEO - YouTube - Rumble - Pilled - FB - X Live - BitChute - Odysee
PODCAST - Apple - Spotify - Podcast Addict - Castbox - Substack (RSS)
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11 AM PT (1 PM CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church/
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact/
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Ascending spiritually: First, admit you’re wrong. Second, say goodbye to ego. Third, become love: love God. Never try to control others.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, March 22, 2026
📖 Biblical Question: Have you ever asked yourself whether you are ascending or descending spiritually?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Why are women assumed innocent and men assumed guilty?
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic about Iran; Welcome
* (0:02:10) - 1A - Out of the basement: 1. Drop anger. 2. Say goodbye to ego.
* (0:07:09) - 1B - What does ego mean? “I.” Nature of the Devil. -Alexis
* (0:13:08) - 1C - How do you say goodbye to the ego? Feedback
* (0:17:49) - 1D - Let it happen, die from it. Taking care of the body?
* (0:24:36) - 2A - Admit you’re evil. GWH tee: An emotional person will lie.
* (0:33:01) - 2B - Argued with Bible thumper sister for two hours before he knew it!
* (0:38:04) - 2C - Never try to control others: Marriage; Go through hell
* (0:43:18) - 3A - Nothing’s happened to you. Angry at Iranians? Victim attitude
* (0:52:34) - 3B - Respect your price. Prideful person
* (0:55:13) - 3C - Dealing with tough negotiators: They want you emotional
* (0:57:35) - 4A - Very little hope in men. Not sure men should lead anymore.
* (1:02:49) - 4B - A man should not lead your life. “Ego death”?
* (1:05:52) - 4C - Disagrees with God’s order… Angry at myself for choices
* (1:12:30) - 4D - You didn’t make that choice.
* (1:18:03) - 4E - You loved the pain. There’s no you to be mad at.
* (1:21:03) - 4F - Don’t smash his car! False nature. Don’t look for the idea.
* (1:30:18) - 05 - Step 3: Become love. Love God.
* (1:45:31) - 6A - BQ: Ever asked, are you ascending or descending spiritually?
* (1:53:16) - 6B - JLP: Love life: Stop having a relationship with evil
* (1:56:28) - 6C - Don’t tell friends you don’t trust them unless they ask. Just don’t hang out.
* (1:58:28) - 07 - Won’t hate anyone. New BQ: Assumed innocent, assumed guilty? Cesar Chavez
CLIPS
Steps to Get Out of the Basement Spiritually (28-min) YouTube | Rumble
Ego Is Not Real; It's the Nature of the Devil: "I, Me..." (8-min) YouTube | Rumble
See Recent and Archive clips on BOND YouTube, BitChute, Rumble, Odysee — BOND: Rebuilding the Man
LINKS
🗒️ BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/three-steps-to-ascend-spiritually-church-3-22-26/
🎧 PODCAST / Substack -
VIDEO - YouTube - Rumble - Pilled - FB - X Live - BitChute - Odysee
PODCAST - Apple - Spotify - Podcast Addict - Castbox - Substack (RSS)
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11 AM PT (1 PM CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church/
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact/
🙏 SILENT PRAYER - https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer/
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