Church with Jesse Lee Peterson

Overcome name-calling. Let Judas betray you. Ever mad that others aren’t? Is ‘helping others’ love? What it means to be whole: We are one.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, May 3, 2026
📖 Biblical Question: Where are you seeking to exert yourself? (Two cents on JLP Mon 5-4-26)
📖 NEW* Biblical Question: Are you aware that there are evil spirits controlling how you think, feel, and act?
📖 *NEWER Biblical Question (after Church): Do you ever get mad at anyone who disagrees with you? Why or why not?
🗓️ Men’s Forum first Thur, May 7th, 2026, 7pm at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events
|| See clips, links, and notes below.
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:02:16) - 01 - ‘N-word’: Subject to words, name-calling
* (0:10:45) - 02 - Tell ‘Judas’ to do it; Thoughts get busy!
* (0:21:04) - 03 - People mad you’re not! Love is absence of ego
* (0:27:30) - 04 - Men stay away. Thoughts are darkness: Walking dead
* (0:36:32) - 05 - Doing ‘good’ things to show ‘love’? Make people feel good
* (0:43:28) - 5B - Picking up trash for Earth
* (0:45:28) - 06 - She ‘helps’ siblings; Puppy eyes to beta ‘husband’?
* (0:56:52) - 6B - Want for nothing; Be happy with cornbread and water
* (1:04:50) - 07 - Become a whole person? Feedback
* (1:07:41) - 7B - JLP: We are one: Every human being is the same
* (1:13:57) - 7C - Picking up trash, all ego; Shopping cart return
* (1:17:06) - 08 - Guilt, family reunion; How to overcome the Devil, the ego
* (1:21:28) - 8B - Strayed; coming back
* (1:25:59) - 8C - Sugar’s boy; Raymond; JLP: You should want to seek God
* (1:30:45) - 8D - Flat Earther?! Clean communities; Work identity; BQ
* (1:41:40) - 09 - She had 3 husbands! Drop anger, the Devil: Forgive mother
* (1:46:34) - 9B - Daughter, 8, bites nails… Did this help?
* (1:50:25) - 9C - Do you love your husband? Love yourself? Let anger go?
* (1:52:53) - 10 - JLP: Don’t let the Devil take the truth away from you
* (1:56:05) - 10B - New BQ, Closing
CLIPS
See Recent and Archive clips on BOND YouTube, BitChute, Rumble, Odysee — BOND: Rebuilding the Man
LINKS
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Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11 AM PT (1 PM CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact
🙏 SILENT PRAYER - https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer
📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
CHURCH NOTES 5/3/26
📖 Biblical Question: Where are you seeking to exert yourself?
📖 NEW Biblical Question*: Are you aware that there are evil spirits controlling how you think, feel, and act?
*📖 NEWER Biblical Question (after Church): Do you ever get mad at anyone who disagrees with you? Why or why not?
🗓️ Men’s Forum first Thurs, May 7th, 2026, 7pm at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events
00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
(0:00:00) Start (0:01:08) Intro (0:01:21) Welcome
(0:01:43) Lot to say…
01 - Overreaction to a word! “N-word,” subject to words
(0:02:16) - Hake Report about the N-word
(0:03:01) Nicaragua … Hake explains a little
1B - Big head; Cleft lip; Girls; Name-calling
(0:07:49) - I was proud of my big head like my daddy
(0:08:41) - I didn’t want a fat gf — but a thin one
(0:09:27) - Ever been called the N-word? Rochelle called her it! I call myself it too
(0:10:30) - JLP: Overcome words — Big Ego if so…
02 - Tell ‘Judas’ to do what she gotta do; Thoughts get busy!
(0:10:45) - Young lady so scared, she trembled… (0:11:54) How do I deal with this family member? As Jesus did: Tell Judas to do what he had to do. Know that story?
(0:12:38) - Jim in Alaska’s wife: Tell them who Judas was… Disciple who betrayed him…
(0:13:09) - JLP: Jesus knew Judas was gonna do it — bumping fists and everything, having dinner. Go do it now. (0:13:53) - Emergency! Emergency! Thoughts made her think there was something there to protect! (0:14:53) - Shaking in your boots, go if you want — but don’t not go because of that. She could barely breathe on the way… Every eye that looked at her, she assumed they were thinking it. She bore it anyway, had a good time. No one asked or brought it up! Finally, she was asked, but it was empty words with no meaning.
(0:16:24) - Finally she realized it was just words to her.
2B - JLP: Light is everything; Thoughts: suicide,
(0:18:36) - Light is everything; Love is something else. What it will do to help you. There’s no you to be afraid of anything. (0:19:12) - JLP: Now I know why people commit suicide when things happen.
(0:19:58) - Everything they were thinking about the “N-word” was inside them…
(0:20:37) What else? (0:20:51) Assassination attempt was last Saturday… We talked about it last Sunday…
03 - People mad that you’re not mad at whom they’re mad at
(0:21:04) - Why still support Trump? I told this tall guy… “If I was a black person, I would beat your a—!” I said now you’re acting like a black person! WHy you acting like that?
(0:22:36) - Alex: Man cut my hair — he charged me again after he fixed it, and cut it more — and I got mad. Buddy didn’t get as mad as me, and told me to let it go. And I got mad at him.
(0:23:17) - JLP: Let’s say you get mad at your husband… (0:24:18) - “Epstein!” How you gonna tell me what I should be mad at!
(0:24:40) - Wow! That’s my cousin!
3B - Love the absence of the ego
(0:25:05) - Love is the absence of the ego. When you don’t have ego… all powerful… You’ve got to die in order to live … Anyone with ego is of their father the Devil!
(0:26:41) - Devil treats everyone the same way! Everywhere, Ooh, you want rice? All born of the woman must be born of the father.
04 - Men stay away from wives. Thoughts are darkness: Walking dead
(0:27:30) - Daniel: My whole life I never agreed with my mother. Grandmother raised me while parents worked. Grandfather stayed away. (All men stay at work; their kids suffer, though!) Daniel continues: Mother listens to preachers, priests… (0:28:43) - If you gotta be a Mexican, it’s best to be a white one.
(0:29:16) - Jim is anxious to get home. Does she obey you? Wife: I understand what it really means — not what I originally thought it meant. I understand women anyway.
4B - Positive thoughts are darkness, a segue
(0:30:25) - She asks… Positive thoughts is where the darkness is — good, happy stuff sucks me back into the negative thoughts, like a segway (sp) maybe segue (yeah, segue).
(0:31:41) - In God, in Truth, there is no thinking … She’d think it’s what she had to do.
(0:33:02) - The light is everything. Walking dead. (0:33:34) No, they are the walking dead
4C - Practical thinking and No thinking: Only two worlds
(0:34:26) - Two worlds only: (1) No thinking, and (2) practical thinking. (0:35:08) - Practical thinking …
(0:36:06) - JLP: Good both working on yourselves, Jim and wife…
05 - Doing ‘good’ things to show ‘love’? Make people feel good
(0:36:32) - No free will, Jesse asserts with someone… (0:37:27) - Crying in appreciation (0:37:51) - Lying? Appreciation tears, let it come and go. (0:38:09) - Good things he does. Why do you call them good? Make someone else feel good? “It’s love.” What love?
(0:39:01) - One gal’s grandma: Make you feel good. To make others feel happy, you’re happy! That’s a good thing!
(0:39:46) - Daniel: Doing good for people, that’s passing on love… “Recently, my cousin, he asked me for gas money.” Oh, you feel good about it! You the sucka! “If they pay back, I’m not AS dumb…”
(0:41:38) - Boy, 9, says: The other person you’re helping feel happy and want to make others happy.
(0:42:10) - Alexis — it’s nice, but fleeting
5B - Picking up trash for Earth
(0:43:28) - I tear up when I see the Lord working through me … The Earth likes it. We’re cells of the Earth, trying to clean up what we live on … JLP: picking up other people’s trash! I’m gonna and you to my neighbor! (0:44:38) - Pick up dogs’ stuff… (0:45:13) - Nice to see there’s no more trash….
06 - She helps siblings; Puppy eyes to beta ‘husband’?
(0:45:28) - The granddaughter: We wanna help others to feel a way, or feel in control. I’m quick to help my siblings — maybe I’m the fool too. I’m not anymore. Not truly helping them — doing a disservice. (0:46:40) … I feel I owe them…
(0:47:56) - What do you tell your husband to STOP — I probably just give him puppy eyes… He gives up. What a beta, huh? “I don’t think he’s betaaaa.” (0:49:01) If he’s not alpha, heeee’s… “Beta.” (0:49:51) - Why don’t you listen when he says not to help them… Man says: “Guilt.” Yeah! “Probably guilt and shame…”
6A - Won’t obey him! Still gonna marry her?! Not gonna change!
(0:51:26) - If you loved what’s right… Forgiven mother? … He’s not my husband YET! … Why you looking right at him? (0:52:11) - Like those white women…
(0:53:19) - You still gonna marry her? “I don’t think it happens very often.” She says, “I’m very independent, in charge of my family.”
(0:54:09) - She’s NOT gonna change! What’s happening now, is not gonna happen. (0:54:47) - Why don’t you let God change you NOW? “I fall asleep a lot when I’m busy.” Why do you fall asleep so much? Catch myself and slow down more. Not praying. He is. You about to marry the Devil! (0:55:48) - Put the marriage off for 20 years or so.
6B - Want for nothing; Wife killed husband; Be happy with cornbread and water
(0:56:52) - Any questions? Not wanting anything… Shall not want… (0:58:14) …
(1:00:00) JLP story of a woman who killed her rich husband whose mother, he finally told her, controlled his inheritance.
(1:01:37) Be happy with cornbread and water
(1:02:06) - Do you obey your husband? “I try.” Repeated… “getting much better.” Do… you… obey… your husband? “I would say now.” … That was the devil in your mother that was painful… (1:04:30) We do the best we can. Right on, Don! Don’s wife talking, apparently.
07 - Become a whole person? Everyone is the same, by God
(1:04:50) - Become a whole person: Heard that? Adriana answers — you’re not thinking, present with mind and body. Why is that necessary? “Not where we’re at — where we are.”
(1:06:10) - To be present, says Randy. Wife wanna add to it…
(1:07:19) - My daughter if I had one … Not to compare or judge others.
7B - JLP: Every human being is the same
(1:07:41) - What I didn’t know about being whole — Every human being is the same. I did not know that! We do have different talents, but I always thought we were different. (1:08:58) - I couldn’t see because I was into thoughts. If someone offended me, I thought they were a nasty person — I didn’t know they didn’t know what they were doing, that something else, another spirit, makes us think and feel whatever it wants us to think and feel.
We’re all created by God. (1:09:55) Sons and daughters of God, nothing but love — but look how we treat each other! …
(1:10:47) - In thoughts, we’re divided, becoming another person, evil, wicked, no love, thinking you’re better or worse than someone else. (1:11:42) - JLP: Because we are one, how we treat others, we’re doing to ourselves.
7C - Picking up trash, all ego; Shopping cart non-return judgment
(1:13:57) - Picking up trash, if you feel one thing about it — it’s all ego. Die from the ego. If they don’t ask for help, don’t help them… Cancer … fundraisers… (1:15:24) - I didn’t know we are one! All the same.
(1:15:36) - Man had retail spots, picking up trash every time, judging myself when I didn’t do it, and judging others when they didn’t do it — I’d yell at people for throwing trash on the ground. (1:16:18) - Goes back to the shopping cart… JLP goes on it too — y’all take ‘em back! What da!
08 - Guilt, family reunion; How to overcome the Devil, the ego
(1:17:06) - Man opening his eyes, forgave mom — feels he should forgive his siblings for things he’s done to them, take that guilt off his heart…
(1:18:05) - If you want to go, go. But not out of obligation or guilt. “I know I’m gonna get a lot of hell… from dad, siblings… they know I’m trying to be different.”
(1:18:59) - You test the ego by not listening to it — don’t go into the fire…
(1:21:08) - Be aware of the thoughts, but do NOTHING.
8B - Strayed; coming back
(1:21:28) - I was probably stretching, says a young lady. Where you been? Idaho 4 weeks? Working Sundays. (1:23:04) - JLP… No, you love your hell! “I didn’t see it until I had that time by myself… kinda sad… strayed away, then came running back to God, b/c there’s no other way.” (1:24:27) - JLP: Best not to start if you’re not willing to endure to the end. … (1:25:02) - JLP: The thought of “I made it” is a lie from Satan. There’s no where to go.
(1:25:19) - Hake asks Maria’s question
8C - Sugar’s boy; Raymond; JLP: You should want to seek God
(1:25:59) - Don is Sugar’s boy; she has a sister named Sweet. Their mom Uda (sp). Don’t be laughing at my folks!
(1:26:57) - Raymond: Price of true freedom …
(1:27:39) - JLP: You should want to seek God — not because …
(1:28:13) - Don’s wife: Dad died when I was 2 … I’m getting better at praying, letting things go, and being present. I see the shift. Praise the Lord.
8D - You a Flat Earther?!
(1:30:45) - Man: Pay attention, if your ego’s involved… “Clean up the Earth…” (1:31:30) - Are you a flat earther or something? “Yeah.” I’m not judging you! Where in the Bible does it say the Earth is flat?
8E - Let people suffer
(1:33:15) - Love is letting people suffer …
8F - Keep community clean; Round earth
(1:34:09) - Daniel: Why you think white communities are so clean? “I’m not considered white.” And don’t forget it! 60-percent southern European, 30-percent indigenous…
(1:35:28) - Jim in Alaska: Totally round… Neil deGrasse Tyson: two dimes above globe
(1:36:10) - Be conscious.
8G - Laid off: Let go of ‘work’ identity. No other God.
(1:36:43) - Randy: Update, being laid off took a toll; I got sick. Another identity of “work,” dying.
(1:38:14) - JLP: No other god before God … die from ego, and be healed.
8H - Loving hell, BQ answer
(1:38:55) - Loving my hell, asks Andrew: Nothing I can do…
(1:40:53) - Andrew on BQ 📖 Biblical Question: Where are you seeking to exert yourself?
09 - She had 3 husbands! Drop anger, the Devil…
(1:41:40) - The grandma been all over the place … I had 3 husbands (1:42:22) - Never gonna get married again? Life is good? Dropped your anger? … “no… You gonna always be angry… Maybe God was lyin’ a little bit.” How old are you? Oh yeah, 80-something …
(1:46:13) - Don’t need another BF…
9B - Daughter, 8, bites nails… Did this help?
(1:46:34) - Daughter bites nails, age 8 — drop anger, forgive mother —
(1:47:31) - Randy: Ask what’s on your mind? Children do it to cope. Call it out, don’t make it a big deal. Keep it simple. Don’t say, Oh, your hands are nasty.
(1:48:12) - Did this help? Alex: Everyone dealing with the same thing.
(1:48:30) - First time… (1:49:24) - Don says challenges never stop coming — but we’ll have a different relationship with how we address it. (1:49:53) - JLP: As we overcome thoughts, they won’t be challenges. You’ll deal with it without being affected inwardly about it.
9C - Do you love your husband? Love yourself? Let anger go?
(1:50:25) - You love your husband? You took too long to say… Do you love yourself? … Why you have to think about it? There’s a real love? (1:51:19) - You let anger go? Why not?
10 - JLP: Don’t let the Devil take the truth away from you
(1:52:53) - What you’ve heard is the truth … Don’t let the Devil take the truth away from you – don’t let other people do it! The lie does not want you to know the truth… It wasn’t my truth — it was God’s truth. God is the Truth.
10B - New BQ, Closing
(1:56:16) - New BQ 📖 NEW Biblical Question: Are you aware that there are evil spirits controlling how you think, feel, and act?
🗓️ Men’s Forum first Thurs, May 7th, 2026, 7pm at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events
REMINDERS / Assignments…
* 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
* 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
* Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
* Be a thought watcher. (JLP Mon 4-20-26)
* Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
* Don’t think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
* Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
* Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
* Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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Being used vs being a doormat. How do you stay present? BQ: Do you have humility? What is it? Assignment: Be a thought watcher.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, April 26, 2026
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Where are you seeking to exert yourself?
|| See clips, links, and notes below.
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:02:13) - 01 - Raymond as tenants’ chauffeur
* (0:06:41) - 1B - Being used vs being a ‘doormat’ the right way
* (0:12:32) - 02 - 🧠 Alzheimer’s: Showcase personality gone: Jesse’s dad story
* (0:15:22) - 03 - Sleepwalking? Daughter out-of-wedlock: Doesn’t have a chance…?
* (0:20:07) - 3B - Trouble forgiving chaotic parents…
* (0:24:04) - 3C - 🤔 How to stay present?
* (0:30:16) - 3D - Other man: Forgive controlling mama, you just like her!
* (0:36:14) - 3E - More: How do you stay present?
* (0:40:11) - 3F - JLP: Seeing thoughts, you’re separated; Let go, don’t lock in
* (0:46:10) - 04 - Escaping? Don’t vacation if you’re stressed.
* (0:49:19) - 4B - Taking photos: Living in the past? Ego?
* (0:51:33) - 4C - Perfect peace? Am I content, or lazy? Don’t compare…
* (0:56:49) - 4D - Feel guilty not writing nephew; Silent Prayer?
* (1:02:47) - 4E - Wife wants to obey, but you won’t lead. Pray.
* (1:07:10) - 05 - Manifesting? Forgive: No expectation. “Teaching” daughter
* (1:09:45) - 06 - Another attempt on Trump! Y’all didn’t know?
* (1:11:16) - 07 - Forgetting the truth? Knowing, not thinking
* (1:16:01) - 08 - 📖 BQ: Do you have humility? What is it?
* (1:24:15) - 8B - Shy lady; Humility? Broke up a fight: “I don’t think I’m a hero.”
* (1:32:06) - 8C - JLP on BQ: Humility is: “I give up.”
* (1:35:04) - 09 - Assignment: Be a thought watcher
* (1:39:29) - 9B - Worried after fight: Insane, not practical!
* (1:42:56) - 9C - JLP on The Fallen State (Ep 450): No “me” to save!
* (1:50:50) - 9D - JLP: God loves us, but we identify with the wrong self
* (1:54:25) - 9E - Son’s baseball coach confrontation
* (1:55:58) - 9F - False personality switch … talking with a boy
* (2:00:34) - 10 - New BQ: Where do you seek to exert yourself? Closing…
CLIPS
01 - Do Not Give as the World Gives: Ego and Being Used for Weakness (9-min) - Rumble - YouTube (SHORT)
08 - What Humility Is (15-min) - Rumble - YouTube (SHORT)
09 - There Is No ‘Me’ to Save from Embarrassment! (19-min) - Rumble - YouTube (SHORT)
See Recent and Archive clips on BOND YouTube, BitChute, Rumble, Odysee — BOND: Rebuilding the Man
LINKS
🗒️ BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/do-you-have-humility-church-42626
🎧 PODCAST / Substack - https://rebuildingtheman.substack.com/p/do-you-have-humility-what-is-it-church
VIDEO - YouTube - Rumble - Pilled - FB - X Live - BitChute - Odysee
PODCAST - Apple - Spotify - Podcast Addict - Castbox - Substack (RSS)
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11 AM PT (1 PM CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church/
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact/
🙏 SILENT PRAYER - https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer/
📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
CHURCH NOTES 4/26/26
📖 Biblical Question: Do you have humility? What is it?
📝 Assignment: Be a thought watcher. (assigned on JLP Mon 4-20-26)
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Where are you seeking to exert yourself?
00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
(0:00:00) - Start (0:01:38) Intro
(0:02:04) Any questions?
01 - Raymond as tenants’ chauffeur
(0:02:13) - Raymond drives tenants’ kids around.
(0:04:42) Stop now. You’re not responsible. (0:05:49) Just ask Michael Jackson.
1B - Being used vs being a ‘doormat’ the right way
(0:06:41) - The difference between being used and being a doormat… Alms… (0:08:03) They see Raymond’s weakness and are taking advantage of him.
(0:08:34) And your arms are too short to box with God. (funny) Alms? Ohm?
(0:10:14) Don’t do good deeds as the world does.
(0:10:45) - Friend called JLP show, alcoholic friends using her.
(0:12:08) - JLP: Overcome the world
02 - Alzheimer’s: Showcase personality disappears: Jesse’s dad story
(0:12:32) - Question…
(0:13:17) - JLP: Senile people with Alzheimer’s get violent — the real person shows up, because they have no restraints. In our ego nature, we try to hide it and put on a showcase personality.
(0:14:15) - My father was a MESS! He thought his wife was stealing from him.
03 - Sleepwalking? Daughter out-of-wedlock: Doesn’t have a chance…?
(0:15:22) - Mario from Chino. Prison? He grew up on a plantation in Mexico — brother sleepwalked, and would drive! A trauma to him as a kid, he’d follow him around the farm. He was 3, and the brother was 6, and would wake up.
(0:17:20) - 8yo daughter out-of-wedlock … Love your sense of humor…
(0:18:14) - JLP: She doesn’t have a chance… maybe a little chance. If you love God…
(0:19:21) - Kids cannot handle evil at all. … Am I doing too much sharing your teachings? Be a living example.
3B - Trouble forgiving chaotic parents…
(0:20:07) - Tried forgiving mother and father a month ago — his dad isn’t into releasing his anger. He’s done it three times. He carried a lot of anger as a kid — mother left… Dad a drunk, met him at 8, mistreated us badly. It was chaotic. Sat them both down — I practiced it. (0:22:03) - Dad asked why I’m staying away from the family. Always drinking, gossip.
3C - How to stay present?
(0:24:04) - Dolores: Not your thoughts; you’re not observing them. How do I observe a thought?
(0:25:31) - How do I get into the present? Do I lock into my heartbeat? Jesse jokes that means you’re dying. Dolores…
(0:27:01) - I can stay present at a creek, but walking through hell, so many distractions!
(0:27:31) - Vanessa’s husband has trouble staying present himself… JLP: Your wife still beat you up? Is it OK to go for a rest, or is that avoidance?
(0:28:17) - Adriana answers.
(0:29:42) - When he plays drums…
3D - Other man: Forgive controlling mama, you just like her!
(0:30:16) - Another man in a black shirt… JLP: he knows thaaat! But howww? (0:31:20) - Forgiven? Yes! Did you go and tell her? “Internally…” can’t get angry at society if you don’t have it. (0:32:45) Was she perfect? What’d she do to irritate you? Bossy, controlling, cleaning up my room without my permission… “I can feel it now,” Jesse says. (0:33:51) - Dad wouldn’t help him deal with her? He’d take me away under his wing…
You just like your mama! “Funny you say that” — his buddy told him that, and he got “very angry”!
(0:34:59) - Agree mother has evil tendencies sometimes. Forgive father, a beta, not protecting her. Didn’t know how to deal with her. They’re friends now…
(0:35:54) - Black people don’t like that — don’t play the dozens!
3E - More: How do you stay present?
(0:36:14) - Franky speaks: Being still… how do you stay present? … Nick weighs in (sorry for the Spanish cussing!)
(0:38:15) - I am not me…
(0:38:52) - Eric: You’re being distracted from your inner demons while playing drums or by the creek… Keep sticking with it, let them go crazy….
(0:39:43) - Lady in white: I’m just enjoying! Having fun off others’ pain? Don’t wanna help your brother?
3F - JLP: Seeing thoughts, you’re separated; Let go, don’t lock
(0:40:11) - JLP: Here’s how you do it… If you weren’t separated from them, you couldn’t see them. Man: Oh, that’s easy! … The power of Truth, God, is doing it for you. DOn’t call them you.
(0:42:08) - It seems so abstract… JLP: the more you do it, the easier it gets… (0:42:41) - I was trying to force it.
(0:43:05) - I wake up sweating 3am… Don’t make that a big deal either.
(0:43:38) - Forgiving parents, you’re done. Satan got you and telling you you haven’t.
(0:44:40) - JLP: Know where you are and what you’re doing.
(0:45:02) - Bad to listen to you on my headphones all day? 4-6 hours at work… Thank you — I’m so happy I’m here…
(0:45:33) - JLP: No obligation to family at all. Only go if YOU want to…
04 - Escaping? Don’t vacation if you’re stressed.
(0:46:10) - Vanessa’s husband: Vacation, travel, is it escaping? Vacation is stressful, worried about schedule, what you’ll eat…
(0:47:24) - JLP: Never go on vacation if you’re stressed in life already. It’s adding to the stress. They’re just adding to the stress. Be at peace where you are and what you’re doing — no different vacation vs work vs washing dishes… Divided. If you’re already at peace…
(0:48:31) - Jesus had a hootenanny of a time at a weeding. The world could not corrupt him because he was one, a whole person. God has fun. Supposed to have fun — at all times. Overcome stress by overcoming evil.
4B - Taking photos: Living in the past? Ego?
(0:49:19) - Is taking pictures evil, living in the past? Epstein joke… When you’re doing it for ego, to get a sense of peace, happiness, pride… God gave you the mind and talent to take pictures, photography.
(0:50:55) - Not taking glory for it, knowing talent came from God… “Waitin’ on God” Hass/Hassan reference
4C - Perfect peace? Content or lazy? Don’t compare or be ambitious.
(0:51:33) - Do you have perfect peace? Stressed over money, etc. Struggling to know the balance of being just content — but not being lazy or unambitious… Am I scared to get a new job, make more money?
(0:53:03) - Are you hungry? No. You’re content! The things of the earth are made for us, but not for an ego gratification. Be grateful in a big or little house, from the Father. He doesn’t care — as long as you are one with Him, you’re fine. Clear? Yes, but…
(0:54:50) - Sugar water, mmm… like a steak meal… Understand that? (laughter) Best friend in high school, like rich, didn’t have to go to the cotton field or anything! Not comparing y
(0:56:08) - JLP: Never, ever, ever be ambitious. DANGEROUS
4D - Feel guilty not writing nephew. Silent Prayer?
(0:56:49) - Q: Nephew in basic training for the army. I haven’t written him…. Leave him alone? Feel guilty… Why? (0:57:57) - JLP: He won’t give two cents about your letter! Taught wrong! (Something like, Overcome the world)
(0:59:03) - Forgave mother, father. Silent Prayer? No. Haven’t been… What’s wrong with you?
He and his wife read the Bible and do a silent prayer of sorts…
(1:01:02) - So good, huh? What do you think him getting yelled at? Why don’t you do it God’s way? We’ve all been trained.
4E - Wife wants to obey, but you won’t lead
(1:02:47) - You don’t rule over her? Vanessa… She’s gotten better… Obey you now? “More so…”
(1:04:07) She wants to obey, but you won’t present yourself to be obeyed.
(1:04:43) - Mother doesn’t control you anymore?
05 - Manifesting? Forgive. Have no expectation. Teaching daughter
(1:07:10) - Do you believe in manifestation? Power of love… JLP: You’ll speak life into your life, not death. You’ll have what you want, so no need for positive stuff… (1:07:56) - Gonna forgive mother today.
(1:08:28) - Have no expectation…
(1:08:48) - Man speaks on elements… Teach your daughter not to be angry… You want her to discover as she gets older — if you teach her, she’ll know it intellectually, but not be able to live it.
06 - Another attempt on Trump! Y’all didn’t know?
(1:09:45) - Do y’all know there was an attempt on the President’s life? The world ain’t safe no more… You don’t love the president?
07 - Forgetting the truth? Knowing, not thinking
(1:11:16) - Dolores … JLP… (1:13:26) Going to the gym example: Nothing talk you out of it. Knowing the truth is different in that, you and God are one, and you live it without thinking. Knowing the truth is no thinking. Separated from God when thinking about the truth. (1:14:41) - Don’t resent knowing the false nature…
(1:15:20) - Not a lot to say when not talking about self. Few words.
08 - BQ: Do you have humility? What is it?
(1:16:01) - Southern gal, awkward silence. Doin’ OK, not fine? BQ? Do we have humility…
📖 Biblical Question: Do you have humility? What is it?
(1:17:36) - I probably won’t apologize for giving it back to my coworker or boss or whatever who has an attitude… If I find out something happened to her… I have no humility. JLP: Gonna judge the angry boss (1:18:14) Amazin, huh?
(1:18:30) - Adriana: No one can answer that question. Why are you answering for other people?
(1:20:07) - Waitin’ on God, do you wanna answer? Hassan: No. What is it? Fake social norm… song appreciation example… make you feel better about yourself.
(1:21:43) - Vanessa (1:23:01) - Franky (1:23:16) - Armenian-sounding lady
8B - Shy lady; Humility? Broke up a fight: “I don’t think I’m a hero.”
(1:24:15) - You gonna participate or else! The shy lady… Maybe not always… (1:24:58) - Mother’s dead. Father lost long time ago — he was far away from me, my parents. What do you think? Helpful? I’m shy … Where’s your humility?
(1:25:54) - Raymond: No. (1:26:16) - I think so, says Daniel: Lack of pride. Do you love them? Just not the way they are. Prideful? On Tuesday in West L.A. near police station. Blue-haired guy beating on his gf … he and a black guy intervened, called 911, got frustrated with all the description questions… I don’t feel like I’m a hero…. I’m probably on the internet. (1:30:47) Don’t tell anymore! You’re a hero!
(1:31:02) - … Sam
8C - JLP on BQ: Humility is: “I give up.”
(1:32:06) - JLP: Humility is… “I give up” to God. Stop trying to change anything about yourself. Let it happen.
(1:34:23) - Man’s question: What do you do if you love what you hate?
09 - Assignment: Be a thought watcher
(1:35:04) - Assignment? Did you thought-watch? Amazing, says “my daughter if I had one,” Jesse has called her in the past. Alyssa (sp)
(1:36:15) - Raymond: Silent Prayer helps me see my thoughts, not reacting to them… Those thoughts didn’t matter anymore.
(1:36:46) - Dolores: Thoughts trying to make me go crazy.
(1:37:33) Hake didn’t…
(1:38:03) Nick did…
(1:38:29) - Lady: A lot of hot moments, “my ears”
9B - Worried after fight breakup: Insane, not practical!
(1:39:29) - Daniel: Worrying all week after incident… What if these detectives come to my house? (1:40:51) - A worry thought is not a practical thought!
9C - JLP on The Fallen State: No “me” to save!
(1:42:56) - The Fallen State episode with Brian Shapiro — The Fallen State: “HEATED DEBATE! 🤬 Brian Shapiro Joins Jesse Lee Peterson! (Ep. 450)” — The first thought, he’s gonna embarrass you! Fight! I let it go. I saw there’s no me to save at all… A thought that there’s someone to protect from embarrassment! What about reputation, etc. It’s just a thought! No one there to save or protect! It’s just a thought, an illusion — there’s no you! Building another false self!
(1:47:39) - Respond, Jesse advises another Armenian-sounding lady. Are you doing that? Thoughts visit you even though you don’t want them.
(1:48:30) JLP: You have nothing to lose!
(1:48:51) - Mimi, what did you think about that interview? “Hate crimes”? All crimes are hate crimes. Tell me about a love crime?
(1:50:14) - Hassan: Instant classic … MLK was a zero! Ye for President? He got ticked…
9D - JLP: God loves us, but we identify with the wrong self
(1:50:50) - JLP: God loves us, but we’re identifying with an illusion, the wrong self… The real you is perfect. Lied-to… (1:54:08) Light of the world… It’s just a thought!
9E - Son’s baseball coach confrontation
(1:54:25) - Son in baseball, not liking it, I embarrassed the coach… he confronted me at my car. The kids are just 9 years-old. No hatred. Just let him know, and he’s been better with the whole team.
9F - False personality switch … talking with a boy
(1:55:58) - JLP: Thoughts make you change your mind and act with certain personalities in different situations… Always the same with no thoughts.
(1:57:35) - Question: Will that make you identify energy from other people more accurately? … Talking with a boy
10 - New BQ, Closing…
(2:00:34) - 📖 NEW Biblical Question: Where are you seeking to exert yourself? (2:01:29) Exert means make an effort
(2:02:43) - Helpful?
REMINDERS / Assignments…
* 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
* 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
* Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
* Be a thought watcher. (JLP Mon 4-20-26)
* Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
* Don’t think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
* Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
* Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
* Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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Jason speaks: Want for nothing. BQ: Are you a messenger of love or of hate? Are you a sinner? Jesus said your sins are forgiven.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, April 19, 2026
📖 Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate?
📖 NEW BQ: Do you have humility? What is it?
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:01:47) - 01 - GUEST, Jason: Family visit got me in my imagination
* (0:12:12) - 1B - Jason: Running aware, not thinking; Walmart, trying too hard
* (0:19:10) - 1C - Feedback: The Lord is my Shepherd; Wanting from thoughts
* (0:23:26) - 1D - Jason’s story: “I’m black and I’m proud.” I thought Jesse was crazy
* (0:31:19) - 1E - Jason: No sons? Story: Backing out of a partnership
* (0:35:03) - 1F - You made all girls? Thanks, Jason! Being perfect…
* (0:37:58) - 02 - BQ: Messenger of love or hate? A Canadian and his mother
* (0:43:41) - 2B - You said you’re sorry I THOUGHT that. On her mother: Smile and nod
* (0:48:36) - 2C - Do you believe in God? Hot seat … BQ feedback…
* (0:51:04) - 03 - Messenger of hate after champagne…
* (0:54:56) - 3B - Go through hell: Paradise on the other side
* (0:57:27) - 04 - Man wants his father to love him back
* (1:01:16) - 4B - You don’t need anyone to love you. You can’t help anyone.
* (1:04:34) - 4C - 9yo son speaks
* (1:05:56) - 05 - BQ: Raymond, others: “Boring.” One more curse word?
* (1:11:09) - 06 - Q: Are you a sinner? Hassan on BQ…
* (1:17:24) - 6B - Indoctrinated to believe I’m a sinner…
* (1:22:40) - 6C - No, I’m tired of being a sinner.
* (1:27:16) - 6D - What does God say about you being a sinner?
* (1:29:33) - 6E - JLP: Told all your life you’re a sinner. Raymond
* (1:33:51) - 07 - Bible verses: Jesus said your sins are forgiven
* (1:34:48) - 7B - JLP: You’re not a sinner. God is love.
* (1:42:52) - 7C - Free pass? You call suffering “fun.” Fascinated with misery
* (1:46:42) - 7D - Ye’s concert, Jesus at the wedding: Fun as a whole person…
* (1:48:29) - 7E - …See a person by loving the person. Nice people are nasty.
* (1:56:23) - 08 - Hassan… Did Christ ever call us sinners?
* (2:03:21) - 8B - If you were never told you were a sinner, nothing to work on
* (2:04:56) - 09 - Closing… New BQ: Have humility? What is it?
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CHURCH NOTES 4/19/26
📖 Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Do you have humility? What is it?
00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
(0:00:00) Start (0:01:18) Intro (0:01:34) Welcome
01 - Guest: Jason: Wanting for nothing
(0:01:47) - Guest intro: Jason (0:02:28) Jason speaks
(0:02:53) - Pull up Psalm 23… (0:03:46) recounting visiting family for Thanksgiving, seeing extravagant houses, comfort food from aunties… (0:05:09) Been away from family about 20 years — everyone happy to see me, so to speak … got full of myself, my ego … got into imagining having my own home like my cousin, not appreciating my humble abode in CA (0:06:49) Didn’t have a plan to move to Houston area, TX, but got into my thoughts, didn’t appreciate what I had. (0:07:39) Wanting for nothing, God has provided…
(0:07:54) - Bible, James 1: 2-4 … (0:09:25) That you may be perfect and entire(?) meaning whole, wanting nothing… (0:10:11) If the Lord is your shepherd, you’ll want nothing. Observe your thoughts, and don’t go with your thoughts. Want a promotion?
1B - Jason: Running aware, not thinking; Not trying too hard
(0:12:12) - Running exercise, aware of my thoughts, breathing, environment, not putting thought into how long I have left — I did my best running.
(0:15:33) - Walmart self checkout, not for free stuff (as in stealing), but it’s faster. (0:16:17) Associate lightly tapped it, after I was pressing, pressing, pressing — trying too hard. (0:17:34) Reads James again — let patience have its perfect work, that you may be entire, not lacking anything …
1C - Feedback: The Lord is my Shepherd; Wanting from thoughts
(0:19:10) - Raymond (0:20:48) Alex (0:21:02) Jason’s mother would cite Psalm 23 a lot … “The Lord is my shepherd” — if you stay conscious, forgive …
(0:21:45) - Andrew, when I get something I didn’t realize I wanted versus something I thought I wanted, in which I’m not satisfied… When it comes from thoughts, it’s never satisfied…
1D - Jason’s story: “I’m black and I’m proud.” I thought Jesse was crazy
(0:23:26) - Donyale question… first introduction to Jesse’s message: I’m black and I’m proud. People are against me. I thought he was crazy. (0:24:35) I was very pissed (over an ex and his daughter…) Jesse was speaking with a black power personality cracking jokes. Jesse handled it so smoothly. I saw something godly in that. I would lash out in my own life. Covid happened. Drove from San Diego for Men’s Forum
(0:27:26) - What would you say to someone in their 20s… Jason: I have 3 daughters … set an example….
(0:29:25) - Southern gal aka “Miss Alabama” on wants or emotions … We’re getting happiness, emotion, ego… Working toward the promotion, but with nothing attached to it to be a “successful person” or whatever. Do your best but without anguish, pain, jealousy, any emotion toward it.
1E - Jason: No sons? Story: Backing out of a partnership
(0:31:19) - Jesse: Do you have sons? What a beta.
(0:31:42) - One more story — working with a person on a goal, who was always late! Never on time for Zoom meeting. They’d joke, I was waiting on you! Always an excuse. A booksmart person. (0:33:05) - I’m not gonna help out anymore. Zoom calls was “joking around” with insults. When I backed out, I saw the spirit was all wrong — I knew it wasn’t going to work out.
1F - You made all girls? Thanks, Jason! Being perfect
(0:35:03) - Who makes all girls? That doesn’t make sense? Alex made 4 girls
(0:35:47) - Everybody wanna hear from Mimi next week…
(0:36:06) - Being perfect, Bless’s call on JLP this week ​​JLP Fri 4-17-26 -- (1: 30: 50) 📞 Bless
02 - BQ: Messenger of love or hate? A Canadian and his mother
(0:37:58) - Michael from Canada on BQ, first-timer … forgiving his mother (0:39:17) “I forgive you.” She didn’t know what I was saying. She said, I don’t wanna talk to Jesse at all. JLP: I’m glad I told on you! His father died when he was 12. I’m no better than he is.
(0:40:20) - Pam from Canada, his mother: BQ, a deep question. As a former gov’t employee, my message is pragmatism or common sense? That’s not the question. “I don’t even know what pragmatism is.” (0:41:38) - I don’t believe in hate, for myself… Don’t have hate? How does your son see you? How do you see yourself?
2B - You said you’re sorry I THOUGHT that. On her mother: “I smile and nod”
(0:43:41) - He says she didn’t apologize. (0:44:30) - You said you’re sorry that I THOUGHT that. (0:45:28) - Mother still on earth. “Poor you!” Forgiven her mentally, but not verbally. Why not? Idk! You know you’re just like her, right? Have you noticed? “I have traits.” How will you overcome it if you don’t forgive her.
(0:47:17) - “I smile and nod.” Your impression of your son? “Wonderful young man.” What’s wonderful about him? (0:47:53) - He’s 21. What are you gonna do when he leaves? Text.
2C - Do you believe in God? Hot seat … BQ feedback…
(0:48:36) - Just gonna take it all in. Do you believe in God? People in Canada don’t believe in God, right? “Somewhat true.” (0:49:53) Hot seat? Wanna come up here? “Noo! Noo, noo, thank you!” You’ll be happier here. “I don’t think so!”
(0:50:30) - Donyale: I’m a messenger of love. Decision to drop anger, God’s love
03 - Messenger of hate after champagne…
(0:51:04) - Lady home by herself this week. Messenger of love, because I keep to myself. But after a little champagne with family, I was a messenger of hate, judging in a “joking” way, then judging myself on the way home. Trying to get to the 30th — second floor — back to the basement! Up all night.
(0:52:35) - Alexis: messenger of hate … (0:53:49) - Eric on BQ …
3B - Go through hell: Paradise on the other side
(0:54:56) - Miss Alabama, right now, definitely hate … Devil has her questioning everything … (0:56:31) JLP: Go through hell: Paradise on the other side
04 - Man wants his father to love him back
(0:57:27) - Man on forgiving father who gives hate back to him. Why do you need father to love you back? “It feels good…” Don’t need his love? Intimidation factor, heartbreaking when he doesn’t love me back. He can see I’m like that with my own son. (1:00:25) - 40, at home with father, dealing with him every day, in the same household.
4B - You don’t need anyone to love you. You can’t help anyone.
(1:01:16) - Young man doesn’t need his mother to love him back. Young man says: You don’t need anyone to love you. Just God. “And my son hopefully.”
(1:02:38) - Let the thoughts be. You don’t need anything from the world. (1:04:18) - You can’t plant a seed. You’re giving your seed to th Devil.
4C - 9yo speaks
(1:04:34) - Young man is 9, “Rider” (spelling?) Angry? Sometimes.
05 - BQ: Raymond, others: “Cowardice… Hater… Boring…” One more curse word?
(1:05:56) - Raymond: “Cowardice.”
(1:06:43) - Young lady: “Hater.” If you’re not gossiping, I’m boring as hell right now. Who am I if I don’t have an opinion, don’t care about anything. Who wants to hang out with me if I’m boring? (1:08:13) - Are you bored by yourself? … (1:08:56) What should I eat? Nothing, because you’re not even hungry, girl! Stay with it. Idk why… I can almost see through all my BS now. Idk what to do. (1:09:44) - Do you want one more curse word?
(1:10:10) - Daniel: Hate. Not perfect yet. Why not?
06 - Q: Are you a sinner? Hassan on BQ…
(1:11:09) - Amazing Women’s Forum, you missed it, Donyale. “I know.”
(1:12:04) - Are you a sinner? Yes.
(1:12:57) - Hassan: There’s no me.
(1:13:59) - Trump face on card, “blaspheme!” (1:15:08) - Hassan imitated Jesse, and was a messenger of Hate with it. Ye shoes (1:15:51) …
(1:16:07) - Miss Alabama: Sinner?
6B - Indoctrinated to believe I’m a sinner…
(1:17:24) - Donyale: Are you a sinner? “Indoctrinated”
(1:19:23) - The Canadian mother: Probably a sinner. Son: No. Why no? They’ve all been forgiven.
(1:20:03) - Not a sinner, says one of the guys
(1:20:40) - Doug: Not sure
(1:21:40) - Alexis: No… I don’t think about that.
6C - No, I’m tired of being a sinner.
(1:22:40) - Nick: I have to say I’m not. I’m kinda sick of being a sinner, training of “accountability.” Like Donyale said. All I have are judgments.
(1:23:32) - Man: I woulda said yes. No idea though.
(1:24:05) - Alex. (1:24:16) - Jason, I thought I’d done talking already.
(1:24:51) - Mimi - Michael from Canada was right (1:25:23) JLP: You gonna stop complaining? Forgave mother? “I have.”
6D - What does God say about you being a sinner?
(1:27:16) - I’m still a sinner, I still have anger. What does God say about you being a sinner? Idk…
(1:27:50) - Yes, I am a sinner, says a man: I let evil thoughts dictate my actions. God says, Relax. What does a father say to his son? Did you learn?
(1:28:36) - Franky
(1:28:51) - Hake: judgment of self and others
6E - JLP: Told all your life you’re a sinner. Raymond
(1:29:33) - JLP: It’s so sad told all your life you’re sinners… from childhood, dark misery
(1:31:57) - Raymond, Yes I am a sinner, thoughts of anger… (1:32:22) - All who sin are slaves … He doesn’t want me to be a slave. Idk if I deserve to be free.
07 - Bible verses: Jesus said your sins are forgiven
(1:33:51) - Hake reads:
Matthew 9: 2 - Jesus to the paralyzed man — Son, be of good cheer; thy sins be forgiven thee.
Luke 7: 48 - Jesus to the “sinful woman” — And he said unto her, Thy sins are forgiven.
Matthew 26: 28 - blood poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins — For this is my blood of the new testament, which is shed for many for the remission of sins.
7B - JLP: You’re not a sinner. God is love. Slave of the Devil
(1:34:48) - JLP: You’re not a sinner (1:36:17) - The Devil isn’t even judging you, there’s no you to judge … (1:37:14) - To be perfect is to have perfect love. God is love. Love conquers all. You are as well. You’re not saying what God says about you. … (1:38:35) - Walk in love, walk in the light. Nothing in you that’s of the Devil. You gotta forgive, so the Devil can stop controlling your mind.
(1:39:06) - Forgive them, for they know not what they do. They don’t know it. They can’t see.
(1:39:58) - You’re not sinners if you have forgiven. That nature of the Devil in you is not you — the sex, drugs, drunk stuff… Slave to the Devil, he makes you do whatever he wants.
(1:42:14) - You’ve done nothing wrong your whole life. It was evil in you doing it. All thoughts are all lies, all the time, about anything.
7C - Free pass? You call suffering “fun.” Fascinated with misery
(1:42:52) - The young lady… It feels like a free pass: What’s the incentive to stay good? (1:43:49) - JLP: When I had earthly fun, “I don’t wanna be no Christian.”
(1:44:42) - I got so drunk, I couldn’t even drive. Hangover… That’s misery. Woe unto the man who calls evil good. (1:45:25) - Devil says you’re not gonna have fun if you give up drinking… The Devil tells you your life will be “boring.” You’ll have fun sitting with the dummies talking about nothing.
(1:46:05) - If you wanna know fun, stop being fascinated with your misery
7D - Ye’s concert, Jesus at the wedding: Fun as a whole person
(1:46:42) - JLP on Ye’s concert, FUN. Jesus went to the wedding, and had fun. He may have had a lil wine, since he made the wine. When you’re ONE, you’ll no longer be corrupted by your environment.
7E - Nothing required. Thoughts lie. See a person by loving the person.
(1:48:29) - Dolores on surrendering to Satan vs to God… When I’m most comfortable in my thoughts
(1:49:47) - JLP: When you feel like you’re on top of the mountain, you’re in the valley. (1:50:18) - Interesting: God only asks us to forgive. Everything is laid out. Nothing else is required. … Dolores speaks more….
(1:51:56) - It’s hell in the valley, but it’s just a thought — and that thought is lying to you about you, your fellow man, your neighbor. I don’t see Donyale… the only way I can see her is to love her.
(1:53:51) - Nice people are nasty people!
(1:55:39) - You’re not a sinner nor saint. Dolores: Harder for women who grew up without a father?
08 - Hassan… Did Christ ever call us sinners?
(1:56:23) - Hassan…
(2:00:00) - JLP… Did Christ ever call us sinners?
(2:01:44) - Mimi: Comedian … God is dope … talking with the young lady about fun …
(2:03:07) - Alexis, say what’s on your mind.
8B - If you were never told you were a sinner, nothing to work on
(2:03:21) - The lady with an accent: If you never told you were a sinner there’d be nothing to work on. You’ve been lied-to.
09 - Closing… New BQ: Have humility? What is it?
(2:04:56) - Canadian mother, Pam — lots to think about. Forgive your mama.
(2:05:43) Talk
(2:06:22) New BQ
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Do you have humility? What is it?
(2:07:26) Closing
REMINDERS / Assignments…
* 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
* 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
* Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
* Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
* Don’t think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
* Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
* Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
* Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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You’re talking to an empty chair — a prideful person. Hell is inside. Love is easy. Fear is a false identity. How do you behave under pressure?
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, April 12, 2026
📖 Biblical Question: Do you know how to behave under pressure?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate?
🗓️ Women’s Forum third Thur, Apr 16, 2026, 7pm, BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events/
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:02:11) - 01 - Angry arson; No man leader; Religious leaders
* (0:15:30) - 02 - Donyale decided not to be angry again
* (0:20:05) - 03 - JLP story: flowers, chair, insane asylum, thoughts. Happy
* (0:31:21) - 04 - How to be you? Stop thinking about it. Noticing others, not into self…
* (0:40:55) - 05 - What is hell? Silent Prayer difficulty
* (0:47:50) - 5B - Talking to empty chair. Nothing happened to YOU.
* (0:58:00) - 5C - Demons carrying on. You’re a prideful person.
* (1:07:45) - 06 - No effort in prayer… Possessed ex-wife, love her
* (1:17:00) - 6B - Not easy to love certain people? Feedback…
* (1:22:40) - 6C - JLP: Love is easy… Forgive mother today?
* (1:31:55) - 07 - Raymond on illusions; Fear of being nothing
* (1:40:32) - 7B - JLP: Fear is not you, but false identities
* (1:44:35) - 08 - Hell? Doug’s HR situation
* (1:48:12) - 8B - JLP: Hell is in you. God told you it’s over!
* (1:51:00) - 09 - Sweet potato pie! Prideful. BQ.
* (1:56:00) - 9B - “Slap ya mama!” Behave under pressure?
* (2:02:20) - 10 - New BQ: Messenger of love or hate? No goals. Love.
CLIPS
03 - Why Do You Talk to an Empty Chair? 🪑 (10-min) YouTube - Rumble
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CHURCH NOTES 4/12/26
📖 Biblical Question: Do you know how to behave under pressure?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate?
🗓️ Women’s Forum third Thurs, Apr 16th, 2026, 7pm at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events/
00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
(0:00:00) - Small talk (0:01:31) Intro (0:01:48) Welcome
1A - What a mess: Angry employee story
(0:02:11) - What a mess! An employee burned a place down because he didn’t like the pay — Ontario story. Jesse says we covered it on the radio show, but Hake isn’t sure about that.
1B - Let no man lead your life
(0:03:05) - Man: On a woman looking to him to be her leader of her life…? (0:03:49) JLP: No other God but God. (0:05:34) Always have what’s right first.
1C - Man’s Q’s: Religious leaders don’t follow Christ. Sacrifice? AI? Fashion?
(0:05:49) - I came from WI to see you today. -Nathaniel… “Tiny hats”? What da! Why didn’t God warn the Jews about themselves? What they’re doing to themselves… (0:07:33) JLP: Pope, evangelical leaders, they don’t listen to God at all. The people who are meek at heart do not listen… They lie about Christ, to make themselves look real…
(0:08:44) - Should we negotiate with our future? (0:09:59) Let’s say I negotiate moving for Donyale… How can you negotiate with life?
(0:10:51) - Are sacrifices on earth a reward in heaven? We don’t have to make sacrifices anymore. It’s spiritual now… All an illusion. (0:12:02) Stay conscious — eat to remember. Ever done that?
(0:13:04) - AI conversation Monday … Real Estate use… (0:14:03) Young people think AI is God, or a human. A young man committed suicide…
(0:14:32) - Fashion Week? Demonic ritual, like in France… Welcome to Hell.
02 - Donyale decided not to get angry after the heirloom incident
(0:15:30) - Donyale (not Danielle) (0:16:13) - That moment changed my life. I decided I’m not getting angry anymore. It frightened me. (0:16:53) Before the whole heirloom incident, a niece or other gal crossed a boundary, and I didn’t handle it well. Then with the ornaments — after the dust settled, I realized I’d been demonically possessed. I circled back with my niece to let her know I was wrong. She wouldn’t take the call: Writing only.
(0:18:22) - I wrote a brief letter, letting her know I was wrong. Imperative to drop the anger: Non-negotiable — no way to get to God with anger. (0:19:09) Heirloom ornaments returned.
(0:19:34) I feel like I’m in heaven.
03 - JLP story: flowers, chair, insane asylum in thoughts; Grateful, Happy
(0:20:04) - JLP’s story of the lady watering her plants from this past week on the radio show … Talking with a chair — no one there! (0:21:42) A man commanding an army… You are in an insane asylum. (0:22:52) Y’all don’t talk to your thoughts.
SEE: JLP Thu 4-9-26 (timestamp 0:35:07) Watering no flowers. Conversation with a chair. Thoughts, not real
(0:23:29) - Why do you talk to the empty chair, Miss Alabama? (the Southern gal)...
(0:26:41) - She tells of things not going her way. Ungrateful. The noise… I was judging myself too much. Felisha (sp) moving too fast, I’m judging myself, not being grateful.
(0:28:33) - JLP: Important to be happy in life. Devil trying not to let you be happy in life. Pulling you away from happiness… Lady still makes noise, but you don’t react — decreased. It’s still loud… Don’t get angry about it; you’ll be fine.
(0:29:46) - Alexis: Supposed to care about thoughts? Idk that I do. (0:30:32) JLP: aware it’s there but give it no meaning. (0:30:58) BS = Bogus Speech (but don’t say it, kids)
04 - How to be you? Stop thinking about it. Noticing others, not into self…
(0:31:21) - It’s better to be you, don’t wanna be like anyone else… Why do I feel like crying rn… If we don’t know who we are, how do you be you? (0:32:09) You don’t have to be you anymore. A real you…
(0:32:55) - I love being me, says Jesse. My friend wanna tell you how: Jason(?) (0:33:45) JLP: 100-percent, the imagination can’t imagine who you are. Stop thinking about it.
(0:34:54) - Unlike anyone else, God will use you for his purpose. No identity at all. You’ll just be you…
(0:36:26) - JLP: As you’re being you, you’ll see others’ misery. Busy thinking about yourself, you don’t notice others. On your ego trip, it’s all about you, and no one else. Others are not free b/c they don’t wanna be — or they’d stop communicating with it. As DONYALE said…
(0:38:25) - Donyale … (0:39:42) Jason, I forgot his name… Stop talking to the empty chair. I forgot what would’ve made me angry.
05 - What is hell? Difficulty with Silent Prayer
(0:40:55) - Southern gal: That week of hell, if God defeated the Devil, and there’s no hell, what am I experiencing?
(0:42:29) - I don’t think I have the answer. But going through the same thing — brain, thoughts, but afterlife? Struggling with it here. I can’t turn it off. (0:43:32) - Silent Prayer is difficult, says Chris from Calabasas. How? (0:44:56) - How am I supposed to get anything done without analyzing?
(0:45:40) - Mimi: How do you accomplish goals if you don’t think? Difficulty in prayer? “I’m still in the basement… I don’t care about you shaking your head!” (0:46:39) Deals with the Devil…
5B - Talking to the empty chair. Nothing happened to YOU. Demons, Pride
(0:47:48) - Mimi is talking to the empty chair, watering flowers that don’t exist… (0:50:12) - JLP: When the thoughts remind you of the past, don’t get into them and don’t judge. Give it no room — it’s all an illusion. (0:50:57) She breaks down, I’m here, and that’s it. You’re still believing thoughts. It’s an illusion: Do you believe that? “Sometimes.” (0:52:03) - You have never done anything wrong. “I was sitting in the back.”
(0:52:42) - JLP: Do you know nothing happened to you? “Idk that I believe that.” Nothing was happening to you, at all. Happened to your body, but not to YOU. (0:54:41) - “OK, Jesse, thank you.” What did I say?
(0:56:23) Sorry, sir. (0:56:58) - Where do I fight thoughts? Nowhere.
5C - Demons carrying on. You’re a prideful person.
(0:57:59) - JLP: Demons crying, carrying on, pretending to be you. I didn’t know what was happening either, says Jesse.
(0:59:44) - God: I’ll fight that for you, if you let me. Acting that way, you’re a prideful person. (1:00:45) - So prideful! “Jesse Lee Peterson… I am not a very prideful person.” You don’t let God fight it for you. You cry, Oh, poor me! “I do not care about you saying that.” God only helps the humble — he cannot help the prideful person. Why don’t you humble yourself? … Your friend Donyale didn’t tell you you’re prideful?!
(1:03:20) - …God only helps the humble ones. You need to humble yourself.
(1:05:12) - What you gonna do when they come for you. The Devil hates this meeting rn…
(1:06:48) - Pray without ceasing, naturally present with God all the time ….
06 - No effort in prayer. Observe thoughts. Possessed ex-wife.
(1:07:45) - Only reason prayer is difficult, you’re putting effort into it.
(1:09:20) - … Emotions, dealing with my ex-wife… message from her, a day or two to come to peace and respond to what I need to respond to… If I can handle my thoughts that way… (1:10:28) - JLP: Observe thoughts. You can’t handle thoughts. Do you realize your wife is possessed as well? … NO WALL … Love her. (1:12:08) - … Does God love her?
(1:13:32) - You wanted that hell. “I didn’t see it.” Like is attracted to like. You married who and what you were. She was just like you, and you, her. … Showcase personalities, fought the devil and the Devil won. Lied to her and she lied to you, and lied together and made a baby…
6B - Not easy to love?
(1:16:58) - Not easy to love?
(1:17:33) - FEEDBACK: People who are easy to love? “Good luck?” (Laughter)
(1:19:25) - Not easy to love? You say? A mother: Don’t listen to the thought… “It’s not easy, thought!” (funny)
(1:20:24) - Alex going through the same thing… 2 ex-wives, 4 kids… I think I was more prideful than Mimi (was gonna call her Gigi) … (1:22:15) - The love I was giving before was not real love, the love before was expecting
6C - JLP: Love is the easiest thing… Afraid to forgive mother
(1:22:38) - JLP: Love is the easiest thing… flows like river water, love your bitter enemy, flows through you. Only God has love
(1:24:54) - We are one. We’re not separate. As Christ and the Father are One. The mind makes you think you’re separate. So you don’t even love those easy lovers.
(1:25:23) - People who are likable, pleasant, easy to like. Parents treat you “nice,” but… moment they hurt your ego pride, you hate.
6D - Forgive mother, why not today?
(1:28:04) - talking about being afraid of forgiving mother, at 47 or so… Shake in your boots. (1:29:11) - You really put people on the spot
(1:30:01) - Have you noticed wherever you go, you’re there? … Don’t have to stop at the bar to have another Gin & Tonic… Q’s?
07 - Raymond on illusions; Feedback: Fear of being nothing
(1:31:55) - Raymond on people living in illusions, Marlon Brando movie Viva Zapata! (1952 Western) …
(1:33:10) - Jason: real fear of being nothing, engage with thoughts, identity from them, things from the past, future… perceived as boring…. really be a doormat.
(1:34:32) - Dolores … (1:35:46) - Give anyone a title, expectation, ownership: When Jesus called his mother, Woman. (1:37:27) - He gotta forgive his mama, he married his mama.
(1:37:46) - Daniel: Afraid to lose identity, wanna be somebody. (1:38:28) - Another man… (1:39:48) - Fallen into identity with career…
7B - JLP: Fear is not you, but demons; Appreciate talent without identifying
(1:40:32) - JLP: Fear of losing identity is not you anyway — Devil in you, a false identity, spirits in body and mind, but not in the real you.
(1:42:18) - Appreciate talents of others, without identifying — learn without identifying…
(1:43:44) Jason… just being honest
08 - Hell? Doug’s HR situation.
(1:44:35) - Hell question? By Southern Gal… (1:45:13) - Doug: If you’re trying to figure something out, then you are in hell. HR situation at work, thoughts started: I was wrong…
(1:47:23) - Jesse compares it to that man trying to tiptoe up and figure out how to talk with his mother. Doug says you’re not going through anything, like talking to an empty chair. You’ve just believed the thoughts that told you you are going through something.
8B - JLP: Hell is in you.
(1:48:12) - JLP: There is a hell. Hell is in you. When you overcome that hell, there’s no more hell. God didn’t put you here to go through this. He told you, and you didn’t listen, that all your sins forgiven, the Devil has been defeated. The Devil roars like a lion, but he’s lyin’. The only hell you have is inside you, and it’s an illusion, and not even real, but you won’t let the light take the darkness from you.
(1:49:47) - I’m feeding into this illusion. Right.
09 - Sweet potato pie; Prideful; BQ
(1:51:00) - Did you make the sweet potato pie? Puerto Rican and Irish-Scottish(?) — she never had it before.
(1:52:24) - Donyale, now that I’m nothing… all these identities about dressing well, etc., is exhausting! I love being nothing! Pride and ego interchangeable (1:53:49) - JLP making fun of Mimi’s pride … (1:54:27) - JLP: Anytime we defend… (1:54:55) - BQ: Behave under pressure?
📖 Biblical Question: Do you know how to behave under pressure?
(1:55:36) - Feedback on BQ…
9B - “Slap ya mama!” Behave under pressure?
(1:55:59) - Sweet potato pie, make you wanna slap your mama! Go to Gary, IN, smack her!
(1:56:53) - Lemme ask my lil Chinese friends, Ohh! (Korean… long as you don’t say Japanese)
(1:57:46) - Fascinated with evil…
(1:58:27) - Anita… (1:59:52) - Practically? Iranian pressure or white people pressure? My father, very hard
(2:01:29) - Vanessa, what’s wrong with you? Why you look like you beat your husband? Why you look all Muslim-like?
10 - New BQ: Messenger of love or hate? No goals.
(2:02:19) - New BQ, Hake says: Mimi answers. (2:03:19) My daughter if I had one, Alyssa (sp)....
(2:03:47) - JLP: No goals. Let life happen naturally
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate?
(2:04:36) JLP: Love. Closing, Announcements — Women’s Forum third Thurs…
REMINDERS / Assignments…
* 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
* 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
* Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
* Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
* Don’t think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
* Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
* Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
* Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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Easter message: Christ’s salvation is about real love. Assignment: Resist anger. BQ: Why do you love whom or what you hate?
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, April 5, 2026
📝 Assignment: Resist anger.
📖 Biblical Question: Why do you love whom or what you hate?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Do you know how to behave under pressure?
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:01:55) - 1A - JLP: Christ’s Way: Salvation. Love. Go alone.
* (0:11:20) - 1B - Easter: Die from the ego.
* (0:19:15) - 1C - Small town ‘hero’ story: Thinking about what others think?
* (0:27:20) - 1D - Be you. Choice: Suffer overcoming the ego, or… I love the pain of death
* (0:33:40) - 1E - Nobody loves you! Be of love.
* (0:36:40) - 2A - Assignment: Resist anger. Raymond
* (0:40:50) - 2B - Iranians: It’s about you, not them
* (0:46:25) - 3A - She got so mad, p—d off
* (0:53:12) - 3B - “Too emotional…” More feedback for gal…
* (0:58:22) - 3C - Opportunity to overcome ego: A crush is your god
* (1:06:28) - 04 - Rolled her eyes at sick complaining husband
* (1:13:26) - 5A - Update me on your spiritual life: Forget God
* (1:15:17) - 5B - Spirit of my mom; Put nothing before seeking God. No crushes?
* (1:20:30) - 06 - Who are you? Process of forgiving mother?
* (1:29:45) - 7A - Girl, 12: People lying about me; Mother on my nerves
* (1:34:20) - 7B - Believe in the Easter Bunny? Santa Claus?
* (1:38:15) - 7C - Speak up but don’t be angry
* (1:39:25) - 8A - BQ: Why love whom/what you hate?
* (1:44:44) - 8B - Parked car totalled: BQ continued…
* (1:48:28) - 8C - “Ye party.” BQ: Hassan, Young lady
* (1:49:42) - 9A - BQ: Love-hate: “Who’s him?” The Devil? No free will?
* (1:54:13) - 9B - Very lonely. I don’t have an opinion as much…
* (1:59:11) - 10 - Back to BQ: Raymond…
* (2:01:07) - 11 - On rumors, gossip: Don’t think about it. Santa, Easter Bunny
* (2:05:33) - 12 - JLP on BQ: You love what you hate. It’s not love. Fake love, Real love…
* (2:07:30) - 13 - New BQ, closing: Easter, Love, Peace
CLIPS
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LINKS
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