Church with Jesse Lee Peterson

“All self-concern will keep me out of the Kingdom.” Demons and people’s purpose: To attack you to keep you where you are.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, May 17, 2026
📜 “All self-concern will keep me out of the Kingdom.”
📖 BQ: Have you ever been angry at your mother for the way she treated your father?
📖 NEW BQ: Jesus said to deny yourself. What does that mean?
🗓️ Women’s Forum third Thur, May 21st, 2026, 7pm at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events
|| See clips, links, and notes below.
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:01:52) - 01 - Can you do better? Don’t fight thoughts.
* (0:04:38) - 02 - All self-concern will keep me out of the kingdom: Respond
* (0:14:04) - 2B - What “self” is? Hard to drop your ego? More response
* (0:32:27) - 03 - Who are you?
* (0:45:42) - 3B - “My husband watches you.” 8yo mad sometimes
* (0:52:43) - 04 - JLP: Testing thoughts: Wait and see they’re lies.
* (1:02:36) - 4B - Get off the battlefield. Discover who you’re not. Bad words.
* (1:07:09) - 4C - Trump: “I don’t think about” the economy: Too dismissive?
* (1:12:12) - 4D - JLP: Lay down thinking. Have a wait-and-see. Marriages. Devil laughs.
* (1:20:27) - 05 - Judging a “sl—,” Trump, marriage, a woman’s “past”
* (1:30:26) - 06 - Demons, people’s purpose to attack you, to keep you where you are
* (1:41:00) - 6B - Satan illusion: Saturday night, just got paid. “Gas prices” vs God
* (1:48:06) - 07 - Laid weapons down? Coworker playing “manager”
* (1:57:06) - 08 - BQ: Ever angry at mother how she treated father?
* (2:02:25) - 09 - New BQ. Closing: There is no you!
CLIPS
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LINKS
🗒️ BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/self-concern-kingdom-church-260517
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Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact
🙏 SILENT PRAYER - https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer
📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
CHURCH NOTES 5/17/26
📖 Biblical Question: Have you ever been angry at your mother for the way she treated your father?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Jesus said to deny yourself. What does that mean?
📜 “All self-concern will keep me out of the Kingdom.” People, respond to that.
🗓️ Women’s Forum third Thur, May 21st, 2026, 7pm at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events
00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
(0:00:00) Start (0:01:32) Intro
01 - Can you do better? Don’t fight thoughts
(0:01:52) - “What a beta”... Welcome
(0:02:21) Can you do better?
(0:02:44) Any Q’s? Vanessa: Thoughts put you up and down — endurance, no reaction to thoughts at all. Doormat: Allow it… (0:04:26) If you never fight, you never have pain
02 - All self-concern will keep me out of the kingdom: Respond
(0:04:38) - Respond to this: “All concern about self will keep me out of the Kingdom.”
(0:06:14) - Colin: Thinking is self-concern, will keep you out. “Isn’t this fun, y’all excited about this?” (0:06:52) - Another man: Being concerned about the kingdom will… (0:07:19) - “Tricky one”
(0:08:50) - Are y’all thinking about it? (0:09:00) - I don’t wanna hold this up: What is self? (0:09:45) - Rochelle: I agree. “No. That’s a copout! I ain’t ask for no agreement!”
(0:10:26) - 📜 “All self-concern will keep me out of the Kingdom.” (0:11:04) - Same as worrying. Eric. Vanessa.
(0:11:42) - Dolores: I’m not saying I’m there. “I didn’t ask you to be nowhere.” … (0:13:06) I’m thinking about me when I’m concerned or pretending to be.
(0:13:28) - Doug — JLP: If you understand this, It’s gonna blow your mind. — Doug: Idk yet.
2B - What self is… Hard to drop your ego? … Hake, Nick…
(0:14:04) - I got this. Man: What self is. If you cut your finger off, if you cut your head of, if you get a lobotomy. Silent Prayer … I cannot be concerned about my intention.
(0:15:45) - Respond to that. “I was zoning out. No offense.” He wanna know who is he? All these identities within yourself. (0:16:43) Have you dropped your ego? Why not? Hard to say. How do you know you still have it? (0:17:23) …Hard to drop the ego? It’s not. Took me 36 years. … (0:18:36) - Good question! Was he able to help you?
(0:18:46) - He’s a very nice gentleman. Raymond: You’re overthinking everything again, sir! Stop and take it one step at a time. “Motivation…” But it doesn’t really help!
2C More feedback: Young lady in the hair, Man, Hake, Nick…
(0:19:55) - The young lady in the hair, respond. (0:20:50) Jesse reiterates the quote. “I agree?” Uh-uh. What does that mean? (0:21:52) Have you dropped it? “I’m currently dropping it…. Not 100-percent… I’m still blind to some of it… Don’t see it all.”
(0:22:29) - Man next to her, bf: Fear, not perfect love. … Hake talks… (0:24:19) - Anchor Baby - (0:24:56) - If y’all did this, you’d walk on water. Nick responds…
2D How do you know? Doug, more feedback
(0:26:05) - How do you know what it’d be like if you didn’t have an ego? You described what it’d be like. “I guess it’s only my imagination… Seems peaceful…”
(0:27:15) - Doug responds: Swimming in thoughts. Anytime I’m believing thoughts, I’m concerned. When I’m not, I’m not concerned.
(0:28:54) - We’re not in school; it’s just fellowship! Mateus: Selfish, prideful — You’d be free! How you know?
(0:30:07) - Man: It’s like if God gave me a perfect place to live, and I start trying to do my way. (0:30:39) - Francisco: To be a Bible thumper? Cares of this world, what Christ said. Dying of yourself. That’s it. (0:31:14) - (My friend) Means worry. That’s Satan. I know where I’m going.
(0:31:40) - I don’t have an original thought, says Dolores’ daughter. My ego’s still intact.
03 - Who are you? White? Privileged?
(0:32:27) - Who are you? “My intention.” … “experiences… goals…” (0:35:31) - Are you white? Are you your successes? Not concerned with my whiteness. (0:36:22) - Are you privileged? Funny… At the end of the day you’re not really much.
(0:37:17) - Who are you? One of the Armenian ladies, I think: I’m a spirit trying to stay on the straight and narrow path.
(0:38:41) - Bryan … thoughts are not me. Why do you do them? No free will. Anything else? Nope! What a mess!
(0:39:28) - Colin: There’s no who. The observer of thoughts, the witness of thoughts and feelings in this body. Have you overcome the ego? I’m not sure it exists; is it a thing? There’s still reactions. I still feel reactions. What is that reacting? A demon, the Devil; it’s not me. OK. Now you lookin’ silly. Do you feel silly? No. Amazin’!
(0:40:42) - Raymond. I thought you guys’d have a whole bunch of fun with this. “I am an idiot….”
(0:41:14) - Young man: The observing thing you are — can you call that you?
(0:42:09) - Kevin: I read in your book: I am not yesterday nor tomorrow. Then who are you? “Now.” What does that mean? My original thought: I am nobody. (0:43:08) - “I am somebody.” (Jesse Jackson)
(0:43:19) - Adriana: I’m everything I’m not. (0:43:44) - All self-concern will keep me out of the Kingdom. …
(0:44:37) - Adriana’s friend asks questions to clarify — first time. Angelica: This lovely lady. “She ain’t lovely at work!” Anybody else first-time?
3B - “My husband watches you.”
(0:45:42) - Marisel (sp) My husband’s always watching… And so you hate me, huh? “I don’t hate anyone.” You stopped hating me? “I know I am a child of God… who is not perfect.” Jesse interrupts at the first part: How do you know you’re a child of God? We’re all child of God. My husband asks me…. (0:47:30) I’m so nervous… You don’t have to come. “Ohh… I’m not really good in English too. I’m from Philippines.”
(0:48:25) - I have my own opinion. That’s the problem. Obey? Why? Not partner, husband. (0:49:10) - Did you wanna see me too? “I have no choice… I have to love everyone.”
(0:49:42) - Husband speaks: Worry; thoughts don’t come from us; Satan playing with us — identifying with those thoughts. (0:50:28) - Who are you? Idk.
(0:50:40) - JLP: You got yourself a good man. Be quiet. Nah (as in jk). Don’t hold her hand. I was just playin’ with her.
(0:51:21) - Oliver - (0:51:32) - Sabrina, 8, mad sometimes. Why? Idk. Did you know all people who get mad are crazy! Stop bein’ mad, you gonna go crazy. “She’s a little nervous.” Speak up but don’t be mad. (0:52:20) - Man: Sometimes I’m ego… learning just to be the observer: Work in progress.
04 - JLP: Testing thoughts: Wait and see they’re lies.
(0:52:43) - Man repeats Q: Was there any particular thing that made you drop the ego…
(0:53:08) - JLP: I started to test thoughts to see if they were real. … They’d never be true. The more I did that, the fewer thoughts would come. (0:55:56) - When you’re a doormat, nothing is happening to you. 📝 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25) (0:57:03) - Everything has been a lie… (0:57:28) - I give assignments so you can remember to be present. The Light can rule your life… There is no you.
(0:57:51) - JLP: Angry people are crazy people. They’re insane. (0:58:30) - One friend, not Hake, got mad they’re eating all the time. Wanted to go off on me. Nothing has ever happened to you. It was always just a thought. You’ll identify with your body. “My body, my choice.” A lie straight out of hell. Only a thought, not real at all.
(0:59:46) - When worried, afraid… operating from the mind of Satan. Demons, not you at all. You don’t exist. It’s just a thought! (1:00:34) 📜 “All self-concern will keep me out of the Kingdom.” You’ve stepped away from the Light. You think it’s you you need to be concerned about. No you — just One with the Light of God. The Light is doing the work for you. Everything that happens comes from God. Stay present. Know what you’re doing, keep mind where body is.
(1:01:40) - A child of God, created by Him. But you don’t know it — you keep stepping into the darkness, thinking it’s you. If you stop thinking, you’ll live a life of knowing, without thinking. Knowing your day is gonna be amazing. Zero troubles.
4B - Get off the battlefield. Discover who you’re not. Bad words.
(1:02:36) - Did that help? You’ll get off the battlefield. No more wars. Everybody love you till you say or do something they disagree with. Enemy *snap* just like that. Everybody turning, thinking they know what is right, on a false battlefield. Any Q’s?
(1:03:33) - To find out who you are, discover who you’re not. Not your desires, urges, past, future, black nor white. Hake been having discussion about the N-word the last 2-3 weeks. Who fight over a word? Sorry, Hake, I don’t wanna put your callers down.
(1:05:29) - Once that’s stripped away? How do you articulate who you are? You don’t. There’s nothing to describe who you are. Give it up and find out you’re nothing. Perfect peace. One of the happiest people on the planet. Amazin’, huh!
(1:06:20) - Another man: How do you resist the Devil and drop your weapons? Be aware of the thoughts, and not going with them. It’s not even you being aware — the Father, the Truth is shining a light on the darkness, so you’d see they’re not you.
4C - Trump: “I don’t think about” the economy: Too dismissive?
(1:07:09) - Not pushing Donald Trump: “I don’t think about” the economy. (1:07:49) - Wasn’t my favorite comment. Too dismissive. I get it on a principled level: need to be focused. I understand it.
(1:09:13) - I get it. Uh-huh, now you lookin’ silly. Raymond…
(1:09:46) - Colin: Iran cannot have a nuclear weapon. It’s love. Safety for the world.
(1:10:29) - They were trying to set him up. (1:10:51) Hake
4D - JLP: Lay down thinking. Have a wait-and-see. Marriages. Devil laughs.
(1:12:12) - JLP: Lay down thinking. Thinking is wrong. He’s living a life without thinking. If you live that way, you and God will be one. Husband and wife. Your thoughts are not my thoughts. Your ways are not my ways.
(1:13:54) - People who don’t think always have a wait and see. Marriages: People who think will want a divorce. Have a wait-and-see attitude. It’s too stressful to wait and see. … And the Devil laughs: What an idiot! And you consult with the Devil for more advice. And that doesn’t work! And then he laughs again. … YOu have PTSD. Need a pill. Crazy zombie. Stop thinking!
(1:15:46) - Another man: Trump latest assassination attempt: I don’t think about it.
(1:16:22) - JLP: Counseling with couple married 70 years. Wife remembers EVERYTHING.
(1:17:05) - Man continues: See the thought, and think I’m not supposed to resist this, and I’d go unconscious. JLP: Nope that’s listening to thoughts! … Fall into a ditch. Stop thinking! Adam and God… (1:19:10) - Man: Evil comes in 1000 ways.
(1:19:25) - JLP: Picking cotton in Alabama. Seeing self in a shadow. Just an illusion. It looked real! When you get there it’s not real. I’m black and slow. Y’all white, Filipino, Mexican. Gotta go dumb. Don’t think you know. You don’t.
05 - Judging a “sl—” friend, Trump, marriage, a woman’s “past”
(1:20:27) - Judging somebody when they’re talking to me. Let’s say one of your friends is a sl—! Sally still a s—! When that thought is there, do nothing about it. When you allow the emotions to come — when you have an opinion…. Just a thought, no opinion, showing love. “I won’t use s— no more.” Noticed a theme.
(1:22:19) - Disagree? I didn’t agree with the President example. Nat’l security, practical thought? No, you delegate it — I don’t know my social media. Marriages, you’d never think about whether your husband or wife
5B - Knowing a woman’s history?
(1:26:01) - A woman should never tell about her past. Men don’t normally wanna know the woman’s past. “Is that not practical?” No, that’s crazy. Now you’re not gonna trust her.
(1:28:09) - In a job, you gotta put your history in. Getting married ain’t a job. (1:29:26) - Chances of finding a woman who’s not of the world, really low. Know why? You shouldn’t be looking for one. Satan’s daughter or son.
06 - Demons, people’s purpose to attack you, to keep you where you are
(1:30:26) - Speaking of Demons… Have you noticed that the demons in you and in people — people’s whole purpose in life is to attack you to keep you where you are? Respond. The demons and people’s purpose is to attack you to keep you where you are. Have you noticed? Angelica… (1:32:27) - How did you know to forgive your mama? She’s getting older…
(1:32:48) - Colin… When I used to fight with family, they’d try to keep me where I was — I couldn’t grow. My stepmom a lot. Demons: Whenever I believe a thought, it keeps me there. Ever attacked anyone? …Yeah. Why? Internalized it more.
(1:34:10) - Demons attacking your mind to keep you where you are. And human beings attack you to keep you where you are. Noticed that? Sam… Put any value in anything of this world, it’ll be used against you.
(1:35:02) - Puerto Rican? Filipino. Same thing. She’s noticed. What do you think? Devil’s always there. Ever verbally attacked anyone, even in your mind? Why? Devil. Bad thought. Forgive mother? (1:36:01) She died, I was here. Never had a talk. I always prayed forgiveness. Forgive father? He passed away. We weren’t open. I love them. Always far from each other. Cycle of life? Spirit. (1:37:14) Every human being: Understand, forgive. (1:37:44) Who am I to hate you? Women evil. Satan her god?
(1:38:43) - Adriana to the demons and people attacking to keep you where you are. Dropped your demons? “I’ve kept a couple.” Gremlins
(1:40:19) - Another lady: Did you let your demons go? Forgave mama? No, she passed away.
6B - Satan illusion: Saturday night, just got paid. “Gas prices” vs God
(1:41:00) - Q: God is in control of everything. When you’re out of the light, Satan is punishing you. Satan is in control of your illusionary life. You’re doing what he’s telling you to do. You’re depressed. It’s Saturday night and you just got paid. Ain’t got nobody to play with. S—de! Take a pill! It’s Saturday night, and I just got paid.
(1:42:51) - Satan is really nothing. An illusion. … (1:43:47) - Stalker: God told me you’re my husband! God didn’t tell me! God’s smart enough to let us both know! She started living in the alley. “I love you.” I said, I hate you! The Devil’s playing. It’s not real. It’s just a thought.
(1:44:51) - Some people worried about the gas prices. Friends at the gym. What are you worried about? Why you b-word? Gas in the tank, and you can go.
(1:45:57) - Realize, in closing, your Father is everything. He owns everything. Everything is from him. He owns you, the house, giving you life. (1:47:51) - Don’t fight about anything. Stop arguing.
07 - Laid weapons down? Coworker playing “manager”
(1:48:06) - Any questions? Southern gal, laid weapons down? Yes. Working on it. Miss Alabama — ego vs practical speaking… Thinks she’s a manager but she’s not. Sounds like Hake! She texts me about work, my schedule. (1:49:45) Doug would ignore her. (1:50:18) “I have anger” — because you haven’t said anything!
(1:51:02) - My friend: I’d tell her. (1:52:05) - The moment I was gonna correct her, I felt anger rise.
(1:53:03) - Doug: You didn’t speak up because you’re angry. Speak up especially when you’re angry — just don’t give in to the anger. A habitual lying something … Demons (1:54:03) - JLP: The Demons in others will go crazy when your demon does not appear.
(1:54:26) - Adriana last word — what is it that angered you? What are you angry at? Southern gal: let it go so long, came to texting my phone after hours about work… She’s angry because she won’t speak up; she’d rather judge… The lady’s not to blame for the way this gal’s feeling. (1:56:50) - “I shouldn’t be getting this irritated.” Do it without the anger.
08 - BQ: Ever angry at mother how she treated father?
(1:57:06) - BQ: Have you ever been angry at your mother for the way she treated your father? Andrew: Never. (1:57:35) Daniel… (1:58:02) My father was absent. Stepfather? I didn’t like him either! (1:58:31) - His stepfather here lol! (1:59:04) Bryan, I never saw her nagging, Silent Generation, kept it inside. (1:59:27) - Yes, and with me. Forgave. (1:59:49) - Colin: never saw them fight or argue, until they got divorced. Hid it from us.
(2:00:07) - You look like Miles! (To another guy) Armenian-maybe lady mad 58 years, mad her dad didn’t put her in her place! I would’ve been a wife b— if I were a man. (2:00:57) - Another man: didn’t see him for years, took us away from him. (2:01:20) - Mr. Trump hater: I did get mad in HS; my father wasn’t working, she was: Berate him in the AM before work — because she knew I was there. Got that into my head.
(2:01:58) - Raymond…
09 - New BQ. Closing: There is no you!
(2:02:25) - New BQ, Closing: Helpful about thoughts?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Jesus said to deny yourself. What does that mean?
It’s just a thought. The Devil has no power. Leave the battlefield. Friends gonna call you weak, beta. Forgive them. They can’t see. Fighting over stupid stuff. Nothing ever settled. Overcome the world in your mind, and outside you inside others.
Stay with it. Nothing can happen to you.
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📖 Biblical Question: Have you ever been angry at your mother for the way she treated your father?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Jesus said to deny yourself. What does that mean?
📜 “All self-concern will keep me out of the Kingdom.”
🗓️ Women’s Forum third Thur, May 21st, 2026, 7pm at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events
REMINDERS / Assignments…
* 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
* 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
* Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
* Be a thought watcher. (JLP Mon 4-20-26)
* Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
* Don’t think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
* Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
* Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
* Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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Happy Mother’s Day! Did you forgive her? You’re just like her! Jesus was like his Father. Notice evil spirits controlling you? Ever mad when you disagree?
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, May 10, 2026
🧐 Are you aware that there are evil spirits controlling how you think, feel, and act?
📖 BQ: Do you ever get mad at anyone who disagrees with you? Why or why not?
📖 NEW BQ: Have you ever been angry at your mother for the way she treated your father?
|| See clips, links, and notes below.
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:02:35) - 01 - Fan of Jesus’ ways… but still worldly?
* (0:08:15) - 1B - “Help me!” You’re just like your mama!
* (0:12:50) - 1C - Christ is not like his mama! Friend…
* (0:19:15) - 1D - Q: Recognize God’s path for me?
* (0:26:25) - 1E - JLP: Don’t look for “God’s path.”
* (0:32:10) - 02 - Daughter forgave: Mothers play God
* (0:40:40) - 03 - Took care of dying mother
* (0:47:25) - 3B - Son forgave her. She was “very confused.”
* (0:53:00) - 04 - 🎸 Love but not like? Judging. “Annoying” teen LOVES rock
* (1:06:50) - 05 - Notice evil spirits controlling you? BQ…
* (1:15:10) - 5B - Adam Khan on TFS: “Insulting, condescending.” God loves us.
* (1:28:00) - 06 - Forgave nosy mother: “She tried to keep me a child.”
* (1:34:00) - 6B - Hobbies? Anything that makes you feel good, don’t do it. Gym thrills.
* (1:39:00) - 07 - BQ: When do thoughts stop? Don’t ask. Watch. Voice of Devil…
* (1:47:00) - 08 - BQ: Energy from anger vs energy from God
* (1:54:20) - 09 - JLP: Holy Spirit vs Satan’s voice
* (2:00:45) - 9B - Black women, white men; Tell grandma I love her.
* (2:04:00) - 10 - Again: It’s just a thought. New BQ. Closing
CLIPS
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📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
CHURCH NOTES 5/10/26
MENTIONED LAST CHURCH AND MONDAY JLP Mon 5-4-26:
🧐 NOT Biblical Question, but mentioned last Sunday: Are you aware that there are evil spirits controlling how you think, feel, and act?
📖 Biblical Question: Do you ever get mad at anyone who disagrees with you? Why or why not?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Have you ever been angry at your mother for the way she treated your father?
00 - Small-talk off mic; Welcome
(0:00:00) Start … do you appreciate the Jewish people? (0:00:20) Intro (0:01:50) Happy Mother’s Day
01 - “Fan” of Christ – Heaven within?
(0:02:35) - Brady from Salt Lake, is a fan of Jesus in the Bible… Do we have both hell and heaven within?
(0:04:30) Can only have one or the other — love and hate?
(0:06:48) What is love? State of mind and being? “High vibration”... Ever having to say goodbye or I’m sorry. Song btw. Hate is like a denial of myself and reality. Unconsciousness. Love is conscious, the man says.
1B - You just like your mama! Need a hug from father?
(0:08:14) - Help me! (0:08:24) - Did you forgive your mother? … Rehab, treatment.
(0:09:12) - You don’t love her. Even now you can’t stand her. “Mother’s Day.” You’re just like your mama. “We both hate our jobs rn…” What the…
(0:10:30) - (I do love my father…) But I also hate my father. “He’s abandoned me emotionally…. I’d like a hug from my father.” Have you given him a hug? You just like your mama
1C - Christ is not like his mama! Did you know friend was this messed up?
(0:12:50) - Want to overcome? JLP: You gotta forgive your mother… “Yeah.” Yeah, what? “...Affirmative.” Think Christ wants you to be like her? Christ is not like his mama! He’s the Son, not the Sister. He’s like his Father: Love
(0:15:48) - Peter, did you know your friend Paul — I mean Brady — was this screwed up? “I don’t wanna be judgmental.” (0:17:13) - Peter called radio show about forgiving.
(0:17:40) - You know him? You know his mother! (Reminiscent of Jesus: If you’ve seen me, you’ve seen the Father.) Say: I’ve become just like you.
(0:18:26) - Back to Brady. Human beings don’t forgive.
1D - Q: How to recognize God’s path for me in my life?
(0:19:13) - Where was your mind? Trying to take in, a lot of information. Repeat the Q: How do I recognize God’s path for me in my life? “Acceptance.” Jesse says, You should be asking, “Accepting what?” LOL!
(0:20:28) - Current version of myself — you been listening to Oprah?
(0:20:45) - Another lady says: You’ll recognize it. Jesse says: You should be saying, No, it didn’t make sense. Spoke from the heart. Or did it just feel good?
(0:21:53) - Another young lady, Step one, do what Jesse says…
(0:23:22) - That help? You been in the military or something?
(0:23:50) - Young man says surrender… Jesus will drag you…
(0:24:44) - Hake: Stay present, do what you need to do now… What if I’m afraid? How do you know it’s God? …
1E - JLP: Don’t think about “God’s path.” Devil will give ideas. Silent Prayer
(0:26:21) - Jesse, to add to what everyone has said: Don’t look for it. Then you’ll be there. Make sense? (0:26:59) - Why think about it at all? “My life will be a waste.” Devil gonna give you all kinds of ideas about God’s path.
(0:27:59) - Lady: A little shy? Come here. “No, thank you.” (0:28:56) - Still in the basement? “Middle floor.”
(0:29:16) - JLP: God is not into thinking at all. Thinking about Him is keeping you from Him. “I feel a lot of peace hearing you say that.” Silent Prayer…? Friend didn’t tell him, until the car ride here!
(0:31:03) - “Oh yeah, it’s like a body scan.” No.
02 - Daughter-Mother: Forgave: Free. Mothers play God.
(0:32:07) - Mothers… You forgave your mother? “It took the pressure off of me.”
(0:33:53) - Her mother, the pretending is over. I can care about her the way God wants.
(0:34:40) - JLP: What is it about all mothers wanna control and force…? Dolores: It was done to me, and I passed it down. We wanna be god in others’ life.
(0:36:55) - JLP: Every mother does this to her children.
(0:37:21) - I can live my life. If I turned lesbian or other — I wouldn’t worry what she thinks, it’s none of her business… She won’t accept but she won’t judge (0:38:26) - Easier to be around her. Dolores: We don’t understand we’re taking our children’s identity away from them. JLP speaks (0:39:32) - children take on false identity, nature of Satan, and don’t remember God anymore. Salvation a return to the Father. (0:40:15) - Satan tells everyone the same thing, everyone does the same thing …
03 - Took care of dying mother whom she hated
(0:40:36) - First time gal, Nicole, down the street! Black people. LOL. “Good ones.” Didn’t know she was sick. I had no choice but to forgive her — I didn’t say it. Why not? “Very good question. But I showed it…”
(0:43:22) - Taking care of the person you hate! Faking [love]! (0:44:17) - No ego in love. … Son keeping me grounded
(0:45:49) - Son asks a question that Jesse answers… Forgiving someone who’s dead
3B - Son forgave her. She was “very confused.”
(0:47:21) - Son forgave mother after forgiving father. “It was funny.” Not to her! Father has other children too.
(0:48:50) … Initially afraid to go to her. I told her you were the parent — you were supposed to take care of me! None of us chose to be here. She was “confused.”
(0:51:22) - Mother: “I was very confused.”
04 - Love but not like? Judging “annoying” teen: LOVES rock
(0:52:56) - Q… There’s no such thing as like. “I love my son, but… sometimes he’ll say something annoying.” He loves Rock… Why doesn’t EVERYBODY love rock-n-roll, I don’t get it! Can I buy a BB gun? Calls me every day. “I don’t want him to be too focused on it.” Jesse explains he’s a teenager… (0:55:12) It’s only when we get closer to DEATH. … Stop judging your son.
4B - “I judge constantly” like a woman. Is it wrong or right to judge?
(0:56:34) - I judge every day, All the time, constantly! Stop being like a woman. Why don’t you stop? “I think I have” forgiven my mother. She was from Mexico,
(0:58:01) - JLP — CALM DOWN. Whew. You forgive her by forgiving yourself (I think Jesse may have said)... Is it wrong or right to judge?
(0:59:09) - What I recommend… What self are you judging? Who are you, that you’re judging? You are your intentions?
(1:00:48) - I’m not violent now? There are times when it’s really close. At 19 I’m in the system — I don’t want it to come come to that.
(1:02:21) - If I die, do I go to hell? You’re in hell now. You’ll stay. Good intentions is the road to hell! (1:03:51) - I wanna die physically…
(1:04:00) - JLP: When you stop being angry, giving in to the demons, you are in heaven — right now. Paradise. Stop calling it you.
(1:04:47) - If I die right now? “Don’t die in the building!” LOL… Don’t think that way at all. The Devil has you thinking about that. Not of God, not of you. Stop calling those thoughts yours.
(1:06:00) - Raymond: He’s still addicted to his ego: Better for him to stop… watch himself in the moment, be still and know. JLP agrees: Stop thinking about death and all that.
05 - Notice evil spirits controlling you? BQ: Mad, Disagree?
* 📖 NOT Biblical Question, but mentioned last Sunday: Are you aware that there are evil spirits controlling how you think, feel, and act?
(1:06:47) - Have you noticed: Man flew out… I shot a guy trying to rush and crowd a look of evil. Wow, I’m evil. Showcase personality … Laughed to myself. Perfect example.
(1:08:22) - Another man: “Before I forgave…”
(1:09:27) - Last night, these two, sycophants for this girl Rei (Ray) — you’d think she invented singing! Raya? Rheye? Rhy? …
(1:10:13) - Mimi on BQ… (1:12:09) Why not stop now? 850K, 489M, 697T, more than we gave Iran.
* 📖 Biblical Question: Do you ever get mad at anyone who disagrees with you? Why or why not?
5B - Adam Khan on TFS interview: So condescending, insulting!
(1:15:05) - Had to force herself to watch Adam Khan (sp) — this pretentiousness in that exchange — he was insulting you so many times, I was getting insulted for you. I told myself: MIMI, stop!
(1:17:35) - JLP: God will protect you from evil — to where you don’t even know evil is attacking. … “He was composed… saying the most condescending things.” God loves you. Evil is weak, it has no power. (1:18:40) If you think there is a you…
* LINKS: TFS YouTube: DEBATE! Progressive Debater Adam Khan Joins Jesse Lee Peterson! (Ep. 451) — ALSO on TFS Rumble
(1:22:24) - … It’s your thing, do what you wanna do.
(1:23:42) - That other radio guy from Vegas (Brian Shapiro) — he didn’t touch me. Mimi: That smiling, very nice, composed, little jabs… (1:24:32) - JLP: stop thinking about you. Be a daughter of God. They’ll hate what they see but not know why.
(1:26:02) - Alone or with a crowd… You’ll always be one.
(1:26:32) - Man: When I finally forgave my mother, 7-8 years ago — I wasn’t just resenting her, but the woman who gave birth to her, all mothers, all women! It’s like I resented God. It followed me 30 more years, grew, grew, grew. You don’t realize how deep it is, how far you’ve fallen. Continuing to do the Silent Prayer, and engage — or disengage.
06 - Forgave nosy mother: “She tried to keep me a child.”
(1:27:55) - Man forgave mother, a Christian woman — oh, God! — on Friday. “She took it well.” Took me a while — “She was a sweet mom.” He told her: She tried to keep me a child.” (THIS MIGHT GO WELL ALONG WITH DOLORES & DAUGHTER CLIP… MAYBE) I went to her for the things I couldn’t go to him with — I think she liked it. “She loved it,” says Jesse: Mothers LOVE turning children away from fathers. Trying to connect with father.
(1:30:21) - She’ll pause the show trying to listen to what we’re saying — she’ll walk right in and sit down! “Who invited you,” I’d think — but just accept it. “I got no privacy with my father.” Oh, I hate her for this.
(1:31:18) - Had to hold his hand out 🤚….
(1:32:16) - I’m more afraid of forgiving him — he will cry. Resented him for not being the man I wanted him to be. “Why not have a wait and see? … If he does, that’s still on him.” That was all I had for one day.
(1:32:57) - JLP: Tell mother to go back to her room!
6B - Hobbies? Anything that makes you feel good, don’t do it. Gym thrills.
(1:33:59) - I’m divorced. Daughter half the time. Occupying my time. 8yo. Time alone, searching for things or people, hobbies I enjoy. Why am I doing this? Evil?
(1:35:11) - JLP: Anything that makes you feel good, don’t do it. Then one day you can pick it up and feel nothing about it — you won’t use it to escape. It’s about the feeling, not the activity. Go because you wanna go — don’t get a thrill. Go, appreciate going, and go your way. Watch thrills. All thrills are from evil. Glory from Satan.
Helps clear mind and anxiety (1:37:18) - You should always have a clear mind! Be aware of it. DOn’t try to change it on your own. Notice, but do nothing bout it.
07 - BQ: Disagree? When do thoughts stop? Don’t ask. Watch.
(1:38:56) - Back to BQ with another man: Wife? Don’t get mad? How’d you overcome that? “It took time!”
* 📖 Biblical Question: Do you ever get mad at anyone who disagrees with you? Why or why not?
I still have thoughts, says the man — a thought of, Punch him in the face. WHere’d that come from? When does that stop? (1:40:36) - Never ask again. Just watch it.
JLP monologue: It’s just a thought.
(1:43:45) The Devil gives gifts too. Husband. Wife. Stop wanting for anything. God will take care of you. You’ve been trained to want things.
(1:45:35) Back to the man with thoughts and emotions and awareness and BQ when someone disagrees — I’m not entertaining it. Try to catch them before they fall into emotions. Start catching the first thought.
08 - BQ: Energy from anger vs energy from God
(1:47:00) - Kurt on BQ: I want them to agree with me. Devil, huh? Why don’t you drop it? (1:48:31) - It gives me energy. I can’t imagine having energy if I dropped it. The mind has no relationship with God at all. (1:49:46) - I can tell it’s a spirit… How does it happen?
(1:52:15) Mimi…
09 - JLP: Holy Spirit vs Satan’s voice.
(1:54:18) - JLP: God has nothing to do with religion. Holy Spirit. (1:56:03) - Remember this: It’s just a thought! 3X, 4X…
(1:56:31) - I share car with friend — mechanic will say there’s something wrong with the car!
(1:57:33) - Last word from a young lady: What’d you get from this today? I’m more in-tune with Satan than I thought. How much I judge, believing Satan, instead of “surrendering” — was in a funk last week after Church, not wanting to listen to boyfriend.
(1:58:56) - JLP: the voice of Satan sounds like yours. Are you out of your funk? “I think I see it more.” (2:00:12) - We call it a hobby, get a hobby — “Nuh-uh!” More on hobby thrills.
9B - Black women dating white men; Tell grandma I love her
(2:00:42) - You black, he’s white… black women beat up white men like a trash can! She’s working on herself. I’d feel so bad for you! White men catch HECK from black women!
(2:01:25) - I lost my partner in January — boyfriend, mixed, identified as more than one race. Interracial marriages in my family — I don’t know behind closed doors. BELIEVE ME!
(2:03:21) - Tell your grandma I said, I love her, and happy Mother’s Day! I’ll marry her. Second person! 80-something
10 - Again: It’s just a thought. New BQ. Closing
(2:03:56) - It’s just a thought.
(2:04:42) - New BQ, Closing
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Have you ever been angry at your mother for the way she treated your father?
REMINDERS / Assignments…
* 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
* 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
* Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
* Be a thought watcher. (JLP Mon 4-20-26)
* Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
* Don’t think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
* Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
* Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
* Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, May 3, 2026
📖 Biblical Question: Where are you seeking to exert yourself? (Two cents on JLP Mon 5-4-26)
📖 NEW* Biblical Question: Are you aware that there are evil spirits controlling how you think, feel, and act?
📖 *NEWER Biblical Question (after Church): Do you ever get mad at anyone who disagrees with you? Why or why not?
🗓️ Men’s Forum first Thur, May 7th, 2026, 7pm at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events
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TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:02:16) - 01 - ‘N-word’: Subject to words, name-calling
* (0:10:45) - 02 - Tell ‘Judas’ to do it; Thoughts get busy!
* (0:21:04) - 03 - People mad you’re not! Love is absence of ego
* (0:27:30) - 04 - Men stay away. Thoughts are darkness: Walking dead
* (0:36:32) - 05 - Doing ‘good’ things to show ‘love’? Make people feel good
* (0:43:28) - 5B - Picking up trash for Earth
* (0:45:28) - 06 - She ‘helps’ siblings; Puppy eyes to beta ‘husband’?
* (0:56:52) - 6B - Want for nothing; Be happy with cornbread and water
* (1:04:50) - 07 - Become a whole person? Feedback
* (1:07:41) - 7B - JLP: We are one: Every human being is the same
* (1:13:57) - 7C - Picking up trash, all ego; Shopping cart return
* (1:17:06) - 08 - Guilt, family reunion; How to overcome the Devil, the ego
* (1:21:28) - 8B - Strayed; coming back
* (1:25:59) - 8C - Sugar’s boy; Raymond; JLP: You should want to seek God
* (1:30:45) - 8D - Flat Earther?! Clean communities; Work identity; BQ
* (1:41:40) - 09 - She had 3 husbands! Drop anger, the Devil: Forgive mother
* (1:46:34) - 9B - Daughter, 8, bites nails… Did this help?
* (1:50:25) - 9C - Do you love your husband? Love yourself? Let anger go?
* (1:52:53) - 10 - JLP: Don’t let the Devil take the truth away from you
* (1:56:05) - 10B - New BQ, Closing
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CHURCH NOTES 5/3/26
📖 Biblical Question: Where are you seeking to exert yourself?
📖 NEW Biblical Question*: Are you aware that there are evil spirits controlling how you think, feel, and act?
*📖 NEWER Biblical Question (after Church): Do you ever get mad at anyone who disagrees with you? Why or why not?
🗓️ Men’s Forum first Thurs, May 7th, 2026, 7pm at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events
00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
(0:00:00) Start (0:01:08) Intro (0:01:21) Welcome
(0:01:43) Lot to say…
01 - Overreaction to a word! “N-word,” subject to words
(0:02:16) - Hake Report about the N-word
(0:03:01) Nicaragua … Hake explains a little
1B - Big head; Cleft lip; Girls; Name-calling
(0:07:49) - I was proud of my big head like my daddy
(0:08:41) - I didn’t want a fat gf — but a thin one
(0:09:27) - Ever been called the N-word? Rochelle called her it! I call myself it too
(0:10:30) - JLP: Overcome words — Big Ego if so…
02 - Tell ‘Judas’ to do what she gotta do; Thoughts get busy!
(0:10:45) - Young lady so scared, she trembled… (0:11:54) How do I deal with this family member? As Jesus did: Tell Judas to do what he had to do. Know that story?
(0:12:38) - Jim in Alaska’s wife: Tell them who Judas was… Disciple who betrayed him…
(0:13:09) - JLP: Jesus knew Judas was gonna do it — bumping fists and everything, having dinner. Go do it now. (0:13:53) - Emergency! Emergency! Thoughts made her think there was something there to protect! (0:14:53) - Shaking in your boots, go if you want — but don’t not go because of that. She could barely breathe on the way… Every eye that looked at her, she assumed they were thinking it. She bore it anyway, had a good time. No one asked or brought it up! Finally, she was asked, but it was empty words with no meaning.
(0:16:24) - Finally she realized it was just words to her.
2B - JLP: Light is everything; Thoughts: suicide,
(0:18:36) - Light is everything; Love is something else. What it will do to help you. There’s no you to be afraid of anything. (0:19:12) - JLP: Now I know why people commit suicide when things happen.
(0:19:58) - Everything they were thinking about the “N-word” was inside them…
(0:20:37) What else? (0:20:51) Assassination attempt was last Saturday… We talked about it last Sunday…
03 - People mad that you’re not mad at whom they’re mad at
(0:21:04) - Why still support Trump? I told this tall guy… “If I was a black person, I would beat your a—!” I said now you’re acting like a black person! WHy you acting like that?
(0:22:36) - Alex: Man cut my hair — he charged me again after he fixed it, and cut it more — and I got mad. Buddy didn’t get as mad as me, and told me to let it go. And I got mad at him.
(0:23:17) - JLP: Let’s say you get mad at your husband… (0:24:18) - “Epstein!” How you gonna tell me what I should be mad at!
(0:24:40) - Wow! That’s my cousin!
3B - Love the absence of the ego
(0:25:05) - Love is the absence of the ego. When you don’t have ego… all powerful… You’ve got to die in order to live … Anyone with ego is of their father the Devil!
(0:26:41) - Devil treats everyone the same way! Everywhere, Ooh, you want rice? All born of the woman must be born of the father.
04 - Men stay away from wives. Thoughts are darkness: Walking dead
(0:27:30) - Daniel: My whole life I never agreed with my mother. Grandmother raised me while parents worked. Grandfather stayed away. (All men stay at work; their kids suffer, though!) Daniel continues: Mother listens to preachers, priests… (0:28:43) - If you gotta be a Mexican, it’s best to be a white one.
(0:29:16) - Jim is anxious to get home. Does she obey you? Wife: I understand what it really means — not what I originally thought it meant. I understand women anyway.
4B - Positive thoughts are darkness, a segue
(0:30:25) - She asks… Positive thoughts is where the darkness is — good, happy stuff sucks me back into the negative thoughts, like a segway (sp) maybe segue (yeah, segue).
(0:31:41) - In God, in Truth, there is no thinking … She’d think it’s what she had to do.
(0:33:02) - The light is everything. Walking dead. (0:33:34) No, they are the walking dead
4C - Practical thinking and No thinking: Only two worlds
(0:34:26) - Two worlds only: (1) No thinking, and (2) practical thinking. (0:35:08) - Practical thinking …
(0:36:06) - JLP: Good both working on yourselves, Jim and wife…
05 - Doing ‘good’ things to show ‘love’? Make people feel good
(0:36:32) - No free will, Jesse asserts with someone… (0:37:27) - Crying in appreciation (0:37:51) - Lying? Appreciation tears, let it come and go. (0:38:09) - Good things he does. Why do you call them good? Make someone else feel good? “It’s love.” What love?
(0:39:01) - One gal’s grandma: Make you feel good. To make others feel happy, you’re happy! That’s a good thing!
(0:39:46) - Daniel: Doing good for people, that’s passing on love… “Recently, my cousin, he asked me for gas money.” Oh, you feel good about it! You the sucka! “If they pay back, I’m not AS dumb…”
(0:41:38) - Boy, 9, says: The other person you’re helping feel happy and want to make others happy.
(0:42:10) - Alexis — it’s nice, but fleeting
5B - Picking up trash for Earth
(0:43:28) - I tear up when I see the Lord working through me … The Earth likes it. We’re cells of the Earth, trying to clean up what we live on … JLP: picking up other people’s trash! I’m gonna and you to my neighbor! (0:44:38) - Pick up dogs’ stuff… (0:45:13) - Nice to see there’s no more trash….
06 - She helps siblings; Puppy eyes to beta ‘husband’?
(0:45:28) - The granddaughter: We wanna help others to feel a way, or feel in control. I’m quick to help my siblings — maybe I’m the fool too. I’m not anymore. Not truly helping them — doing a disservice. (0:46:40) … I feel I owe them…
(0:47:56) - What do you tell your husband to STOP — I probably just give him puppy eyes… He gives up. What a beta, huh? “I don’t think he’s betaaaa.” (0:49:01) If he’s not alpha, heeee’s… “Beta.” (0:49:51) - Why don’t you listen when he says not to help them… Man says: “Guilt.” Yeah! “Probably guilt and shame…”
6A - Won’t obey him! Still gonna marry her?! Not gonna change!
(0:51:26) - If you loved what’s right… Forgiven mother? … He’s not my husband YET! … Why you looking right at him? (0:52:11) - Like those white women…
(0:53:19) - You still gonna marry her? “I don’t think it happens very often.” She says, “I’m very independent, in charge of my family.”
(0:54:09) - She’s NOT gonna change! What’s happening now, is not gonna happen. (0:54:47) - Why don’t you let God change you NOW? “I fall asleep a lot when I’m busy.” Why do you fall asleep so much? Catch myself and slow down more. Not praying. He is. You about to marry the Devil! (0:55:48) - Put the marriage off for 20 years or so.
6B - Want for nothing; Wife killed husband; Be happy with cornbread and water
(0:56:52) - Any questions? Not wanting anything… Shall not want… (0:58:14) …
(1:00:00) JLP story of a woman who killed her rich husband whose mother, he finally told her, controlled his inheritance.
(1:01:37) Be happy with cornbread and water
(1:02:06) - Do you obey your husband? “I try.” Repeated… “getting much better.” Do… you… obey… your husband? “I would say now.” … That was the devil in your mother that was painful… (1:04:30) We do the best we can. Right on, Don! Don’s wife talking, apparently.
07 - Become a whole person? Everyone is the same, by God
(1:04:50) - Become a whole person: Heard that? Adriana answers — you’re not thinking, present with mind and body. Why is that necessary? “Not where we’re at — where we are.”
(1:06:10) - To be present, says Randy. Wife wanna add to it…
(1:07:19) - My daughter if I had one … Not to compare or judge others.
7B - JLP: Every human being is the same
(1:07:41) - What I didn’t know about being whole — Every human being is the same. I did not know that! We do have different talents, but I always thought we were different. (1:08:58) - I couldn’t see because I was into thoughts. If someone offended me, I thought they were a nasty person — I didn’t know they didn’t know what they were doing, that something else, another spirit, makes us think and feel whatever it wants us to think and feel.
We’re all created by God. (1:09:55) Sons and daughters of God, nothing but love — but look how we treat each other! …
(1:10:47) - In thoughts, we’re divided, becoming another person, evil, wicked, no love, thinking you’re better or worse than someone else. (1:11:42) - JLP: Because we are one, how we treat others, we’re doing to ourselves.
7C - Picking up trash, all ego; Shopping cart non-return judgment
(1:13:57) - Picking up trash, if you feel one thing about it — it’s all ego. Die from the ego. If they don’t ask for help, don’t help them… Cancer … fundraisers… (1:15:24) - I didn’t know we are one! All the same.
(1:15:36) - Man had retail spots, picking up trash every time, judging myself when I didn’t do it, and judging others when they didn’t do it — I’d yell at people for throwing trash on the ground. (1:16:18) - Goes back to the shopping cart… JLP goes on it too — y’all take ‘em back! What da!
08 - Guilt, family reunion; How to overcome the Devil, the ego
(1:17:06) - Man opening his eyes, forgave mom — feels he should forgive his siblings for things he’s done to them, take that guilt off his heart…
(1:18:05) - If you want to go, go. But not out of obligation or guilt. “I know I’m gonna get a lot of hell… from dad, siblings… they know I’m trying to be different.”
(1:18:59) - You test the ego by not listening to it — don’t go into the fire…
(1:21:08) - Be aware of the thoughts, but do NOTHING.
8B - Strayed; coming back
(1:21:28) - I was probably stretching, says a young lady. Where you been? Idaho 4 weeks? Working Sundays. (1:23:04) - JLP… No, you love your hell! “I didn’t see it until I had that time by myself… kinda sad… strayed away, then came running back to God, b/c there’s no other way.” (1:24:27) - JLP: Best not to start if you’re not willing to endure to the end. … (1:25:02) - JLP: The thought of “I made it” is a lie from Satan. There’s no where to go.
(1:25:19) - Hake asks Maria’s question
8C - Sugar’s boy; Raymond; JLP: You should want to seek God
(1:25:59) - Don is Sugar’s boy; she has a sister named Sweet. Their mom Uda (sp). Don’t be laughing at my folks!
(1:26:57) - Raymond: Price of true freedom …
(1:27:39) - JLP: You should want to seek God — not because …
(1:28:13) - Don’s wife: Dad died when I was 2 … I’m getting better at praying, letting things go, and being present. I see the shift. Praise the Lord.
8D - You a Flat Earther?!
(1:30:45) - Man: Pay attention, if your ego’s involved… “Clean up the Earth…” (1:31:30) - Are you a flat earther or something? “Yeah.” I’m not judging you! Where in the Bible does it say the Earth is flat?
8E - Let people suffer
(1:33:15) - Love is letting people suffer …
8F - Keep community clean; Round earth
(1:34:09) - Daniel: Why you think white communities are so clean? “I’m not considered white.” And don’t forget it! 60-percent southern European, 30-percent indigenous…
(1:35:28) - Jim in Alaska: Totally round… Neil deGrasse Tyson: two dimes above globe
(1:36:10) - Be conscious.
8G - Laid off: Let go of ‘work’ identity. No other God.
(1:36:43) - Randy: Update, being laid off took a toll; I got sick. Another identity of “work,” dying.
(1:38:14) - JLP: No other god before God … die from ego, and be healed.
8H - Loving hell, BQ answer
(1:38:55) - Loving my hell, asks Andrew: Nothing I can do…
(1:40:53) - Andrew on BQ 📖 Biblical Question: Where are you seeking to exert yourself?
09 - She had 3 husbands! Drop anger, the Devil…
(1:41:40) - The grandma been all over the place … I had 3 husbands (1:42:22) - Never gonna get married again? Life is good? Dropped your anger? … “no… You gonna always be angry… Maybe God was lyin’ a little bit.” How old are you? Oh yeah, 80-something …
(1:46:13) - Don’t need another BF…
9B - Daughter, 8, bites nails… Did this help?
(1:46:34) - Daughter bites nails, age 8 — drop anger, forgive mother —
(1:47:31) - Randy: Ask what’s on your mind? Children do it to cope. Call it out, don’t make it a big deal. Keep it simple. Don’t say, Oh, your hands are nasty.
(1:48:12) - Did this help? Alex: Everyone dealing with the same thing.
(1:48:30) - First time… (1:49:24) - Don says challenges never stop coming — but we’ll have a different relationship with how we address it. (1:49:53) - JLP: As we overcome thoughts, they won’t be challenges. You’ll deal with it without being affected inwardly about it.
9C - Do you love your husband? Love yourself? Let anger go?
(1:50:25) - You love your husband? You took too long to say… Do you love yourself? … Why you have to think about it? There’s a real love? (1:51:19) - You let anger go? Why not?
10 - JLP: Don’t let the Devil take the truth away from you
(1:52:53) - What you’ve heard is the truth … Don’t let the Devil take the truth away from you – don’t let other people do it! The lie does not want you to know the truth… It wasn’t my truth — it was God’s truth. God is the Truth.
10B - New BQ, Closing
(1:56:16) - New BQ 📖 NEW Biblical Question: Are you aware that there are evil spirits controlling how you think, feel, and act?
🗓️ Men’s Forum first Thurs, May 7th, 2026, 7pm at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events
REMINDERS / Assignments…
* 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
* 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
* Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
* Be a thought watcher. (JLP Mon 4-20-26)
* Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
* Don’t think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
* Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
* Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
* Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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Being used vs being a doormat. How do you stay present? BQ: Do you have humility? What is it? Assignment: Be a thought watcher.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, April 26, 2026
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Where are you seeking to exert yourself?
|| See clips, links, and notes below.
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:02:13) - 01 - Raymond as tenants’ chauffeur
* (0:06:41) - 1B - Being used vs being a ‘doormat’ the right way
* (0:12:32) - 02 - 🧠 Alzheimer’s: Showcase personality gone: Jesse’s dad story
* (0:15:22) - 03 - Sleepwalking? Daughter out-of-wedlock: Doesn’t have a chance…?
* (0:20:07) - 3B - Trouble forgiving chaotic parents…
* (0:24:04) - 3C - 🤔 How to stay present?
* (0:30:16) - 3D - Other man: Forgive controlling mama, you just like her!
* (0:36:14) - 3E - More: How do you stay present?
* (0:40:11) - 3F - JLP: Seeing thoughts, you’re separated; Let go, don’t lock in
* (0:46:10) - 04 - Escaping? Don’t vacation if you’re stressed.
* (0:49:19) - 4B - Taking photos: Living in the past? Ego?
* (0:51:33) - 4C - Perfect peace? Am I content, or lazy? Don’t compare…
* (0:56:49) - 4D - Feel guilty not writing nephew; Silent Prayer?
* (1:02:47) - 4E - Wife wants to obey, but you won’t lead. Pray.
* (1:07:10) - 05 - Manifesting? Forgive: No expectation. “Teaching” daughter
* (1:09:45) - 06 - Another attempt on Trump! Y’all didn’t know?
* (1:11:16) - 07 - Forgetting the truth? Knowing, not thinking
* (1:16:01) - 08 - 📖 BQ: Do you have humility? What is it?
* (1:24:15) - 8B - Shy lady; Humility? Broke up a fight: “I don’t think I’m a hero.”
* (1:32:06) - 8C - JLP on BQ: Humility is: “I give up.”
* (1:35:04) - 09 - Assignment: Be a thought watcher
* (1:39:29) - 9B - Worried after fight: Insane, not practical!
* (1:42:56) - 9C - JLP on The Fallen State (Ep 450): No “me” to save!
* (1:50:50) - 9D - JLP: God loves us, but we identify with the wrong self
* (1:54:25) - 9E - Son’s baseball coach confrontation
* (1:55:58) - 9F - False personality switch … talking with a boy
* (2:00:34) - 10 - New BQ: Where do you seek to exert yourself? Closing…
CLIPS
01 - Do Not Give as the World Gives: Ego and Being Used for Weakness (9-min) - Rumble - YouTube (SHORT)
08 - What Humility Is (15-min) - Rumble - YouTube (SHORT)
09 - There Is No ‘Me’ to Save from Embarrassment! (19-min) - Rumble - YouTube (SHORT)
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LINKS
🗒️ BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/do-you-have-humility-church-42626
🎧 PODCAST / Substack - https://rebuildingtheman.substack.com/p/do-you-have-humility-what-is-it-church
VIDEO - YouTube - Rumble - Pilled - FB - X Live - BitChute - Odysee
PODCAST - Apple - Spotify - Podcast Addict - Castbox - Substack (RSS)
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11 AM PT (1 PM CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church/
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact/
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📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
CHURCH NOTES 4/26/26
📖 Biblical Question: Do you have humility? What is it?
📝 Assignment: Be a thought watcher. (assigned on JLP Mon 4-20-26)
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Where are you seeking to exert yourself?
00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
(0:00:00) - Start (0:01:38) Intro
(0:02:04) Any questions?
01 - Raymond as tenants’ chauffeur
(0:02:13) - Raymond drives tenants’ kids around.
(0:04:42) Stop now. You’re not responsible. (0:05:49) Just ask Michael Jackson.
1B - Being used vs being a ‘doormat’ the right way
(0:06:41) - The difference between being used and being a doormat… Alms… (0:08:03) They see Raymond’s weakness and are taking advantage of him.
(0:08:34) And your arms are too short to box with God. (funny) Alms? Ohm?
(0:10:14) Don’t do good deeds as the world does.
(0:10:45) - Friend called JLP show, alcoholic friends using her.
(0:12:08) - JLP: Overcome the world
02 - Alzheimer’s: Showcase personality disappears: Jesse’s dad story
(0:12:32) - Question…
(0:13:17) - JLP: Senile people with Alzheimer’s get violent — the real person shows up, because they have no restraints. In our ego nature, we try to hide it and put on a showcase personality.
(0:14:15) - My father was a MESS! He thought his wife was stealing from him.
03 - Sleepwalking? Daughter out-of-wedlock: Doesn’t have a chance…?
(0:15:22) - Mario from Chino. Prison? He grew up on a plantation in Mexico — brother sleepwalked, and would drive! A trauma to him as a kid, he’d follow him around the farm. He was 3, and the brother was 6, and would wake up.
(0:17:20) - 8yo daughter out-of-wedlock … Love your sense of humor…
(0:18:14) - JLP: She doesn’t have a chance… maybe a little chance. If you love God…
(0:19:21) - Kids cannot handle evil at all. … Am I doing too much sharing your teachings? Be a living example.
3B - Trouble forgiving chaotic parents…
(0:20:07) - Tried forgiving mother and father a month ago — his dad isn’t into releasing his anger. He’s done it three times. He carried a lot of anger as a kid — mother left… Dad a drunk, met him at 8, mistreated us badly. It was chaotic. Sat them both down — I practiced it. (0:22:03) - Dad asked why I’m staying away from the family. Always drinking, gossip.
3C - How to stay present?
(0:24:04) - Dolores: Not your thoughts; you’re not observing them. How do I observe a thought?
(0:25:31) - How do I get into the present? Do I lock into my heartbeat? Jesse jokes that means you’re dying. Dolores…
(0:27:01) - I can stay present at a creek, but walking through hell, so many distractions!
(0:27:31) - Vanessa’s husband has trouble staying present himself… JLP: Your wife still beat you up? Is it OK to go for a rest, or is that avoidance?
(0:28:17) - Adriana answers.
(0:29:42) - When he plays drums…
3D - Other man: Forgive controlling mama, you just like her!
(0:30:16) - Another man in a black shirt… JLP: he knows thaaat! But howww? (0:31:20) - Forgiven? Yes! Did you go and tell her? “Internally…” can’t get angry at society if you don’t have it. (0:32:45) Was she perfect? What’d she do to irritate you? Bossy, controlling, cleaning up my room without my permission… “I can feel it now,” Jesse says. (0:33:51) - Dad wouldn’t help him deal with her? He’d take me away under his wing…
You just like your mama! “Funny you say that” — his buddy told him that, and he got “very angry”!
(0:34:59) - Agree mother has evil tendencies sometimes. Forgive father, a beta, not protecting her. Didn’t know how to deal with her. They’re friends now…
(0:35:54) - Black people don’t like that — don’t play the dozens!
3E - More: How do you stay present?
(0:36:14) - Franky speaks: Being still… how do you stay present? … Nick weighs in (sorry for the Spanish cussing!)
(0:38:15) - I am not me…
(0:38:52) - Eric: You’re being distracted from your inner demons while playing drums or by the creek… Keep sticking with it, let them go crazy….
(0:39:43) - Lady in white: I’m just enjoying! Having fun off others’ pain? Don’t wanna help your brother?
3F - JLP: Seeing thoughts, you’re separated; Let go, don’t lock
(0:40:11) - JLP: Here’s how you do it… If you weren’t separated from them, you couldn’t see them. Man: Oh, that’s easy! … The power of Truth, God, is doing it for you. DOn’t call them you.
(0:42:08) - It seems so abstract… JLP: the more you do it, the easier it gets… (0:42:41) - I was trying to force it.
(0:43:05) - I wake up sweating 3am… Don’t make that a big deal either.
(0:43:38) - Forgiving parents, you’re done. Satan got you and telling you you haven’t.
(0:44:40) - JLP: Know where you are and what you’re doing.
(0:45:02) - Bad to listen to you on my headphones all day? 4-6 hours at work… Thank you — I’m so happy I’m here…
(0:45:33) - JLP: No obligation to family at all. Only go if YOU want to…
04 - Escaping? Don’t vacation if you’re stressed.
(0:46:10) - Vanessa’s husband: Vacation, travel, is it escaping? Vacation is stressful, worried about schedule, what you’ll eat…
(0:47:24) - JLP: Never go on vacation if you’re stressed in life already. It’s adding to the stress. They’re just adding to the stress. Be at peace where you are and what you’re doing — no different vacation vs work vs washing dishes… Divided. If you’re already at peace…
(0:48:31) - Jesus had a hootenanny of a time at a weeding. The world could not corrupt him because he was one, a whole person. God has fun. Supposed to have fun — at all times. Overcome stress by overcoming evil.
4B - Taking photos: Living in the past? Ego?
(0:49:19) - Is taking pictures evil, living in the past? Epstein joke… When you’re doing it for ego, to get a sense of peace, happiness, pride… God gave you the mind and talent to take pictures, photography.
(0:50:55) - Not taking glory for it, knowing talent came from God… “Waitin’ on God” Hass/Hassan reference
4C - Perfect peace? Content or lazy? Don’t compare or be ambitious.
(0:51:33) - Do you have perfect peace? Stressed over money, etc. Struggling to know the balance of being just content — but not being lazy or unambitious… Am I scared to get a new job, make more money?
(0:53:03) - Are you hungry? No. You’re content! The things of the earth are made for us, but not for an ego gratification. Be grateful in a big or little house, from the Father. He doesn’t care — as long as you are one with Him, you’re fine. Clear? Yes, but…
(0:54:50) - Sugar water, mmm… like a steak meal… Understand that? (laughter) Best friend in high school, like rich, didn’t have to go to the cotton field or anything! Not comparing y
(0:56:08) - JLP: Never, ever, ever be ambitious. DANGEROUS
4D - Feel guilty not writing nephew. Silent Prayer?
(0:56:49) - Q: Nephew in basic training for the army. I haven’t written him…. Leave him alone? Feel guilty… Why? (0:57:57) - JLP: He won’t give two cents about your letter! Taught wrong! (Something like, Overcome the world)
(0:59:03) - Forgave mother, father. Silent Prayer? No. Haven’t been… What’s wrong with you?
He and his wife read the Bible and do a silent prayer of sorts…
(1:01:02) - So good, huh? What do you think him getting yelled at? Why don’t you do it God’s way? We’ve all been trained.
4E - Wife wants to obey, but you won’t lead
(1:02:47) - You don’t rule over her? Vanessa… She’s gotten better… Obey you now? “More so…”
(1:04:07) She wants to obey, but you won’t present yourself to be obeyed.
(1:04:43) - Mother doesn’t control you anymore?
05 - Manifesting? Forgive. Have no expectation. Teaching daughter
(1:07:10) - Do you believe in manifestation? Power of love… JLP: You’ll speak life into your life, not death. You’ll have what you want, so no need for positive stuff… (1:07:56) - Gonna forgive mother today.
(1:08:28) - Have no expectation…
(1:08:48) - Man speaks on elements… Teach your daughter not to be angry… You want her to discover as she gets older — if you teach her, she’ll know it intellectually, but not be able to live it.
06 - Another attempt on Trump! Y’all didn’t know?
(1:09:45) - Do y’all know there was an attempt on the President’s life? The world ain’t safe no more… You don’t love the president?
07 - Forgetting the truth? Knowing, not thinking
(1:11:16) - Dolores … JLP… (1:13:26) Going to the gym example: Nothing talk you out of it. Knowing the truth is different in that, you and God are one, and you live it without thinking. Knowing the truth is no thinking. Separated from God when thinking about the truth. (1:14:41) - Don’t resent knowing the false nature…
(1:15:20) - Not a lot to say when not talking about self. Few words.
08 - BQ: Do you have humility? What is it?
(1:16:01) - Southern gal, awkward silence. Doin’ OK, not fine? BQ? Do we have humility…
📖 Biblical Question: Do you have humility? What is it?
(1:17:36) - I probably won’t apologize for giving it back to my coworker or boss or whatever who has an attitude… If I find out something happened to her… I have no humility. JLP: Gonna judge the angry boss (1:18:14) Amazin, huh?
(1:18:30) - Adriana: No one can answer that question. Why are you answering for other people?
(1:20:07) - Waitin’ on God, do you wanna answer? Hassan: No. What is it? Fake social norm… song appreciation example… make you feel better about yourself.
(1:21:43) - Vanessa (1:23:01) - Franky (1:23:16) - Armenian-sounding lady
8B - Shy lady; Humility? Broke up a fight: “I don’t think I’m a hero.”
(1:24:15) - You gonna participate or else! The shy lady… Maybe not always… (1:24:58) - Mother’s dead. Father lost long time ago — he was far away from me, my parents. What do you think? Helpful? I’m shy … Where’s your humility?
(1:25:54) - Raymond: No. (1:26:16) - I think so, says Daniel: Lack of pride. Do you love them? Just not the way they are. Prideful? On Tuesday in West L.A. near police station. Blue-haired guy beating on his gf … he and a black guy intervened, called 911, got frustrated with all the description questions… I don’t feel like I’m a hero…. I’m probably on the internet. (1:30:47) Don’t tell anymore! You’re a hero!
(1:31:02) - … Sam
8C - JLP on BQ: Humility is: “I give up.”
(1:32:06) - JLP: Humility is… “I give up” to God. Stop trying to change anything about yourself. Let it happen.
(1:34:23) - Man’s question: What do you do if you love what you hate?
09 - Assignment: Be a thought watcher
(1:35:04) - Assignment? Did you thought-watch? Amazing, says “my daughter if I had one,” Jesse has called her in the past. Alyssa (sp)
(1:36:15) - Raymond: Silent Prayer helps me see my thoughts, not reacting to them… Those thoughts didn’t matter anymore.
(1:36:46) - Dolores: Thoughts trying to make me go crazy.
(1:37:33) Hake didn’t…
(1:38:03) Nick did…
(1:38:29) - Lady: A lot of hot moments, “my ears”
9B - Worried after fight breakup: Insane, not practical!
(1:39:29) - Daniel: Worrying all week after incident… What if these detectives come to my house? (1:40:51) - A worry thought is not a practical thought!
9C - JLP on The Fallen State: No “me” to save!
(1:42:56) - The Fallen State episode with Brian Shapiro — The Fallen State: “HEATED DEBATE! 🤬 Brian Shapiro Joins Jesse Lee Peterson! (Ep. 450)” — The first thought, he’s gonna embarrass you! Fight! I let it go. I saw there’s no me to save at all… A thought that there’s someone to protect from embarrassment! What about reputation, etc. It’s just a thought! No one there to save or protect! It’s just a thought, an illusion — there’s no you! Building another false self!
(1:47:39) - Respond, Jesse advises another Armenian-sounding lady. Are you doing that? Thoughts visit you even though you don’t want them.
(1:48:30) JLP: You have nothing to lose!
(1:48:51) - Mimi, what did you think about that interview? “Hate crimes”? All crimes are hate crimes. Tell me about a love crime?
(1:50:14) - Hassan: Instant classic … MLK was a zero! Ye for President? He got ticked…
9D - JLP: God loves us, but we identify with the wrong self
(1:50:50) - JLP: God loves us, but we’re identifying with an illusion, the wrong self… The real you is perfect. Lied-to… (1:54:08) Light of the world… It’s just a thought!
9E - Son’s baseball coach confrontation
(1:54:25) - Son in baseball, not liking it, I embarrassed the coach… he confronted me at my car. The kids are just 9 years-old. No hatred. Just let him know, and he’s been better with the whole team.
9F - False personality switch … talking with a boy
(1:55:58) - JLP: Thoughts make you change your mind and act with certain personalities in different situations… Always the same with no thoughts.
(1:57:35) - Question: Will that make you identify energy from other people more accurately? … Talking with a boy
10 - New BQ, Closing…
(2:00:34) - 📖 NEW Biblical Question: Where are you seeking to exert yourself? (2:01:29) Exert means make an effort
(2:02:43) - Helpful?
REMINDERS / Assignments…
* 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
* 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
* Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
* Be a thought watcher. (JLP Mon 4-20-26)
* Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
* Don’t think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
* Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
* Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
* Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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Jason speaks: Want for nothing. BQ: Are you a messenger of love or of hate? Are you a sinner? Jesus said your sins are forgiven.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, April 19, 2026
📖 Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate?
📖 NEW BQ: Do you have humility? What is it?
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
* (0:01:47) - 01 - GUEST, Jason: Family visit got me in my imagination
* (0:12:12) - 1B - Jason: Running aware, not thinking; Walmart, trying too hard
* (0:19:10) - 1C - Feedback: The Lord is my Shepherd; Wanting from thoughts
* (0:23:26) - 1D - Jason’s story: “I’m black and I’m proud.” I thought Jesse was crazy
* (0:31:19) - 1E - Jason: No sons? Story: Backing out of a partnership
* (0:35:03) - 1F - You made all girls? Thanks, Jason! Being perfect…
* (0:37:58) - 02 - BQ: Messenger of love or hate? A Canadian and his mother
* (0:43:41) - 2B - You said you’re sorry I THOUGHT that. On her mother: Smile and nod
* (0:48:36) - 2C - Do you believe in God? Hot seat … BQ feedback…
* (0:51:04) - 03 - Messenger of hate after champagne…
* (0:54:56) - 3B - Go through hell: Paradise on the other side
* (0:57:27) - 04 - Man wants his father to love him back
* (1:01:16) - 4B - You don’t need anyone to love you. You can’t help anyone.
* (1:04:34) - 4C - 9yo son speaks
* (1:05:56) - 05 - BQ: Raymond, others: “Boring.” One more curse word?
* (1:11:09) - 06 - Q: Are you a sinner? Hassan on BQ…
* (1:17:24) - 6B - Indoctrinated to believe I’m a sinner…
* (1:22:40) - 6C - No, I’m tired of being a sinner.
* (1:27:16) - 6D - What does God say about you being a sinner?
* (1:29:33) - 6E - JLP: Told all your life you’re a sinner. Raymond
* (1:33:51) - 07 - Bible verses: Jesus said your sins are forgiven
* (1:34:48) - 7B - JLP: You’re not a sinner. God is love.
* (1:42:52) - 7C - Free pass? You call suffering “fun.” Fascinated with misery
* (1:46:42) - 7D - Ye’s concert, Jesus at the wedding: Fun as a whole person…
* (1:48:29) - 7E - …See a person by loving the person. Nice people are nasty.
* (1:56:23) - 08 - Hassan… Did Christ ever call us sinners?
* (2:03:21) - 8B - If you were never told you were a sinner, nothing to work on
* (2:04:56) - 09 - Closing… New BQ: Have humility? What is it?
CLIPS
01 - “I Shall Not Want.” Jason’s Talk 🗣️(31-mins) YouTube - Rumble
02 - Son vs Mother: You Said You’re Sorry I Feel That Way (12-min) YouTube - Rumble
See Recent and Archive clips on BOND YouTube, BitChute, Rumble — BOND: Rebuilding the Man
LINKS
🗒️ BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/messenger-love-hate-church-41926
🎧 PODCAST / Substack -
VIDEO - YouTube - Rumble - Pilled - FB - X Live - BitChute - Odysee
PODCAST - Apple - Spotify - Podcast Addict - Castbox - Substack (RSS)
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11 AM PT (1 PM CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church/
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact/
🙏 SILENT PRAYER - https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer/
📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
CHURCH NOTES 4/19/26
📖 Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate?
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Do you have humility? What is it?
00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome
(0:00:00) Start (0:01:18) Intro (0:01:34) Welcome
01 - Guest: Jason: Wanting for nothing
(0:01:47) - Guest intro: Jason (0:02:28) Jason speaks
(0:02:53) - Pull up Psalm 23… (0:03:46) recounting visiting family for Thanksgiving, seeing extravagant houses, comfort food from aunties… (0:05:09) Been away from family about 20 years — everyone happy to see me, so to speak … got full of myself, my ego … got into imagining having my own home like my cousin, not appreciating my humble abode in CA (0:06:49) Didn’t have a plan to move to Houston area, TX, but got into my thoughts, didn’t appreciate what I had. (0:07:39) Wanting for nothing, God has provided…
(0:07:54) - Bible, James 1: 2-4 … (0:09:25) That you may be perfect and entire(?) meaning whole, wanting nothing… (0:10:11) If the Lord is your shepherd, you’ll want nothing. Observe your thoughts, and don’t go with your thoughts. Want a promotion?
1B - Jason: Running aware, not thinking; Not trying too hard
(0:12:12) - Running exercise, aware of my thoughts, breathing, environment, not putting thought into how long I have left — I did my best running.
(0:15:33) - Walmart self checkout, not for free stuff (as in stealing), but it’s faster. (0:16:17) Associate lightly tapped it, after I was pressing, pressing, pressing — trying too hard. (0:17:34) Reads James again — let patience have its perfect work, that you may be entire, not lacking anything …
1C - Feedback: The Lord is my Shepherd; Wanting from thoughts
(0:19:10) - Raymond (0:20:48) Alex (0:21:02) Jason’s mother would cite Psalm 23 a lot … “The Lord is my shepherd” — if you stay conscious, forgive …
(0:21:45) - Andrew, when I get something I didn’t realize I wanted versus something I thought I wanted, in which I’m not satisfied… When it comes from thoughts, it’s never satisfied…
1D - Jason’s story: “I’m black and I’m proud.” I thought Jesse was crazy
(0:23:26) - Donyale question… first introduction to Jesse’s message: I’m black and I’m proud. People are against me. I thought he was crazy. (0:24:35) I was very pissed (over an ex and his daughter…) Jesse was speaking with a black power personality cracking jokes. Jesse handled it so smoothly. I saw something godly in that. I would lash out in my own life. Covid happened. Drove from San Diego for Men’s Forum
(0:27:26) - What would you say to someone in their 20s… Jason: I have 3 daughters … set an example….
(0:29:25) - Southern gal aka “Miss Alabama” on wants or emotions … We’re getting happiness, emotion, ego… Working toward the promotion, but with nothing attached to it to be a “successful person” or whatever. Do your best but without anguish, pain, jealousy, any emotion toward it.
1E - Jason: No sons? Story: Backing out of a partnership
(0:31:19) - Jesse: Do you have sons? What a beta.
(0:31:42) - One more story — working with a person on a goal, who was always late! Never on time for Zoom meeting. They’d joke, I was waiting on you! Always an excuse. A booksmart person. (0:33:05) - I’m not gonna help out anymore. Zoom calls was “joking around” with insults. When I backed out, I saw the spirit was all wrong — I knew it wasn’t going to work out.
1F - You made all girls? Thanks, Jason! Being perfect
(0:35:03) - Who makes all girls? That doesn’t make sense? Alex made 4 girls
(0:35:47) - Everybody wanna hear from Mimi next week…
(0:36:06) - Being perfect, Bless’s call on JLP this week ​​JLP Fri 4-17-26 -- (1: 30: 50) 📞 Bless
02 - BQ: Messenger of love or hate? A Canadian and his mother
(0:37:58) - Michael from Canada on BQ, first-timer … forgiving his mother (0:39:17) “I forgive you.” She didn’t know what I was saying. She said, I don’t wanna talk to Jesse at all. JLP: I’m glad I told on you! His father died when he was 12. I’m no better than he is.
(0:40:20) - Pam from Canada, his mother: BQ, a deep question. As a former gov’t employee, my message is pragmatism or common sense? That’s not the question. “I don’t even know what pragmatism is.” (0:41:38) - I don’t believe in hate, for myself… Don’t have hate? How does your son see you? How do you see yourself?
2B - You said you’re sorry I THOUGHT that. On her mother: “I smile and nod”
(0:43:41) - He says she didn’t apologize. (0:44:30) - You said you’re sorry that I THOUGHT that. (0:45:28) - Mother still on earth. “Poor you!” Forgiven her mentally, but not verbally. Why not? Idk! You know you’re just like her, right? Have you noticed? “I have traits.” How will you overcome it if you don’t forgive her.
(0:47:17) - “I smile and nod.” Your impression of your son? “Wonderful young man.” What’s wonderful about him? (0:47:53) - He’s 21. What are you gonna do when he leaves? Text.
2C - Do you believe in God? Hot seat … BQ feedback…
(0:48:36) - Just gonna take it all in. Do you believe in God? People in Canada don’t believe in God, right? “Somewhat true.” (0:49:53) Hot seat? Wanna come up here? “Noo! Noo, noo, thank you!” You’ll be happier here. “I don’t think so!”
(0:50:30) - Donyale: I’m a messenger of love. Decision to drop anger, God’s love
03 - Messenger of hate after champagne…
(0:51:04) - Lady home by herself this week. Messenger of love, because I keep to myself. But after a little champagne with family, I was a messenger of hate, judging in a “joking” way, then judging myself on the way home. Trying to get to the 30th — second floor — back to the basement! Up all night.
(0:52:35) - Alexis: messenger of hate … (0:53:49) - Eric on BQ …
3B - Go through hell: Paradise on the other side
(0:54:56) - Miss Alabama, right now, definitely hate … Devil has her questioning everything … (0:56:31) JLP: Go through hell: Paradise on the other side
04 - Man wants his father to love him back
(0:57:27) - Man on forgiving father who gives hate back to him. Why do you need father to love you back? “It feels good…” Don’t need his love? Intimidation factor, heartbreaking when he doesn’t love me back. He can see I’m like that with my own son. (1:00:25) - 40, at home with father, dealing with him every day, in the same household.
4B - You don’t need anyone to love you. You can’t help anyone.
(1:01:16) - Young man doesn’t need his mother to love him back. Young man says: You don’t need anyone to love you. Just God. “And my son hopefully.”
(1:02:38) - Let the thoughts be. You don’t need anything from the world. (1:04:18) - You can’t plant a seed. You’re giving your seed to th Devil.
4C - 9yo speaks
(1:04:34) - Young man is 9, “Rider” (spelling?) Angry? Sometimes.
05 - BQ: Raymond, others: “Cowardice… Hater… Boring…” One more curse word?
(1:05:56) - Raymond: “Cowardice.”
(1:06:43) - Young lady: “Hater.” If you’re not gossiping, I’m boring as hell right now. Who am I if I don’t have an opinion, don’t care about anything. Who wants to hang out with me if I’m boring? (1:08:13) - Are you bored by yourself? … (1:08:56) What should I eat? Nothing, because you’re not even hungry, girl! Stay with it. Idk why… I can almost see through all my BS now. Idk what to do. (1:09:44) - Do you want one more curse word?
(1:10:10) - Daniel: Hate. Not perfect yet. Why not?
06 - Q: Are you a sinner? Hassan on BQ…
(1:11:09) - Amazing Women’s Forum, you missed it, Donyale. “I know.”
(1:12:04) - Are you a sinner? Yes.
(1:12:57) - Hassan: There’s no me.
(1:13:59) - Trump face on card, “blaspheme!” (1:15:08) - Hassan imitated Jesse, and was a messenger of Hate with it. Ye shoes (1:15:51) …
(1:16:07) - Miss Alabama: Sinner?
6B - Indoctrinated to believe I’m a sinner…
(1:17:24) - Donyale: Are you a sinner? “Indoctrinated”
(1:19:23) - The Canadian mother: Probably a sinner. Son: No. Why no? They’ve all been forgiven.
(1:20:03) - Not a sinner, says one of the guys
(1:20:40) - Doug: Not sure
(1:21:40) - Alexis: No… I don’t think about that.
6C - No, I’m tired of being a sinner.
(1:22:40) - Nick: I have to say I’m not. I’m kinda sick of being a sinner, training of “accountability.” Like Donyale said. All I have are judgments.
(1:23:32) - Man: I woulda said yes. No idea though.
(1:24:05) - Alex. (1:24:16) - Jason, I thought I’d done talking already.
(1:24:51) - Mimi - Michael from Canada was right (1:25:23) JLP: You gonna stop complaining? Forgave mother? “I have.”
6D - What does God say about you being a sinner?
(1:27:16) - I’m still a sinner, I still have anger. What does God say about you being a sinner? Idk…
(1:27:50) - Yes, I am a sinner, says a man: I let evil thoughts dictate my actions. God says, Relax. What does a father say to his son? Did you learn?
(1:28:36) - Franky
(1:28:51) - Hake: judgment of self and others
6E - JLP: Told all your life you’re a sinner. Raymond
(1:29:33) - JLP: It’s so sad told all your life you’re sinners… from childhood, dark misery
(1:31:57) - Raymond, Yes I am a sinner, thoughts of anger… (1:32:22) - All who sin are slaves … He doesn’t want me to be a slave. Idk if I deserve to be free.
07 - Bible verses: Jesus said your sins are forgiven
(1:33:51) - Hake reads:
Matthew 9: 2 - Jesus to the paralyzed man — Son, be of good cheer; thy sins be forgiven thee.
Luke 7: 48 - Jesus to the “sinful woman” — And he said unto her, Thy sins are forgiven.
Matthew 26: 28 - blood poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins — For this is my blood of the new testament, which is shed for many for the remission of sins.
7B - JLP: You’re not a sinner. God is love. Slave of the Devil
(1:34:48) - JLP: You’re not a sinner (1:36:17) - The Devil isn’t even judging you, there’s no you to judge … (1:37:14) - To be perfect is to have perfect love. God is love. Love conquers all. You are as well. You’re not saying what God says about you. … (1:38:35) - Walk in love, walk in the light. Nothing in you that’s of the Devil. You gotta forgive, so the Devil can stop controlling your mind.
(1:39:06) - Forgive them, for they know not what they do. They don’t know it. They can’t see.
(1:39:58) - You’re not sinners if you have forgiven. That nature of the Devil in you is not you — the sex, drugs, drunk stuff… Slave to the Devil, he makes you do whatever he wants.
(1:42:14) - You’ve done nothing wrong your whole life. It was evil in you doing it. All thoughts are all lies, all the time, about anything.
7C - Free pass? You call suffering “fun.” Fascinated with misery
(1:42:52) - The young lady… It feels like a free pass: What’s the incentive to stay good? (1:43:49) - JLP: When I had earthly fun, “I don’t wanna be no Christian.”
(1:44:42) - I got so drunk, I couldn’t even drive. Hangover… That’s misery. Woe unto the man who calls evil good. (1:45:25) - Devil says you’re not gonna have fun if you give up drinking… The Devil tells you your life will be “boring.” You’ll have fun sitting with the dummies talking about nothing.
(1:46:05) - If you wanna know fun, stop being fascinated with your misery
7D - Ye’s concert, Jesus at the wedding: Fun as a whole person
(1:46:42) - JLP on Ye’s concert, FUN. Jesus went to the wedding, and had fun. He may have had a lil wine, since he made the wine. When you’re ONE, you’ll no longer be corrupted by your environment.
7E - Nothing required. Thoughts lie. See a person by loving the person.
(1:48:29) - Dolores on surrendering to Satan vs to God… When I’m most comfortable in my thoughts
(1:49:47) - JLP: When you feel like you’re on top of the mountain, you’re in the valley. (1:50:18) - Interesting: God only asks us to forgive. Everything is laid out. Nothing else is required. … Dolores speaks more….
(1:51:56) - It’s hell in the valley, but it’s just a thought — and that thought is lying to you about you, your fellow man, your neighbor. I don’t see Donyale… the only way I can see her is to love her.
(1:53:51) - Nice people are nasty people!
(1:55:39) - You’re not a sinner nor saint. Dolores: Harder for women who grew up without a father?
08 - Hassan… Did Christ ever call us sinners?
(1:56:23) - Hassan…
(2:00:00) - JLP… Did Christ ever call us sinners?
(2:01:44) - Mimi: Comedian … God is dope … talking with the young lady about fun …
(2:03:07) - Alexis, say what’s on your mind.
8B - If you were never told you were a sinner, nothing to work on
(2:03:21) - The lady with an accent: If you never told you were a sinner there’d be nothing to work on. You’ve been lied-to.
09 - Closing… New BQ: Have humility? What is it?
(2:04:56) - Canadian mother, Pam — lots to think about. Forgive your mama.
(2:05:43) Talk
(2:06:22) New BQ
📖 NEW Biblical Question: Do you have humility? What is it?
(2:07:26) Closing
REMINDERS / Assignments…
* 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
* 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
* Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
* Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
* Don’t think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
* Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
* Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
* Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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