This season finale is a bit of a real one. I’m turning 40, and if I’m honest, I’ve been sitting with a lot and grieving the life I thought I’d have, the version of me I thought I’d be by now, and all the timelines that just… didn’t happen. It’s weird, because no one really prepares you for that part.
In this episode, I talk about what it’s actually been like figuring life out — through dating, relationships, heartbreak, and all the ways those experiences shaped me for the better. I get into the inner work too, the messy, uncomfortable stuff and learning who I am now, not who I was trying to be.
I’ve been caring a bit less about what people think, and a bit more about what actually feels right. Letting go of judgment (mostly my own), realizing motivation isn’t always there, and that real life doesn’t look like the version we’re sold.
I’m still figuring things out. I don’t have it all together — not even close. But I trust myself more than I ever have, and that feels new. Maybe turning 40 isn’t about having everything sorted. Maybe it’s just about being a bit more honest, a bit lighter, and finally being on your own side.