Beyond Survival - The Therapy Podcast with Katie McKenna

This week a listener describes what it was like to grow up largely invisible and also scapegoated, while their older sister held the role of the golden child. 
With a covertly narcissistic mother and an overtly narcissistic father, achievements, independence, and curiosity were mocked rather than celebrated, while approval always seemed just out of reach. Praise was offered to strangers, but rarely, if ever, directly to the child who longed to hear it.
The story also touches on boundary violations, body shaming, and the subtle but powerful ways children learn to survive within dysfunctional systems — becoming the “good child,” the high achiever, the one who stays quiet and contained in order to maintain stability.
But the dynamics didn’t stay in childhood. When this listener became a parent and began setting boundaries, the family system escalated in ways that will feel painfully familiar to many who grew up in similar environments.
If you grew up in a family where love felt conditional, where roles were rigid, or where your reality was often dismissed, this story may resonate deeply.
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Did I do the right thing? Am I being unreasonable?
This week we hear from a listener who grew up with a controlling father who monitored finances, belittled her mother, mocked her intelligence, and ruled the house with, “If you live under my roof, you do as I say.” 
She became the responsible daughter. The fixer. The emotional support system. The one who stayed close.
After decades of being pulled into her parents’ toxic marriage, she set a boundary: Don’t involve me in your disputes anymore. 
Her mother apologised. Her father stopped speaking to her. 
In this episode, we explore:
Growing up with a narcissistic or controlling father
Being the scapegoat vs. the golden child
Parentification and becoming the family therapist
Setting boundaries with narcissistic parents
The silent treatment as punishment
Breaking generational trauma when you become a parent
The grief of unavailable grandparents
If you were the “responsible one.”
If you were triangulated into your parents’ conflict.
If you’ve ever been punished for having boundaries.
If becoming a mum or dad made you realise just how unhealthy your childhood was.
This conversation will feel painfully familiar — and deeply validating.
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Katie McKenna
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BEYOND SURVIVAL - The Therapy Podcast

In this episode, we’re exploring The Fawn response through the experience of a listener who grew up in a home shaped by addiction, conflict and emotional unpredictability.
With siblings who needed significant care, he learned very early that the safest way to exist was to be low maintenance. Mature. Independent. No trouble. 
He became highly attuned to other people’s moods — scanning faces, tracking tone shifts, apologising first, and doing whatever was needed to prevent arguments.
What looked like kindness was survival.
As a child, it made sense. If he didn’t add pressure, maybe things wouldn’t escalate. If he helped enough, maybe everyone would be okay. But that strategy followed him into adulthood — struggling to say no, feeling responsible for other people’s reactions, being taken advantage of in friendships, and experiencing intense guilt whenever he tries to put himself first.
Even after years of practising boundaries, saying no still brings anxiety and a powerful urge to go back and fix things when someone is disappointed. Choosing himself doesn’t feel freeing — it feels wrong.
In this episode, we unpack people pleasing, the nervous system roots of the fawn response, and why guilt often intensifies when you stop self-abandoning. We explore why boundaries can initially feel unsafe — and how healing this pattern isn’t about becoming selfish, but about building safety within yourself.

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BEYOND SURVIVAL - The Therapy Podcast

If you grew up with a parent who rewrote history, denied conversations that clearly happened and turned every attempt at repair into an explosion… this episode is for you.
In this episode of Beyond Survival – The Therapy Podcast, I read a listener’s story about going low contact, then no contact, after years of gaslighting, DARVO, and emotional manipulation. 
We explore the role of the enabling parent (deflection, minimising, suggests you’re “misremembering” or "mentally unwell") and the physical toll of being disbelieved. And when you finally step away — why does the doubt get louder, not quieter?
We also address the haunting question so many adult children of narcissists carry: “Am I overreacting?” 
If you’ve ever second-guessed your own memory… if you’ve been told you’re too sensitive, mentally unwell, or the problem… if going no contact brought both relief and guilt — this conversation may help you feel less alone.
You’re not crazy for wanting honesty. 
And you’re not cruel for choosing safety.
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BEYOND SURVIVAL - The Therapy Podcast

A listener writes in with a question that many people carry quietly (and can often feel ashamed for even thinking)
Does life get more peaceful when they die?
This listener was adopted into a family where love was conditional and pain was reframed as devotion. A father who minimised abuse as “loving too much.” A mother whose behaviour ruined milestones. Public humiliation at her wedding. Health crises used as leverage. 
And finally, a breaking point — being told to “fuck off” in front of her eight-year-old daughter, leading her from low contact to no contact.
After years of therapy, anxiety, depression, and recurring dreams about her parents, she asks the question so many adult children of abusive families wonder but rarely say out loud:
Does life get more peaceful when they die?
In this episode, we explore the reality beneath that question — grief without safety, guilt without repair, and what peace actually comes from (and what it doesn’t). 
This is an honest conversation about the trauma of adoption, endings, longing, and reclaiming your nervous system when the relationship was never safe to begin with.
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Calmer parenting and a happier home and kids is so much closer than you think
Katie McKenna
Accredited Psychotherapist, Podcast Host, Author
BEYOND SURVIVAL - The Therapy Podcast