HungerFF Presents: Brolapse

Punch Panda and I met at a party in Austin, had dinner at Stretch FF's house, and then he fisted the life out of me for my birthday in a one-bedroom apartment in Chicago. He was overdue for the show.

His origin story is one of the best I've heard. At 25, in a New York hotel room, his partner hired Cutler X for what was supposed to be a fuck. Then came the straps, a white powder nobody had a name for yet, and a first fist he describes as the most exquisite pleasure and pain at the same time. What his partner did right after is the reason he didn't try again for five years. We also get into the question every non-fister asks (what do you get out of it), why some of the best tops he's met are bottoms, the relaxed joy of a hole with room to work, and the moment he starts collecting data on you the second you walk into a party. Freddy Krueger is not on the menu.

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This is the FREE Radio Edit of Episode 109, available everywhere. The full raw and uncensored episode lives exclusively on Spotify for subscribers and for official website and JustFor.Fans members.
Two weeks after my colostomy reversal, I’m officially back in one piece. In this solo episode I walk through all of it: the accident that started it, the second-guessing the night before, gas pain bad enough to leave a sweat imprint on the hospital bed, feeling my colon come back online like a power grid, and the first trip to the bathroom in two years. I also cover what my surgeon found inside, what I can’t do yet, and why Ryan finally overruled HungerFF on this one.
Big thanks to Dr. Elie Schochet at South Florida Colorectal Institute, who’s accepting new patients: [SFCI LINK]
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Teagan (Dynostic Rex) is 686 days sober and still putting out some of the most extreme content in the space. We talk about his first time on camera post-breakup, the Chute 100 moment that hit 10K followers, his prolapse journey, getting fisted for the first time in Vancouver, collabs with RomeoDavisXL and Canadian Lifter, and what it looks like to build extreme content while staying grounded. Free abbreviated version — full uncensored audio and video exclusively for Spotify Subscribers ($2.99/month) and HungerFF.com members. Follow Teagan: X / Bluesky @dynostic93. New episodes drop Fridays at 8 PM EST.

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Four days before my colostomy reversal, my colorectal surgeon Dr. Elie Schochet comes over for his second time on Brolapse. After four delays, this is attempt number five, and I asked him everything.

We get into:
- How one day in pediatrics sent him to surgery, and why his practice is about 80% LGBT
- Why lying to your doctor about what you do in bed can get you a surgery that ends your ability to bottom
- How to find a doctor who won't flinch, from word of mouth to the GLMA directory
- The South Florida ostomy peer network, and playing with a bag
- What a reversal actually is, and why the stars have to line up before he'll operate
- Blood clots, compression sleeves, and why I'll be frog-legged in stirrups for hours
- Staples vs. hand sewn, and why we chose staples for me
- The "double barrel" connection, and why going in blind means you won't feel the wrong fork until you're through it
- How my prolapse is the same size and structure it was before the accident
- Why some people keep the bag for good, and why I'm not
- Leak rates, and why day four or five matters most
- The six week minimum before any play, and how to start back
- Why most perforations he sees come from firm toys, not fists
- Losing Wrex Wylde, and finding support when recovery gets hard

Find Dr. Elie Schochet at South Florida Colorectal Institute in Fort Lauderdale: sflcolorectal.com | IG: @sflcolorectal | FB: @SFLCRI

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This is the free Radio Edit of Brolapse, available everywhere you listen. The full raw and uncensored episode lives on Spotify for subscribers and for members at the official website and JustFor.Fans.
Chicago's Logan Bell went from a bored kid in small-town Michigan with a dial-up connection to the guy Oxballs publicly crowned a "meat tenderizer." He and Ryan compare notes on growing up in the same corner of Michigan, figure out they ran in the same circles years before they ever met, and get into how Logan built Hand Ball: 19 parties in 20 months, never a financial loss, and a door that stayed open to everyone. Plus his rules for sober play, his case against punching a zombie, and the darkroom photography he picked back up when an injury took him out of play for two years.
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Find Logan: Instagram @loganbellchi | X @Logan_BellXXX | Bluesky @loganbell.bsky.social | Photography at logansdarkroom.com
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