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Testosterone is one of those topics that feels loaded.

It’s tangled up in masculinity, aging, sex drive, energy, mood… and a whole lot of misinformation. Because of that, many men quietly wonder if something is off — but feel embarrassed, unsure, or afraid to even ask the question.

So today, we’re having a very real conversation.

In this episode, Xander is sharing his personal testosterone journey — what made him start asking questions, the concerns he had before doing anything, what the actual process looked like, and how it’s impacted everything from his energy and mood to sex and our relationship.

💛 In this episode, you’ll hear:


The early symptoms that made Xander realize something wasn’t right.


Why sobriety played a surprising role in recognizing his baseline energy.


What functional medicine actually is (and how it differs from traditional care).


Why many men never get tested for testosterone through primary care.


The problem with “normal” testosterone ranges in the U.S.


What lifestyle changes he tried first — and why they weren’t enough.


The different treatment options (creams, Clomid, injections) and how each felt.


What it’s really like to inject testosterone.


How his testosterone levels changed over time.


What it actually costs — and whether insurance covers it.


Honest answers to the most common fears and side effects.

We get into the stuff men are usually too embarrassed to ask out loud.

This isn’t medical advice. It is one person’s honest experience navigating low testosterone, functional medicine, and treatment options — the good, the uncomfortable, and the unexpected.

🔗 Links & Resources

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If the thought of scheduling sex makes you cringe a little… we get that a lot.

You might be thinking..

“Ugh. That’s so unromantic.” or… “NOT hot.” or… “If we have to schedule it, something must be wrong with our relationship.”

We’re here to today to give you our hot take on our favorite controversial relationship topic. And yes… we’re going to try to change your mind.

In this episode, we’re breaking down the biggest myths about scheduling sex, what scheduled intimacy really means (and doesn’t mean), and the practical ways to make it feel exciting instead of like something else on your to-do list.

💛 In this episode, you’ll hear:


Why “spontaneous sex” is one of the biggest myths we buy into.


How scheduling sex can actually reduce stress, pressure, and anxiety.


What scheduling can do for couples with mismatched desire (especially responsive desire).


Why having sex earlier in the evening can completely change your sex life.


How to build anticipation without feeling awkward or forced.


The “bare minimum” approach that makes sex dates feel doable (even on low-energy days).


Why taking turns leading sex dates helps both partners feel cared for.


The simple mindset shift that turns scheduling sex into something you look forward to.

Spoiler: scheduling sex doesn’t replace spontaneity. For many couples, it actually creates more of it.

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Most marriage regrets don’t show up as explosive fights. They show up quietly.

Feeling more like roommates than partners.

Wondering when sex started feeling complicated… or nonexistent.

Noticing resentment creeping in and asking yourself… “Is this just how marriage is supposed to feel?”

In today’s episode, we’re getting into the marriage regrets and mistakes people hold close to their chests… but rarely say out loud.

We’re sharing real stories pulled from Instagram, Reddit, and our own marriage, along with practical ways to prevent these regrets from becoming permanent patterns.

Whether you’re married, partnered, or thinking about your future relationship, this conversation is for you.

💛 In this episode, you’ll hear:


Why not setting boundaries with extended family can quietly damage a marriage.


How rejection (real or imagined) can shut people down sexually — and what to do instead.


What happens when you lose your individual identity inside a relationship.


Why work, logistics, and kids so often crowd out connection.


How couples get stuck sexually when growth feels threatening instead of exciting.


Why ignoring sexual incompatibility doesn’t make it go away.


The underrated importance of fun — and what happens when it disappears.

Ready For A Relationship Reset?

And if this episode hits close to home, you’re not alone.

We’ve had moments of doubt in our own relationship — and one of the most helpful things we’ve learned is the power of intentionally hitting refresh together, especially at the start of a new year.

It’s not too late to join New Year, New Us: 21-Day Relationship Refresh.

You only need 5 minutes a day (with the option to go deeper if you want).

Here’s how it works:


Each week starts with a short audio lesson to set the theme.


You’ll get 21 daily reset questions — one per day — to reflect on individually, then share with your partner.


The focus is clarity, connection, and getting out of autopilot.

We break it down into 3 weeks, 3 focus areas:


Week 1: Reflect on the past year together.


Week 2: Connection refresh — design your dream relationship.


Week 3: Sex refresh — reignite desire and intimacy.

You can move at your own pace — and yes, you can still join.

👉 Sign up now at https://vmtherapy.com/newyear

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Penis performance issues are way more common than most people realize… and way more misunderstood than they need to be.

Today’s episode came straight from your questions — from trouble getting or keeping an erection, to finishing too quickly (or not at all), to the stress, shame, and “what does this mean about us?” thoughts that sneak in — we’re breaking it all down.

This episode is about understanding what’s happening, supporting your partner with compassion, and learning how to navigate these moments in a way that brings you closer — not further apart.

💛 In this episode, you’ll hear:


What commonly causes penis performance issues — and why it’s rarely just one thing.


Whether long-term porn use can affect erection quality or performance.


If masturbating “too often” can actually create problems.


How stress, anxiety, and aging can impact erections (and why it’s not a personal failure).


The connection between low testosterone and ED — and how to navigate it when a partner refuses treatment.


Whether circumcision has any link to penis performance issues.


How to bring up concerns about ED with a partner who doesn’t seem to recognize there’s an issue.


What these challenges mean emotionally — and what they don’t say about attraction, masculinity, or your relationship.


How to approach the conversation with compassion instead of pressure or panic.

🔗  Links + Resources🔥 The Ultimate Foreplay Guides

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It’s been a while since we last covered some of your funniest sex fails… and honestly, we forgot just how creative things can get when pants come off.

We asked, and you absolutely delivered by sending in your funniest, wildest, and most unfiltered stories. We’re diving straight into the deep end today — from the “I cannot believe this happened” moments to the genuine mishaps — and breaking down some of the most unhinged submissions you’ve ever sent our way.

So buckle up. This episode is proof that even the best intentions can take a sharp left turn into absolute chaos… and sometimes those are the moments you end up laughing about for years.

💛 In this episode, you’ll hear:


Melted chocolate + chest hair = a cautionary tale


Why clap-activated lights are not sexy (and definitely not practical)


The BJ that turned into a mouth-numbing emergency


The fully naked car hookup… in front of a VERY public bathroom


The New Year’s Eve drool + fart combo that took them out


Heating lube + a lost tampon = pure, fiery chaos


The condom that took a ride home and introduced itself to mom


A cowgirl concussion (yes, really)

If you’ve ever had a moment during sex that made you think, “Well… that was not the plan,” you’re in good company. These stories are a reminder that sex is messy, funny, human, and a whole lot less “perfect” than anyone admits.

Happy New Year!

❤️ Ready to reconnect? Take our free Intimacy Quiz to uncover what’s missing (and how to get it back).

Discover your intimacy type and get personalized tools to help you communicate better, desire more, and feel closer than ever.

👉 Take the quiz now and unlock your results: https://vmtherapy.com/5keys

Stay connected

📸 Follow us on Instagram → instagram.com/vanessaandxander

💌 Get our weekly email — real talk, expert tips, and zero shame → https://vmtherapy.com/subscribe

🎧 Subscribe to Pillow Talks wherever you get your podcasts!

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